Alright here's one about the conflicting feelings he has for Padmé versus his duty to the Order.
Disclaimer: I still don't own Star Wars. Sad, I know.
Love… Loyalty…
I've never felt a feeling this strong, and I don't like it. I long to wish it away. I want to pretend that it is just a vivid dream, and I will wake from it soon. But why don't I fight harder? Why can't I truly let go? …I know why. I don't want to wake up.
It is the most beautiful thing that I have ever felt. Beautiful… like you… No, what am I saying? What is making me talk this way? I'm a Jedi! That life is not mine, never will be. There is no love for me.
I must reject everything that is doing this to me. Everything that is making me forget who I am and what I was born for. But…
I look at you and I feel more full than I have ever felt, as if a little hole inside of me is mended when you are near me. How can I forget you, when you are what keeps me going everyday, what keeps me fighting?
Don't look into my eyes. I will never be able to pull myself away. You are leading me to my ruin. I'm destroying myself.
I have thought of you everyday since we parted. You warm my dreams each night. My heart does flips when I see you. I had to leave you once, don't make me do it again.
I know I can't hide it. I can't contain these feelings that are eating away at me like a ravenous fire, consuming my flesh. I'm burning away, but the warmth of the flames fuels my passion. I'm beyond pretending my feelings aren't this strong. I've given up on ignoring them. They are part of me now: etched onto my soul like a scar.
Please tell me you feel the same. Let me hold you close: close to my chest so you can feel my heart. It beats for you. Speak no words, only breathe so we know we are still alive.
I know it's wrong. But I am weak; I can't give you up. Letting so of you is like tearing my own heart out of my breast. And I'm afraid, afraid of the pain.
Please, can't we make it work? I know the world doesn't want it to be. I know we would be living a lie. But I don't care anymore. I know it would tear us apart, but that is a risk I'm willing to take.
I've already chosen this path. There is not turning around now. I beg of you, walk beside me. Hold my hand and squeeze it tight. There are dark shadows ahead, but I know I won't have to face them alone. Trust in me, I will never let you get lost. We will walk together, as one, forever.