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Gilbert pushed at his hand so he could sit up and looked away from Ivan. He was really hoping would notice him crying and it just had to be Ivan to find him. "I wasn't crying." he lied about to draw his knees to his chest when he felt Ivan wrap his arms around him and bring him close to his chest.
"Don't run this time da." he demanded tightening his grip and buried his head into Gilbert's hair. Ivan couldn't believe how quickly he could miss just holding Gilbert and still did notice that aroma coming from the albino's ears.
"I…I won't." he said already feeling sad because it was only a few days that he hadn't talked to Ivan and he was acting like he had been a gone a whole week. I don't think our relationship will last if I move… Gilbert bit his lip and finally squirmed so he could sit looking at Ivan.
Ivan wanted to keep holding him but saw the sadness that was in Gilbert's eyes making him keep his arms to himself for now. "Da, Gilbert, why wouldn't you talk to me?" he asked.
"My parents…I'm sure you heard are back and you know they were staying in Germany but they left West and I here so we didn't have to start over again." he explained once again looking off to the side not saying anything.
"Why?" he stressed again not yet figuring out why he was bringing up the fact about his parents letting them stay here again. Ivan even knew as much as Gilbert hated school he kept his grades up and as did Ludwig so he saw no reason for his parents to be mad.
Gilbert really didn't want to tell him because he knew the outcome would be just the same. He would leave, Ivan would never talk to him again, and he would have to restart over at another school trying to keep people away from his heart. This time though it felt like he was going to be leaving his heart behind because when he looked over at Ivan he felt his heart being tugged like it was trying to be ripped from his chest. I don't want to leave him because he…I trust him and…I…I…
"Gil?" he asked reaching over to touch his face because it seemed like he zoned out.
"Ja." Gilbert answered coming out of his slight daze and looked back at him. He had to at least tell him and then break his heart. It was the only way because if he didn't tell him it would just eat at both of them and he didn't want Ivan hurting more than he already has. "I like you a lot." he stated looking away again. "I really do like you."
Ivan didn't notice the sadness that was still on Gilbert's face because he was just too happy to finally hear the answer and it was him all along. He pulled Gilbert into a very tight hug kissing his head. "That is very good news da!" he exclaimed and only knew something was wrong when the hug wasn't lightly returned as usual. The Russian slowly let him go and lifted his chin to have Gilbert look up at him. "There is something wrong…" he stated before lightly brushing his lips against his.
Gilbert to hold off on the news held the kiss a little longer coming off as slightly desperate because he didn't want to let him go now because he just looked so happy a few seconds ago. He deepened the kiss quickly catching Ivan a little off guard who soon kissed him back though just as eagerly. The albino made the kiss last until they were both nearly out of breath before pulling away. As they were both trying to catch their breaths Gilbert finally mumbled out why he wasn't talking. "My parents are making me move…"
Ivan pulled away to look at his face feeling his world nearly come crashing down. He didn't want the albino to leave and how dare the parents make them move when everything was going just fine. Gilbert didn't get hurt in the incident so why should they care? It could just as easily happen in Germany and then he won't be able to save his krolik. "Nyet." he growled tightening his grip on Gilbert.
"Hey…I can't choose…" he mumbled wincing slightly from the grip.
"Nyet…you can't leave." Ivan argued shaking his head a little before pulling Gilbert again into a tight hug. "I don't want you too."
"I don't want too either." Gilbert assured him wrapping his arms around him.
"Then don't da." he said snuggling into his neck.
"I have too…" he sighed.
Ivan shook his head again and moved to kiss him deeply again. It was needy but so was the same kiss that was returned by Gilbert. They didn't want to leave each other and Ivan held him close making him wrap his legs around his waist. Please don't leave krolik. He lightly bit his lip and was granted access right away so he moved his tongue inside to rub against Gilbert's. His hands moved from his arms to rub the albino's back slowly moving his hands southward.
Gilbert once again barely caught what he was doing before pulling his hands away from his tail. "Nein…" he said shaking his head a little once he pulled away. "You still can't touch that." he smiled a little at him.
"Krolik…" pouted Ivan. "I want to know what it does, don't you?" he asked.
"Well…not really…" Gilbert answered because last time someone pulled on his tail he felt really odd and he didn't like it. "I still have to pack." he remembered getting up but was only pulled back down.
"Nyet, stay here da. I want you to stay here." he repeated holding on tightly to him.
"I know I want to too." assured Gilbert hanging his head a little.
Ivan didn't want him to go just yet so he reached up and slowly began rubbing and stroking Gilbert's ears. Gilbert didn't really mind as he felt his body beginning to relax and leaned back into the Russian. "Da, can you just stay for a little while?" he asked resting his chin on his shoulder.
