Alice's POV
We were all ready to go, Jasper, Carlisle and I had packed a few days clothes too just in case we took longer than expected in Biloxi but I hardly saw that happening at all since I couldn't really see the future anymore. Well I still had visions but there weren't as many as I used to have and it killed me just to watch a few minutes into the future. It was like when Bella was pregnant with Renesmee, the visions were getting all fuzzy like a bad T.V reception and it gave me killer headaches to be anywhere near her. So here I was, a pregnant human carrying a vampire baby who was all set to give birth in around about a weeks time due to the shocking growth rates of a vampire fetus. I was about to embark into the unknowns of my unpleasant past, what could go wrong…?
"Are you ready to leave Alice?" Carlisle's calm voice drifted from my bedroom door and I looked away from the spot on my pristine pale blue carpet and into the eyes of my loving father. He slowly walked over at a human pace so I wouldn't get startled since now I was fully human and crouched so we were at the same eye level. He grasped my fragile left hand in between his rock hard, ice cold palms as he gazed into my eyes as any loving father would. "Are you sure you want to do this dear? We won't do this if you don't want to, its entirely your choice my dear."
"Yes, I need to do this Carlisle, I have wasted to much time thinking about my past life and I need to find out what happened to me. I am determined to see this through," I replied confidently as I grasped his hand as tightly as I could manage without having my wedding ring dig into my third finger. He chuckled softly and slowly raised us both so we were in a standing position.
He grasped me firmly by the shoulder and carefully guided me out into our vast garage were Jasper was standing by the Mercedes waiting, being a good southern gentleman like he is he was waiting with the passenger door open, ready to help me inside. Carlisle gratefully passed me over to him and glided over to sit in the driver's seat. Jasper scooped me up carefully in a bridal style and lowered me down so I was relaxed but still safe. He kissed me sweetly on the lips before shutting the door and sliding silently into his seat behind me.
Carlisle was a much more careful driver than any of us were, he never once got anywhere near one hundred miles an hour as we drove carefully towards Biloxi, all the way through the journey Jasper had reached forward from the back of the car so he could hold my hand. It comforted me just to know that he was with me but as we got ever closer even Jasper could not keep away the fear I was feeling. The growing fear turned into shock as we rounded the corner and the very building was staring me right in the face...Biloxi Insane Asylum.
As Carlisle parked out in front of the crumbling wreck of a building that used to house all of my pain and suffering. I was still frozen in shock as Jasper opened my door and held out his hand to assist me. "Lis? Are you sure you want to do this love? If you don't feel ready to do this we could always come back another day if you want," Jasper murmured, sensing my fear as he kneeled in the road to get a proper look at my face.
"No, I have to do this Jazz, I will be strong..." I murmured, grasping his hand tightly as we made our way through the Asylum doors…
— Alice Cullen x