This chapter contains a surprise...
It doesn't say in the summary of the story, so maybe I should put it there, if that's possible! xD
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Anyway, it's not that long of a chapter, but I do hope you'll like it anyway... :)
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PixieFrog: Ö! I'll do my best to finish this one for you! :D I really like writing it so...^^ Thankshuu for the review! :D
Tankyasue: Yesh! A long review! xD Thank you.. ^^ At first the manga Ze was readible on Mangafox... but they appeared to have licensed it or deleted it because of it containing Yaoi. Yes, Kanou was too kind in the beginning... that's why I felt like doing something terrible, but regreted every word I wrote! xD he was way too mean then! Ö xD It would probably hurt without the lube... but anyway; as I already said: I regreted every word of it! Kanou isn't that mean towards Ayase and would never do that! :) I hope Waki reacts in a way you expect; I think it'll be a surprise too! :D Well, the raping itself isn't that bad, it's just the hot liquid inside of a paper doll that doesn't really do any good! xD Thanks for the nice long review! *bows deeeeeply!*
Kichou: Makes me want to read Okan ga Nai too... ö but I can't download it fully anywhere... ;-; Well the manga Ze was available on Mangafox, but is deleted because of the Yaoi I guess... :) I hope I updated soon enough! ENJOY! :D Thank you for your review! ;D *bows and throws rose*
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ITADAKIMASU!
Kanou banged the door as hard a he could, his clothes soaked, he hair whole wet and the rain seemed endless. He hid himself over the boy to not let him get in an even worse condition.
"Open the fucking door!" he yelled and he banged on it again. The boy hadn't made any movement the whole way back to his home. Both the Kuba's stood next to their boss, both just as soaked as Kanou was. They sometimes glanced from their boss to the boy, who was only covered in a blanket and they understood that their boss had done some things to the boy that they never expected him to do.
A light was visible through the window and several voices were audible. Kanou heard how several locks were removed from the door and now Someya opened the door. Her hair was in a long braid and she wore pyjama's; which Kanou thought was weird, since she didn't sleep after all. Next her stood Yamaguchi, he was also wearing some sort of sleeping gear and he stared towards the boy immediately. Someya gave Kanou a weird look and when her eyes avoided to Ayase she gasped for air, placing her hands in front of he mouth.
"Aya-chan!" she yelled. "Yamaguchi, get Waki, quick!" she said and she took over the boy. Kanou was shocked she had the strength to do that. The woman ran into the living room, placing the boy on a couch and stroking his hair to the back.
The man entered quietly, he ordered the Kuba's to stay by the car. He slowly walked towards the seat, feeling disgusted by himself.
Someya noticed the pale colour of the boy's face. He always looked pale but it seemed extreme now. When she stroke back the last string of hair, she noticed a weird blue colour in the boy's neck; it was the first time she noticed the boy was covered in a weird blanket. When she pushed the blanket down she noticed that the blue colour was spread everywhere over the small body. Some places even looked purple. She shook her head, turning towards the man standing next to her.
"You're a monster..." she said darkly before standing up and giving Kanou a severe look. Kanou looked back.
"I know." he said seriously and he looked back towards the boy. Then the door opened again and both Waki and Yamaguchi came in. Waki's face looked worried as he quickly step towards the boy. His hair stood a bit up and he wore some sort of bathrobe in a black colour.
He sweetly pressed his lips on his precious Kami's forehead.
"Yamaguchi, take him to my working room. I take him in for maintenance." Yamaguchi did as he was told and was followed by Someya.
"Waki-san." Kanou said and the blonde man turned towards the other. "Is he going to die?" Kanou asked. Waki smiled towards him.
"Kami-sama's can't die. They can only disappear. That happens when they cry. They cry only once in their life and that's the moment when they turn back into paper. You damaged him. A lot. But he'll be fine." Waki said and then he walked towards the door. "Please be seated." he said friendly. "But remember this: if this happens again… Ayase's not yours anymore." he said.
"You're saying I'm not allowed to do with him whatever I want?" Kanou asked. Waki's look turned into an angry one, since the other wasn't supposed to talk back.
"I mean you're not allowed to rape him or use any Kotodama on him. Isn't that logical? He's not an object." he said and then he truthfully left the room.
