*S. Meyer owns all twilight characters. I just own this story and LOTS of twilight items!*

-Bella-

Me and Jasper had an amazing night together. We had dinner and a movie and then went to his house to hang out. I knew what I wanted and I was going for it. Jasper looked so sexy when he showed up at my house tonight and I was anxious for the date party to be over and take him to his bed. I've never been this anxious to have sex with a man but Jasper is not one of the other men I've dated. He is amazing to say the least.

I've compared just about every guy I date to Edward. To me my best friend was the perfect gentlemen. He knows how to treat a woman, makes you laugh, and is down right pretty damn close to perfect. I've never thought of Edward as anything more then a best friend but when I thought about him compared to other men I've dated I always seem to ask myself 'If you want a man like Edward, why not just date Edward?'. I knew it would be silly to date my best friend and it would probably make things really awkward if it ever slipped out of my mouth. When I compared Jasper to Edward I knew that Jasper was probably the closest I'd get to a man like my best friend.

When we walked into his apartment I immediately locked lips with him. He opened his mouth to allow my tongue access to his. I slid my tongue into his mouth and our tongues wrestled for dominance. Jasper pushed me against the wall and moaned into my mouth. I wrapped my hands in his hair and moved closer to him.

He pulled away and touched his forehead to mine and looked straight into my eyes. "Damn babe, you're trying to kill me aren't you?" He was breathing heavy and I could feel his heart beating rapidly.

"I need you Jazz" I whispered as I pulled my eyes away from his. He placed his finger under my chin and looked into my eyes again. We stood like that for what seemed like hours but was probably just a couple minutes.

"Bells I want you to but I don't want us to rush into this." Once he spoke the words, my heart dropped and I felt so cheep. Jasper didn't want me? He didn't find me sexy in that way? Millions of questions poured into my head as I unlocked my hands from his hair and stepped away. I reached for the door knob without saying a words but Jasper stepped in front of the door denying me access to leave.

"Please don't go and please don't feel like I don't want you. Anxiety is floating all around you and I don't want you to leave like this. I do want you Bella believe me. I just don't want to treat you like other girls I've dated. I want to take my time with you."

"But I want you…is that not enough?" I could feel the tears pooling in my eyes and I was trying to hold them back but a traitor tear drip over my bottom eye lip and silently fell down my cheek.

"Of course its enough. But I want to do this right Bells and I won't complicate our relationship until we love each other. I would love it if you could stay the night with me. And I promise to hold you all night. Please say yes."

I looked up at him and felt the urge to say no, but couldn't. If I could have all of Jasper tonight, I at least wanted to hold him close to me. "I will but no funny busy" I joked, hoping to lighten the mood. He laughed and pulled me close to him to give me a quick kiss on my lips and then pulled me into his room by my hand. Jasper stripped down to his boxers and gave me a pair of shorts and a wife beater. I threw the clothes on while I checked out his room.

His room had bachelor written all over it. He had beige walls with posters of his favorite bands. CD's neatly placed on every visible shelf. In that moment I knew why Jasper and Edward were such good friends. They both loved music, new and old. He bed wasn't made and the top sheet was missing. Such a guy thing! He threw his comforter on the bed and quickly straightened it out. Then he jumped on the bed and patted the bed beside him. I climbed on the bed with him and snuggled up to him. We talked for about an hour before we passed out.

I woke up the next morning to a very warm Jasper pressed up against me and sighed in pleasure. He felt too good curled around my back; his knees tucked in behind me bent knees. He started to move a little and I made a move to climb out of bed but he threw his arm around me and held me tight.

"Please don't leave the bed yet. Lay with me for a couple minutes" he begged. I snuggled up against him and wrapped my arms around him. I could hear his breathing in my ear. Then heard my cell phone ringing in the living room; I leaned up and kissed Jasper before climbing off the bed to retrieve it. I ran into the living room and grabbed my cell phone, the caller ID said it was Edward.

"Hey Edward what's up?" It was 9am and he usually never called me this early on weekends. I enjoy my days that I get to sleep in.

"Hey...um I've been trying to call you since 1am. Alice was in a car wreck last night. She was damaged pretty bad but she's doing good. I'm sure she would a visit."

"She was what?" I squealed. "Ali was in a car wreck Jasper! Get dressed we are going there now!" I screamed into the bedroom. Then I turned my attention back to Edward. "Text me the hospital and directions. I'm going to get ready to head out. I'll be there soon!"

"Ok see you then" he mumbled back at me. I hung the phone up and ran into Jaspers room.

-Edward-

When Bella yelled at Jasper to get dressed, my heart dropped out of my chest. They had sex; Jasper had sex with my Bella. Anger was the first emotion to flow through my body. Then disappointment! Not at them but at myself. I was disappointed that I hadn't told Bella that I'm in love with her yet. Disappointed that my good friend was dating my love, my Bella because she didn't know how I felt. Not that it would change her feelings for Jazz. Damn I'm such a dumb ass.

I quickly text Bella the hospitals name and directions to get here then walked back into the room with Alice. Are parents had made it in town and were already at the hospital with us. I walked to Alice's hospital bed and leaned down to kiss her cheek. I sat up and looked at her and I felt so bad for my little sister, broken and bruised. "Alice, Bella and Jasper are on there way. They should be here in about 30 minutes." She looked at me and her features froze, shocked.

"They are coming together" my mom asked.

"Yes. They have been dating for a little over 6 months now. I thought Alice would have told you."

My mom's eyes flickered to Alice and then back to me. "But…I don't know if Alice needs that now. I mean the way she…" She cut herself off and looked at Alice.

"He knows how I feel about Jasper mom" Alice said in a small voice.

"Do you want me to call them and ask them to wait before they come Ali" I asked her.

"No they are welcome to come. I need to see some smiling faces; all of your sad faces are going to drive me insane."

"I doubt they will come in all smiling and happy that your hurt Ali" mom said.

"Yes but you are all family, they aren't. Sure Bella will be worried but Jasper has a way of making everyone feel calm so I'm anxious for them to get here."

We sat and talked for several minutes. I ended up telling my mom about my feelings for Bella for the first time. She told me she's known for awhile but wanted me to tell her myself. When Bella and Jasper finally arrived they were hand in hand until Bella saw Alice and ran to her side.

"Oh Ali are you ok? I'm so sorry this happened to you! Anything I can do?"

"Yea you can whip that frown off your face! I'm tired of the sad! I'm tired of frowns! Someone say something funny or I'm going to ask for some sleeping pills!" Alice snapped. I just laughed as she was looking around waiting for someone to respond.

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