A/N: Oh, sorry forget to mention in the first chap. It's gonna be incest yaoi. Again Sora/Roxas. Reviews will be appreciated. :)
Disclaimer: don't own Kingdom Hearts.
Forze del Male
02
"Roxas, what happened? What the hell's going on?"
"Let go."
"Fuck, answer my question! What the fuck are you doing here?"
"I said, let go of me."
"Did you do this to yourself? Did you cut yourself? Shit, just tell me the truth!"
"…you are hurting me Sora. Will you just let go of me please?"
"Why? You know it hurts then why the hell you are doing this to yourself?"
I was mad at him. No, I was beyond mad at this point. I knew he's emo, unstable, but I never expected he'd go this far. Why? Why he chose to injure himself instead of talking his problem to me? Like I was not worth being trusted? Not worth talking to? What the hell was going on in his mind that made him have to do this to himself?
Then I just came to realize that I was not pissed off by him, I was mad at me, myself. The one who could only watch his only brother slowly go insane but wasn't able to do a fuck damn thing to help him. I hate this helpless frustrated feeling. I hate myself for doing nothing to help him get out of his nightmares. I was useless, just likeI was last time…
"Roxas, I beg you, just tell me okay? Tell me what you're thinking. I want to help. I'm worrying about you like sick!"
I suddenly saw a flash of sadness appeared in his sapphiric eyes, causing me to loose my grip on his wrist a bit. He slowly shook his head, withdrawing his hand from my grip. And I let him go.
"Sora, leave me alone, just leave me alone."
"But I can't! I'm your brother."
"I don't want you to be my brother!"
He yelled this to me before fleeing out the bathroom, leaving a shocked me behind. I suddenly lost all my words and senses.
What…what was that supposed to mean? He didn't want me as his brother. Did I do something that wrong that made him hate me so much? Did I fail…as a brother?
The pain spreading like shockwave in my chest was familiar to me. I had this pain twice before. When mom died. When Namine died.
I simply couldn't take what he just told me. The only one I cared in this world, my only brother, now hated me.
Goddarmit! What the fuck was I supposed to do then?
I punched the tiled bathroom wall, hard. Red blood came out from my fist, staining the white tile. Now watching the blood both on my palm and the back of my hand, I almost laughed atmyself. Maybe I had this self-injury tendency just like him after all?
The room was in darkness. The blond teen was pinned down on his own bed, with another male figure leaning on top of him.
"…Why did you have to kill Goofy?"
The blond teen asked in weak voice, unable to resist the other male who was pinning his wrists on both sides of his head forcefully.
"Goofy? Oh you mean that dead dog."
The other male lifted one of the blond's arm up a bit by grabbing his wrist. He leaned down and started licking the no longer bleeding cuts that the younger teen had on his pale skin.
"Well, that thing was barking at me like a mad dog, too much for my liking."
The blond teen frowned at the half-hearted response. He didn't like at all what the other was doing to him or saying at the moment.
"I just kicked the thing couple times. Who knows it'd be that fragile?"
The other shrugged, adding another heartless comment.
"He was aged! Of course he couldn't take your 'couple' kicks. How could you…"
"C'mon Roxas, it's just a dog. That old thing was gonna die sooner or later anyway. What's the big deal?"
"How could you say that…"
The other male released the blond's wrist, leaning up towards the teen. He was trying to place a kiss upon the younger teen's lips, but the blond teen only avoided him by turning his head to the side.
"…Sora was upset." The blond teen muttered.
"Because of the death of that old dog? Or because of the cuts on your arm?"
The icy dark voice caused the blond start to shiver.
"You know well what I mean…he...he's probably started noticing already…"
"So? You want to tell him the truth then?"
Not answering, the blond bit his lower lips nervously, afraid to look into the other's poisonous eyes.
"Roxas, don't you ever forget what I've told you. Do NOT forget what you've promised me."
"But..!"
"You know too well just as I do. If you let Sora know the truth, let him know what has happened between you and me…"
The other male lowered his head, getting very close to the blond teen's ear. He whispered in an even deeper almost sinister voice.
"Sora. will. go. insane."
The teen's body started trembling uncontrollably as the other slowly licking the perfect auricle of his ear.
"Then...then don't do things like that again...he'll begin to suspect…"
The blond almost couldn't hold himself to finish the sentence while the other male moved to his pale neck, leaving a trail of wet kisses from his jawline to his neck, licking sensationally and slowly.
"Don't you think the game would be more fun this way?"
"…Agh!"
The blond teen let out a small cry as the other suddenly bit down hard on his neck, leaving a crimson mark on the beautiful pale skin. Then he kept sucking and nipping at the already abused fresh, making the red spot go even darker.
"No! Stop it!"
Angered by the other's vicious intention, the blond resumed his once-stopped struggle against the more powerful male on top of him. He didn't want this anymore.
"Shhh, Roxas. You do not want to wake Sora up, do you?"
Just one sentence was enough to successfully cease his resistance. Tears started shedding from the corner of his blue eyes, wetting the pillow underneath him.
"I don't mind. But are you sure you want to let Sora see what you look like… now?"
Low evil laughter echoing near the blond's ears, the other male had his hands on the completely exposed chest of the blond teen, caressing slowly along the sensitive skin and eventually captured the pink nipples of the blond under his fingers. He then pinched the teen's already harden nipples forcefully, earning a painful moan from the younger, just to remind the half-naked boy what his current status was.
"I don't want this. Please stop…please."
When the other finally reached down and yanked the younger teen's pajama pants off his hips, Roxas tried to make his last helpless appeal with his broken weak voice, but only got sealed by a lustful kiss the other male forced upon him.
Sora…
He closed his eyes in despair, calling his name with all his heart again and again in his mind, hoping that could at least somehow relieve the torturous pains that he was going to receive in the next very moment.
A/N again: Any one want to guess who is the one doing Roxas at the end of this chapter? No, not that redhead. I'm a fundamental Akuroku hater. So, sorry you won't see any of that from me.
If anyone reviews, I'll tell you the answer. xD Yes, please review. ;)