Gilbert didn't want to go back to just work on packing up so he if he did stay with Ivan he technically couldn't in trouble either. "Ja, I don't see why I can't."
"Ludwig, where is your brother?" asked Diedrick hearing the faint sounds of Ouisa freaking out over the fact that her eldest son still wasn't packed and what was packed was not done properly.
"He isn't here?" he asked knowing that he had left Gilbert home to get done packing. "He stayed here to pack…"
"Well apparently he did some of it but he isn't here anymore." he stated beginning to get angry. For some reason this time Gilbert was putting up more of a fight of leaving because they didn't even know where he was.
Ouisa came running down the stairs a little scared because apparently the bird that their son had adopted wasn't in the room either. "Gilbird isn't even here! Do you think he ran away?" she exclaimed panicking because she didn't want to lose her eldest cutest son.
"No he wouldn't run away." exasperated both Diedrick and Ludwig. It was odd to see how they both acted nearly the same because they were both rubbing their temples and thinking. They also had a person of their own that was over reactive and could be very energetic. Ludwig had his crush, even though he wouldn't admit it, Feliciano and of course, Diedrick had Ouisa.
"Honey, just calm down, I'm sure he didn't run away, he might just be visiting a friend." he reasoned.
"What if the horrible people caught him again?" she flailed.
"Mom, we took down their business the same night that Gilbert came back home after Ivan…" started explaining Ludwig and remembered. Ivan, his brother always ended up spending time with him when he was angry so he had a feeling of where he was. "I know where Gilbert is."
"Are you sure Gilbert would be here?" asked Ouisa for the thousandth time as they continued walking down the street.
"Ja, he would always come here when he was upset and in turn he would usually have one of his friends visit him." explained Ludwig.
Ouisa looked at Ludwig when he said friend and had a feeling that they were doing it again. She felt so bad taking Gilbert away from Roderich beforehand and she didn't want to do it again. My boy is so strong but I know that he has always been weak when it came to matters of love.
Diedrick was kind of listening to their conversation and finally spotted Gilbert across the street. He was sitting in another boy's lap and said boy was stroking his ears. That is the calmest I've seen him in awhile…
Gilbert frowned and lightly pushed at Ivan's chest getting a little too relaxed. "Danke." he thanked though because he did need to calm down and that was the fastest way.
Ivan smiled and nodded bringing his hand around his waist. "Da, I'm happy I could help." he stated kissing his temple. "You are so cute krolik."
"I'm not cute!" Gilbert said and would've flailed but instead he was too relaxed to even move at half the speed.
"So cute~!" he exclaimed hugging him tightly.
Gilbert glared up at him and looked off to the side angry at the fact that he just had to keep calling him cute when he obviously wasn't. He looked around as he felt Ivan rubbing his back and sides gently knowing he was definitely going to be missing this. "Ivan, I don't know if we should date though because how we are…" he said sounding sad.
Ivan shook his head and kissed the side of his mouth. "I want you to stay but if somehow you can't, I want you to be mine." he stated kissing him on the lips this time. Gilbert kissed him back and was finally gaining movement back in his arms so he could hold him tightly. He didn't mind knowing he had a boyfriend but not being able to touch, hug, or kiss him was definitely not going to work. Ivan pulled away first and pecked his lips. "Is it a yes?" he asked.
"I do want to date you but how are we…" he started before being cut off and kissed again. Gilbert was beginning to like these interruptions but he also couldn't help notice that the sun was setting and he hadn't told anyone where he would be.
"Da, I'm happy we've got that settled." Ivan smiled and kissed his forehead. "Now we just need to get you to stay here."
Ludwig had to look away after he saw his brother making out with Ivan blushing slightly. His father did the same thing as well and the only one watch was his mother who couldn't stop cooing over the scene. "Don't they just look adorable~! I think I like this match much more than the other one he liked!" exclaimed Ouisa.
"Honey, we can't do anything about it, we have to take him with us." sighed Diedrick.
"But dear they just look so cute!" she yelled hugging him tightly.
I just realized…my mom reminds me a lot of Feliciano… Ludwig looked back and couldn't help but notice Gilbert's expression from what he could see. He looked so torn apart, it was even worse than with Roderich. How did they get so involved so quickly?
"Honey, can't we just let them stay? It seems like Gilbert will be safe with Ivan, he looks so big!" Ouisa pleaded hugging him tighter.
"Ouisa…" he sighed. "I do not trust this town, he will be moving back with us along with Ludwig."
Things are looking good but at the same time they aren't huh? I hope things work out and I only took a day off…It made me write like crazy though so that's why the update still happened on the usual schedule. Thanks for the reviews~!