*S. Meyer owns all twilight characters…I just own this plot and the sadness and joy that comes with it…ENJOY!*

-Alice-

My heart stopped the moment my brother spoke the words. I suddenly felt anger towards Bella although I knew that she had no idea about my feelings for Jasper. Hell she didn't even see that love that Edward had for her, it was written all over his face. As soon as I hung up on Edward I felt bad instantly. I knew I would probably get mad if he knew this and hadn't told me but after he spoke the words, I realized I didn't want to know. I didn't want to hear about them anymore…nothing about their relationship.

I sat in my dark bedroom for hours and cried over this new found fact. Edward and I really hoped that this "relationship" they were having would be over before it really began but it's been six months now and apparently they are ready to explore other aspects of each other. My heart dropped in my chest thinking about it again. Why did this upset me so much? I have no claims to Jasper. Ok get up Alice and doing something to get them off your mind! I told myself as I slowly climbed off my bed.

I reached for my phone to call a good friend of mine. I need something to get these thoughts out of my mind. I dialed her number and waited, very impatiently might I add, for her to pick up her cell.

On the forth ring she answered. "MARY ALICE…HEY" she screamed over blaring music. This was my opportunity, she was obviously at a party somewhere and I needed to get there.

"Victoria, hey girl! I need to get out of here….like now! Where are you?" I had to scream into the phone receive so she could hear me over the back ground noise. I could hear her rustling around and hope that she was going somewhere quiet.

The phone drew quiet as my wish came true. "Sorry I had to sneak outside. I am at a party over here at Mike Newton's. You should come join the fun. Do you where it is…or need a ride?"

"I know where he lives and no thanks on the ride, I have my car. Let me get ready and I'll be there in like 30 minutes."

"GREAT! I'll see you then." She was squealing in excitement. I suddenly felt sorry for ditching her so much lately…I haven't been in party mood. I hung up the phone and took a shower. While I was fixing my hair my cell rang and saw that Edward was calling. I quickly flipped it open to talk to him, I knew he was worried.

"Alice…Alice….are you ok?" Great he was hysterical.

"Edward I'm fine. I'm actually getting ready to go out with Victoria to a party."

"Oh…ok. Have fun I guess. Call me if you need me sis."

"Will do. Bye." I quickly hung up before I started thinking about our previous conversation. I had to push it out of my head and enjoy my night with some friends. I finished my hair and make up before making my way to my car. I threw my purse in the passenger seat and climbed behind the wheel. My drive to the Newton's house seemed like a blur. I made it to his house in fifteen minutes and basically ran to the front door.

As I reached the door step I could hear the loud music blaring through the walls of the house. I was actually really excited to let go of all my problems and enjoy myself tonight. I knocked on the door loud enough to some one hear it and waited. The door cracked open to a face I didn't recognize.

"You're here for Mike's party" the girl asked looking at me questionably.

"Yes I am." I couldn't help but grin as I walked through the doors. Victoria found me as I walked into the living room and ran to me with a blur of red hair following behind her. She embraced me in a tight hug and pulled me back so she could look into my eyes.

"You look amazing Mary Alice!" I really hated being called by my full name but made the mistake of going by it during my freshman year of college and that's when I met Victoria. Everyone else found out about my hatred for my full name but Victoria refused to call me just Alice.

"Thank you. I'm glad I made it out tonight. Thanks for inviting me."

"Your welcome. Everyone is just socializing. Mike and his other football boys are playing beer pong in the kitchen. Do you want a drink?"

"Yes PLEASE!" I begged.

Victoria chuckled, "Right this way!"

The night moved in a blur as I mingled around with a few friends and made new friends. Mike threw his arms around me and hugged me close before letting me go and letting his eyes wonder up and down my body.

"Mike…please" I chuckled.

"Sorry Alice but you look amazing tonight! Take a shot with me?"

I agreed and took a shot of tequila and it warmed my body up instantly. I ended up taking a shot with everyone I knew that was at the party. Vodka, tequila, rum, and several mixed drinks later I was feeling damn good about myself! I waited an hour without drinking anything hoping it would wear off before I headed home.

As I climbed behind the wheel of my car I was anxious to get home and get to sleep. I pulled out of Mike's drive way and headed to my apartment. I was five minutes from home when my night went to hell. The head lights coming towards the car drew closer and closer to me before I realized that they were in my lane. I slammed on my brakes and threw my hand on the horn trying my hardest to get the other drivers attention. Nothing worked and there was no where for me to go. Everything seemed to happen so fast after that.

The other car hit me head on and I heard my car buckle around my little body. I heard the glass breaking all around me and I felt blood dripping down my arms and left leg. I tried to reach for my cell phone but my vision blacked out. Several minutes passed by before I could hear anything. I feared for my life for the first time ever and all I could think about was my family. Edward had called several times while I was at the party but I ignored each call. I suddenly felt guilty for not talking to my big brother…I knew he'd be so worried if he hadn't talked to me and now look at me. Here I am sitting in my car praying that I get to see light again, and that I didn't die without saying goodbye to my family.

I could hear sirens in the distance and kept fighting for my life. God please don't let this be my time to die. I could hear the sirens getting very close and then squeal to a stop. Footsteps neared my car and I could hear two men talking to me but couldn't respond.

"Ma'am, are you alright?" One man asked as he placed his fingers on my neck to check for my pulse. "She's alive!" He yelled to the other man and eager hands were trying to get my door open. "Stay with me ma'am. Everything will be alright."

They finally freed me from the car and placed me on a stretcher. I could hear my phone ringing once and this time one of the paramedics answered it on the third ring.

"Hello this is Mr. Benson with the tri-county paramedics. May I ask who this is?" Great who ever it was is now going to freak out. The person responded and they asked for my name before giving, who I now knew was my brother, directions to the hospital we were heading to. During their conversation I was placed into the back of the ambulance and was headed to the hospital.

Suddenly I could hear my heart monitor slow down before I could hear nothing more. All I saw was black. Everything was black and I felt like I was drowning. I kept trying to open my eyes but nothing happened. I couldn't move or talk and now I couldn't even hear. Once again I prayed to myself. God PLEASE don't let me die! Not now! PLEASE!

*Enjoy!*