Kupo: So like... Anyways. THIS HAS BEEN IN MY HEAD FOR LIKE... ALL DAY! Thanks to Pehnguinz. xD (She's awesome m'dears. Just awesome)
She, EbonyKittyCat552 and I were chatting last night... and we were working on something because I had an idea for it. That idea has progressed into the next few chapters of this fanfic! (I love you guys)
Disclamer!: I do not in any way/shape/form own Kingdom Hearts, Square Enix does! 1/2 of this story goes out to Pehnguinz and EbonyKittyCat552 because they are my editors. (Thankyouverymuch!)
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~Axel POV~
Three days. That's how long they said they'd keep him for...I can't imagine three days without Roxy, it's just too difficult. I woke up numb, my head throbbing as the sunlight shined down through my window.
It was 2:00 PM.
Shit. I have to visit Roxas.
The memory of yesterday came flooding back. My hands still feel like they have blood on them...I can't look at them. A shower sounds nice...I turn on the shower and stand there as the water changes from freezing to hot. It makes me want to melt The soap smells like Roxas...and so does the shower. My breath stops cold. Roxas...damn, why do I miss him so much?
I I knew the kid had issues and I made him promise when I met him that he wouldn't cut. He promised!
I got out of the shower and dragged myself over to the room. I put on a black T-shirt and a pair of dark blue jeans. They were Roxas's favorite. I tugged open the drawer where I kept pictures and mementos.
Roxas...
There were pictures of when we went to the mall, the movies, and the park. There were even photos of Namine, Kairi and Sora. I looked at Roxas's smile. DAMN! I pounded my fist against the mirror in ager as sobs wracked through me. Why did it have to be Roxas? Why?
Someone knocked on the door softly.
A soft voice called through the door, "Axel, can I come in...?"
I wiped my eyes on my sleeve and opened the door, seeing brown spikes. "Sure, Sora, come on in..."
He walked in slowly, as if he was worried that I might hurt him. He looked terrible. "Axel, c-can you come with me to visit him?"
"Sure, Sora," I murmured. He started to cry and I pulled him into my arms and against my chest.
"Come on, Sora, it's okay. Roxas will be okay," I whispered to him in an effort to comfort him.
"Why did it have to be him?" he sobbed.
"I don't know, Sora...but we have to stay strong. We have to, for him..." I couldn't handle this anymore. All of this crying, tears, broken people and sobs. It kills me every time I see them cry.
Roxas...why?
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We headed to the hospital in the cold rain. The sky is gray today, as if it were reflecting our gloominess. The cart ride was silent; Sora didn't even /try/ to strike up a conversation. Even if he did, we both know that it would end up being about Roxas, and then we would both cry. I'm kind of glad he stayed silent.
"Axel, do you…like Roxas?" Sora blushed as he whispered it. He looked embarrassed that he even said it.
"Um...well, I..." I couldn't think of what to say. Am I in love with the boy? Is this the reason why I can't get him out of my head, because I'm in love with him? Yes, I am, I decided. He made me smile and feel like I was safe. I care for him so much...
"Sora, I love your brother...I really do," I said, my eyes tearing up.
"Okay, but you have to promise me that if something happens to me or our family, you will take care of him. Okay?" He sniffled as his tears fell down his face. I just nodded. I didn't know what to say to comfort him...he was bawling his eyes out.
"Ok, Sora. I will, I promise."
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We arrived at the hospital...now for the hard part. I went up the elevator with Sora. My heart was pounding against my chest as we got closer to the fourth floor. Sora was completely silent when we came into the hospital, and I can see why. Hospitals are depressing, no matter how hard you look at it. People die here. A shiver ran up my spine as the elevator stopped and we stepped out.
Roxas's room was just down the hall
I went up to Roxas's room and steeled myself for whatever he might throw at me.
Roxas, please don't hate me...
~Roxas's POV~
Hospitals are stupid. You know, they keep you there to run tests and that's about it? Sure, they ask how you're doing, but really...they have to do that; it's their job.
Horray for cynical thoughts…
I miss Axel.
Crap, I just admitted that.
I miss his hair, his teal grean eyes, the way he talks and smiles...wait, I'm not /falling/ for him...am I?
I couldn't be, that's just stupid. I'm a depressed kid who hates the world, I don't even have a chance with Axel!
Speak of the devil…
Axel and Sora walked in, both of their faces flushed, like they've been running.
I felt the heat and blood rushing to my cheeks...I was blushing.
I stepped out of my bed to hug both of them. "Thank you for visiting me...it was getting kind of lonely in here."
"No problem bro. Oh, and Roxas...Axel wants to tell you something," Sora muttered, looking down at his feet. He was blushing too.
"What is it, Axel?" I asked, hoping that it didn't have to do with love.
"W-w-well..." he stammered, "Roxas...I-I-I love you..." The last bit was almost a whisper.
"WHAT?" I screamed.
"I LOVE YOU!"
The world spun out of control as I hit the ground…
He loves me…
Kupo: AND SO ENDS... CHAPTER 4!
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