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-Bella-

It's been about a month and a half since Alice's horrible accident and she has gotten so much better! Even though she was still staying with Edward; she is walking on her own and no longer has to be babysat which she's very happy about! Things with me and Jasper are going ok I guess. He's been a little distant lately and I have no idea why. We still haven't had sex because he wanted to wait till we were 'in love' which I was starting to believe was not going to happen.

He's an amazing guy but I couldn't seem to make him happy anymore. Every time we kissed, it would be a quick peek and then he'd be gone. We use to go out every Friday but he called me last Friday and told me he wasn't going to make it. We still talked on the phone and text a lot but emotionally he didn't seem into this anymore. So tonight was Friday once again and he hasn't called to ditch me yet, so I'm standing in my living room, dressed and ready to go, and pacing back and forth in front of the door.

He was supposed to be here 10 minutes ago and I was starting to think he wasn't coming and didn't have the courteous to call me. I know men are usually late for dates and stuff but Jazz has always been on time, maybe even a few minutes early. I was trying to decide whether or not to call him when I heard a quiet knock on my front door. I ran to the door and threw the door open, causing it to smack the wall behind it.

"I thought you weren't coming" I sighed. He looked up at me with a sad smile playing on his lips. "Are we not going out tonight?" I couldn't help but ask even though the fact that he was still in his work clothes was a good enough reason to believe the answer was no.

"No, actually I was hoping we could stay in tonight and um….talk?" He made it seem like a question instead of a statement.

"Of course" I whispered as I moved aside to give him entrance into my apartment. He walked straight into my living room and sat down on the couch, patting the spot next to him. I closed the front door and walked to sit down beside him. "Umm…are you ok Jazz?"

"I need to talk to you…about us I mean." Uh oh here is the end of me and Jasper, I thought to myself. Would I be heartbroken if he dumped me? I don't think it would hurt too much because I didn't love him but rejection hurts either way.

"What would you like to talk about? I've noticed you've been a little distant lately…is everything ok?" I didn't want small talk if he was planning on letting me go. I wanted to scream at him to get to the point.

"Alice kissed me" he blurted out and I felt my face drop. My best friend kissed my boyfriend? WHAT? This didn't seem like the Alice I knew. "Oh god, I didn't mean for it to come out like that. She wasn't herself so don't get mad at her. It was when I went to Edwards and stayed with her while ya'll were at work. Her pain medicine makes her act funny as you know." He stated matter-of-factly. That I did know. Alice tried eating a pillow one day after waking up and I about died laughing. BUT to kiss Jasper…I was a little hurt.

Besides she had a thing for one of Edward's friends' right? That's what she said when she came over awhile back. She was going on and on about one of her brother's friends that she thought she was in love with. I turned my attention back to Jasper and couldn't find my voice to talk. He looked at me, his eyes begging me to say something but I couldn't find the words to say.

"Bella I am so sorry! I didn't mean for it to happen. She was on her way back from the bathroom and she almost fell. I caught her and she leaned up and kissed me."

"That's why you've been acting funny…because you didn't know how to tell me?" I couldn't bring my voice higher then a whisper but he heard me. His head fell to his hands as the guilt hit him again.

"That's not the only reason" he said as he looked back up at me. He had a few tears staining his face as they fell freely. I reached up and wiped them away as I waited for him to continue. He pulled my hands away from his face and held them in his lap. "I liked it Bella" he whispered.

"You liked what?" I felt dumb for asking but I needed to know who he had feelings for: me or Alice?

"I like her kiss Bella. I really liked you but when she kissed me I felt a sudden spark that I've never felt, with anyone." He was looking deep into my eyes and suddenly anger took over all my other emotions running through my body. I snatched my hands from his and jumped off the couch.

"She kissed you and you liked it" I screamed at him. "So you came all the way over here to tell me that YOU want to leave me for my BEST friend?"

"I wanted to be honest with you Bells. I wanted to be a man and tell you like a real man should. I apologize for things ending like this but I need to find out about what I felt with her." He gave me one more apologetic smile as he walked to my apartment door and apologized one more time before he exited my apartment.

I was so mad that I didn't know what to do. I ended up putting my jacket on and stomping to Edwards' apartment. I needed to talk to Alice and find out if she felt the same about Jasper. I knocked on the door a couple times before Edward finally pulled the door open. He saw the tears on my cheek and quickly wiped them away and pulled me to him for a tight hug. After his hug, I pushed past him and straight into Alice's room.

"YOU KISSED HIM" I screamed. She looked so stunned that I suddenly felt guilty for getting so mad.

"I…I'm so sorry Bella. I wasn't thinking. It just happened."

"Kissed who" Edward asked.

"She kissed Jasper." I whispered unable to take my eyes off of her to look at Edward's reaction. I didn't know if he knew or not and would probably be even more pissed is he did know.

"You did what" he said. Sounding more confused then mad. Well he wouldn't be mad because it wasn't his girlfriend/boyfriend that she kissed.

"I kissed Jasper" Alice whispered. "I can blame it on the pain medication but Bella I always wanted to. I know he was your boyfriend and I didn't intend on it happening, it just happened. I am truly sorry!"

"What do you mean you've always wanted to. I thought you really liked one of Edward's friends…" Then it hit me. The night Alice came over and was talking about that was the night of mine and Jasper's first date. She was so enthusiastic as she spoke of this guy she liked and then once Jasper walked in, she was stunned and suddenly left. "Oh my god…he is Edward's friend that you were talking about isn't it? It was Jasper?" She simply nodded her head and looked away with a tear sliding down her cheek.

I moved to stand beside her as I wrapped my arms around her. "I'm so sorry Alice. If I would have known that you felt that way about him I would have called off the date. I didn't know! Please forgive me!"

"Don't apologize Bella. I should have told you! I shouldn't have kissed him. I was so wrong for doing that!"

"We'll blame it on the medication. Oh and I never loved Jasper so no hard feelings. He said he liked the kiss though. He felt sparks or something bogus like that" I laughed. "So give him a call and let him know that you're interested."

Alice immediately turned giddy with excitement. "REALLY? Thank you so much Bella!" She went to walk out of the bedroom to go get her phone. Edward was still standing in the doorway and when she went to walk pass him she turned and looked at me. "Edward isn't there something you need to tell Bella?" His face turned blood red and suddenly I was very very confused.

"What do you need to tell me Edward?" I asked, nervous that it was more bad news. I'd had enough bad news today and didn't need anymore!

*I hope you all enjoyed this chapter. SOOO leave me a comment and let me know what you think of the way Alice busted Edward out. LOL. Until next time…be good! *