Title: It Took Two.
Summary: Jack caused four lived to be changed can they grow together or will the rift of hurt pull them permanently apart.
Chapter: 2 out of 15.
Pairings: Blair and Chuck.
Rating: T
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Chuck once again found himself in his office. The baby placed in a crib next to his desk. Chuck couldn't bear to part from him part of him felt if he took his eyes of him he would be gone just like everyone he had every loved. Chuck couldn't even bring himself to load up the computer, he just sat and looked at the picture of Blair he didn't have the heart to get rid of it, he never managed to place it in the draw either. Instead Chuck just sat and stared at the picture taking in her every detail of her. As he watched the picture he almost felt her stood behind him he almost reached out to touch his shoulder feeling her hand resting there. Chuck looked over to the baby before picking him up and calling the limo. Chuck had told Arthur took make sure both baby seats purchased by him and Blair where removed from the limo. Arthur caught the loophole in the request and gave the baby seats to Dorota who he knew was keeping everything Chuck demanded to be gone. Chuck hadn't brought a new one he wanted to he just couldn't.
Serena saw the limo arrive but made sure to let Chuck come to her. After the baby was born Serena had offered to move in with him just until he got himself into a routine but Chuck had refused flat without even giving it a moment of thought. Chuck had later told Lily that it was his son and he was going to raise him. They both knew that it was going to e Blair's funeral the following day but they both knew the other was never going to attend. They couldn't it seemed like they had loved Blair forever and they weren't going to spend one day burying that.
Chuck spotted Serena as he entered and smiled wearily at her. Chuck would never know that the little symbol of his smiled would mean so much to Serena. Serena rushed forward and grabbed the two baby bags Chuck had brought along with him. Gently Chuck placed the baby in Serena's arms before going to see the waitress to get her to warm the bottle. Serena had seen many things in her time but never thought she would witness Chuck Bass asking for a baby's bottle to be heated. Chuck smiled as he came back to sit beside her watching in awe as she interacted with his son. Chuck had become accustomed to calling the baby his son because he knew no matter how much he looked they would never be any one to fill the void left by Blair and nor would he want someone to fill it.
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Blair gently placed Ella in her pushchair, the infant fussed a bit as she was strabbed in but soon settled back down after been left. Blair thought she looked more and more like chuck as each day passed the resemblance was beautiful but heartbreaking at times it felt like she was looking at Chuck. Blair watched as Ella breathed in the scent of Blair carried by a pink baby blanket in which her initials were sewn. Blair had made a point of sleeping with the blanket on a night as she knew it soothed Ella during the day, it was a little bit of motherhood that Blair would never want to change. Blair placed the baby bag on the handles of the pram as she tried to negotiate it to the elevator once Blair got there she once again had the niggling feeling that she forgot something so once again checked the bag. Blair always like to be active even three days after having the babies she couldn't stay in, if she did she started to think. Blair thought about her little boy, what he was doing? Who he was with? It hurt not to have both her children with her but deep down she knew she would never fight Chuck for him, she couldn't she didn't have the heart.
Blair took the lift down to the lobby all the while watching the little girl in the lift who was so eager to get her father's attention, Blair's heart ached to reach out such off the man's cell and demand he picked up his daughter or at the very least acknowledged she was there. Once again Blair was thinking back to Chuck would he do this with their son? Would there on growing up resenting Blair for taking Ella and leaving him? Would he hate her?
Blair had been walking for a while before she stopped at the lake pushing Ella's pushchair to a bench Blair sat and waited. Part of the wanted to walk away, to not look back but the most part of her willed her to stay. Blair knew she would always wonder but this way she would know, she would have a picture of his first day of school, him with his first girlfriend, the very first bow tie she knew Chuck would make him wear. This way she would know.
AN: thanks to you all who have read and reviewed I really appreciate it.
HnM skinnys: Thank you hope you enjoy this one just as much. Xxx
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Itsolgatime: I hope you like this one yeah I never really liked Jack either with Chuck been a basstard he had charm and great looks Jack just doesn't carry it off the same.