Kanou felt the guilt run down his spine. He knew he did some wrong things but once his Kotodama took control of him, he couldn't stop it. He wasn't himself then.
He quickly sat down in the couch, feeling rather cold because of his wet clothes, but the only thing he wanted was for the boy to become better. He bit his lip, resting his hands on his face.
What could he say to the boy to make it up? Was there actually any way to make it up? If he would be in the boy's position he wouldn't forgive himself. He had been a stupid jerk.
He then stood up and walked around the room looking to the several stuff that were special to him. There were things he never saw before in his entire life. The masks he noticed the day before hung in the living room too but the ones in the living room were a lot less beautiful.
His heart froze when the door opened. Somehow was frightened that the boy would enter and he slowly turned around.
The person in the doorway was blonde too but had a male posture. Kanou noticed the brightness of the green in his eyes and then realised that the person also had Kotodama.
Gion got into the room and pressed the other person against the wall violently so a few masks moved and even one fell from the wall.
His blonde hair changed into a darker colour and he looked the most scary when he said in a dark voice:
"I told you not to hurt him…" Kanou blinked a few times and then smiled.
"What's it up to you?" he asked. Gion pressed his hand against the man's chest firmly.
"Everything…" he replied and he smiled back when he noticed the dark colour of Kanou's eyes was slowly brightening to red. Kanou grabbed the other's shoulders and pushed him back. Gion took one step back and held out his hand towards Kanou.
Kanou raised his arm too, so now their arms were pointed at each other in opposite direction.
"You're going to use Kotodama?" Kanou asked. Gion grinned violently but didn't say a word when suddenly a deep cut appeared in Kanou's arm that pointed towards Gion and made a wound appear on Gion's hand.
"You don't have to say what you're about to do?" Kanou asked bewildered. Gion again grinned.
"I've practiced my special ability, so if there would come a day I'd meet an asshole like you, I could destroy him…" he said and he turned his hand so now the other's arm cracked loudly and Kanou fell on the floor. Another wound appeared on Gion's cheek.
"You're a fucking bastard." Gion whispered and Kanou sat up slowly, pointing out his other arm to Gion's leg and said:
"Break!" Gion's leg cracked too and the cut that disappeared because of Ayase yesterday turned back on Kanou's cheek. Gion fell next to Kanou, yelping but still grabbing him and this time just started a fight using his fists.
"GION! Stop it!" A female voice yelled and Someya pulled her Kotodama from the visitor. She held his face between her hands and shushed him kindly.
"Look at me." she said and Gion did as he was told. Someya smiled, the man closed his eyes and the dark hair turned back to it's original blonde state. She then kissed him fully and the leg made another soft 'crack' when it turned back into it's not-broken state.
Kanou sat up slowly, wiping the blood from his face and recalling the black colour of his eyes. He held his broken arm tightly and swallowed deeply. Gion gave him another angry look.
"You didn't suffer halve as much as Aya-chan did." Gion said and he then angrily walked to the door, only when it was opened he bumped into another person. The blue eyes smiled kindly and Gion grabbed the boy that stood in the doorway.
"Aya-chan! You're awake…" he said. Kanou looked up at the name and Someya only smiled. She already knew the boy was awake.
"Gion-san…" the boy said weakly. "Not too tight…" he chuckled a bit when Gion let go, whispering several 'sorry's and bowing faintly.
Kanou's heart thumped strongly. The boy was wearing a simple white dress. A dress. It looked like it belonged to him from the start. He coughed lightly, not able to say a word.
The blonde looked up, seeing how the man held a broken arm closely to his chest. He felt how a bush appeared on his face as he remembered what happened and couldn't even think about kissing the man right now. He turned his head away quickly and unconsciously took a step back.
Kanou felt a cold stab in his heart when the boy did that, but knew that what the boy did was only logical.
A hand was placed on Ayase's shoulder and Waki got into the room, holding his Kami preciously close and giving Kanou an angry look.
"I thought you only hit him." he said, the coldness dripping down his voice. He pushed Ayase close to his body as if he would never let him go again. Kanou looked at the man and Ayase followed the gaze.
"You fucking raped him." he proceeded. Someya looked from her 'father' to Kanou and wished she had never stopped Gion from hitting him.
