Here is Chapter 9. I hope you all like it and sorry if its a little fast and shitty.

I'm sad that it will be over next chapter.

You know when you get into a car crash everything inside the car moves to the front? Well that's what it felt like for Kurt when Noah said he wanted to talk about the other night.

All the memories from that night came crashing to the front of his mind and the sudden fear along with them.

"Kurt did you hear me?" Noah said as he looked at him with those hazel eyes that seemed to make Kurt shiver.

It was a good thing that it was dark in his living room, aside from the TV, because when Kurt shouldered started to tingle he felt that there was nothing covering the marks on his neck.

"Yea I heard you." Kurt said as he turned his head away from the TV so he could cast a shadow over his shoulder. He didn't know why he was hiding it now if Noah remembered, but he felt embarrassed about them.

"About the other day and what happened." Noah looked away and nodded his head before he looked at Kurt again and when he did the blush on the younger teens face grew darker.

"I want to apologize for what I did the other day at the mall."Kurt felt the tension over his whole body slowly loosen as he sighed in relief.

"Noah you don't have to worry about that."Kurt stopped as he felt the jock grab onto his hand and squeeze it. He looked down at their hands and admired the way Puck's Carmel skin blended with his own Vanilla skin in the light coming from the TV.

"No Kurt I've got to get this off my chest."Noah said squeezing Kurt's hand a little tighter. Kurt looked at Noah and how serious he was. Kurt nodded for him to continue.

"I want to apologize for lying to when you asked why I kissed you. I knew exactly why I did it." Kurt stared at Noah as he went on. Kurt didn't mind the kiss as it was his first and it was an amazing first kiss."Noah?"

"Let me finish please Kurt?" Kurt was shocked at the seriousness in Noah's voice. Smiling he nodded.

"I knew exactly why I kissed you because I planned it. For all these years we've known each other I've been a horrible person to you. I've not treated you like you needed to be treated. I bullied you, tormented you and thanks to me others have joined in and I'm positive you've had a horrible life and that you've hated me for it." Noah said as he wiped at his face and Kurt heard him sniffling.

Kurt was shocked at first when he said he planned the kiss, but he was more surprised to hear the jock crying. He must've been thinking about this for awhile for him to be crying like this.

"Out of everyone I've ever bullied, besides the others in glee club, you're the first to ever treat me with such kindness that I don't deserve. At the beginning of the summer you could've easily talked your way out of being my tutor and let me fail. But you didn't and for the longest time I wondered why."

The reason why popped into Kurt's head and he felt a sudden guilt now that he thought of it. His original plan was to make Noah's summer hell for him and even though it was such a short time compared to the years of torture he had done to the younger teen he still planned to go through it.

"But the whole time I've spent with you has made me wondered what kind of person I am. I've been a shitty person who shouldn't be treated the way you treat me." Noah looked down and Kurt felt a tear fall onto his hand.

He had never seen this side of Noah before except for at the hospital when Quinn had their baby. He had heard that Noah didn't even get to hold Beth as Quinn gave her to the doctors while Noah was outside telling everyone about her.

"Noah I don't understand. What do you mean by all this?"Noah shook his head and wiped his face again.

"I'm trying to say that I love you Kurt. This whole summer being with you has made me realize that I love you and everything about you." Time felt like it stopped when Noah had said those words and they echoed through Kurt's head constantly repeating over and over.

Kurt couldn't believe he was hearing this and wondered if he was dreaming this, but why would he dream of something like this. Kurt agreed with everything Noah had said.

That he was a shitty person, that he was the reason Kurt's has had a miserable life, that he was the main reason Kurt was bullied, tormented and why everyone else made it their mission to make his life just as miserable as Noah did.

Noah was also right about Kurt hating him, but.

"You're right Noah. I do hate you for what you've done to me." Noah looked down at their hands. He knew that if he told Kurt how he really felt then Kurt would do the same, but he still wasn't ready for it.

"I've hated how you've treated me and I've never even done anything to you. I hated how you made everyday hell for me and how others decided to help you."

"I hated it when you joined glee club because I would always have to see you and just looking at you made me scared. I always had to watch out in case you decided to slush my face or throw me in a dumpster."

Noah was certain he wasn't ready to face Kurt and everything thought in his head right now was telling him to get up and run.

"I've hated you for so long that I was ready to make this summer hell for you and I know it wouldn't have been much or that you would just get me back when school started I was still ready." Noah held his breath as he knew what he was going to say next wasn't something he wanted to hear.

"But in one short summer you've somehow convinced me to forgive you for all the bad times I've had." Kurt said as he raised up Noahs head with his hand and smiled at how shocked he looked.

"In one short summer Noah you've changed me. I was prepared to humiliate you to the fullest and I was determined to, but being around you so much I just forgot. I knew that you loved me even before you just now told me."

Kurt pulled down his shirt and turned so his shoulder was in the light. He heard Noah's breathing stop as he seen the love marks and Kurt couldn't help but blush.

"You did this the other night you got drunk. You told me you think you love me, but I knew that you did. I can't say I didn't enjoy what you did to me, but I didn't want you to do it while you were drunk."

Noah thought about why he never seen the hickeys on his shoulders and remembered the sweater he was wearing.

"Kurt I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to do any of it. I was drunk and." Kurt held up a hand and just smiled.

"I said I liked it so you shouldn't be sorry about doing it. I just wasn't going to let you continue since you were drunk. It wouldn't have felt special if I let the guy I love make out with me drunk."

Noah's face went blank as it suddenly was hard for him to breathe. Did he just hear Kurt right? Did he just say the he loved him as well?

"Kurt did you just?" Smiling Kurt nodded as he wiped away a few stray tears from Noah's face.

Noah grabbed onto the younger teens hand and pulled it to his chest where his heart was. Kurt felt the jocks heart beat fast and a blush covered his face.

Noah pulled Kurt's face up to his own and placed their foreheads together. He could feel the warm blush on the younger teens face.

Kurt placed a hand on the jocks shoulder and looked at him before he pressed their lips together. Noah placed his hands at Kurt's waist and he slowly laid Kurt down on the couch and crawled over him.

When Noah pulled away Kurt whimpered. Smiling Noah placed a kiss to his forehead and laid his head down on the boy's chest.

"I love you Kurt." He said as he could hear the younger teen's heartbeat and it was soothing.

"I love you to Noah." Kurt said as he started to play with Noah's Mohawk and soon he slowly started to stop until a soft snoring could be heard.

Smiling Noah closed his eyes and soon joined the boy in dreamland.