"Someya, take Ayase with you. Gion and I have to handle something with Somuku-kun." Waki said and his normal friendly face changed into a demonic state, he even started to grow fangs which he showed when he smiled. His grey eyes turned into a black colour and his blonde hair colour turned as dark as his eyes.
Someya took Ayase's hand and dragged him out of the room. The boy was unable to think clearly. He knew he couldn't let his master stay alone with the wrath of Waki-san. Waki-san was a Kotodama user too, but in the most ultimate way. He didn't even need a Kami-sama anymore; because the wounds never appeared.
Someya closed the door behind them.
"He deserves it, Aya-chan." she said. Ayase's brain started to function in a right way now.
"He hurt you, didn't he? He even raped you. Once both Gion and Waki are done with him, it'll be over. He'll never ask for you again." she said.
"I don't want that…" the boy whispered. The black haired looked towards her companion. "He hurt me, yes. But don't hurt him. I'm fine, right? He was under the influence of his Kotodama! He couldn't help it! He needs to train it!" Someya smiled a bit, that was precisely how she thought Ayase would react. He was never a boy who was into needless violence.
"Why are you defending him, Ayase?" a third voice suddenly asked. Yamato stared towards the blonde. "He raped you."
"I know that already! But… it's not worth it…" the boy stared towards the door next to him as he heard a loud scream from his master. He threw the door open, followed by Someya and Yamato who tried to stop him.
A black haired Gion and Waki stared at him, Gion's face was covered in blood and his arm was full of Kotodama wounds. Waki's fangs weakly disappeared as he saw his Kami and he looked down to the floor.
Ayase noticed his master, who did not move. His shirt was covered in blood; a line tracing down from his left shoulder to his right hip. His arm was still dislocated and he only had one cut that could have been appeared because of Kotodama, which meant he hadn't done anything back. The wound was traceable on his cheek. The exact same place as the day before.
Ayase's breath stocked. The man looked pale.
"You didn't… is he dead?" the boy asked with a shaky voice and he gave both his father and Gion an angry and shocked look. They both turned back to their normal states. Ayase shook his head this couldn't be happening. He just got a new master who was already dead?
"He's not dead, Ayase. But he will be really soon." Yamato said. Ayase now remembered that Yamato's special ability was to sense life and death. Like Waki's ability was to use his fangs and Gion's was that he didn't have to say what he wanted to do.
"Get out. I want to be alone with him." the boy said. Everyone was silenced, shocked about why the boy wanted to stay with the man who took disadvantage of him.
"Ayase…" Someya started but Ayase interrupted her.
"NO! I don't care! I'm going to heal him. Whether you like that or not. Just get out of the room."
Waki gave Ayase a pained look but left the room obediently, the rest followed silently and the door closed. Ayase didn't know why he defended Kanou or why he even wanted to heal him. Maybe he couldn't afford losing anther master and Kanou only hurt him because Ayase made him angry. It was all both his and the power of the Kotodama's fault. The man just couldn't control it yet.
Kanou breathed weakly and Ayase kneeled next to him, placing his hair behind his ears.
"Kanou-san…" he whispered. The man opened his eyes slowly and shivered. "Kanou-san, it's me, your Kami Ayase." the boy continued. Kanou seemed to react at the name.
"Aya… se…" he repeated. "I'm so… r-ry." the boy smiled and shook his head.
"Apologize later. I'll help you first." he said and he brought his face closer to Kanou's. He closed his eyes as he pressed his lips on the man's, quickly forcing his tongue through so the man could heal as soon as possible.
Kanou on the other hand did not react or move, feeling too guilty about what happened before.
The kiss had longed for at least a minute since it was a deep wound that had to heal. Ayase now stared into the dark eyes of his master; who looked back with a smile.
"I am sorry." he said and the colour returned to his face while the wound on his chest healed. The boy placed his hand on the ripped fabric of the man's shirt and then heard the soft crack of the man's arm turning back to it's original state.
"I know you are, Kanou-san." the boy replied and a sad expression turned onto his face. "I'm sorry too." he continued and Kanou smiled towards him.
"Why? You didn't do anything. It's all the fault of the Kotodama. I'm unable to control it." the boy slipped his hand to the man's cheek.
"Then we'll work on that." he whispered and he again kissed the man's lips. Kanou looked stunned.
"Why don't we just go home?" the boy asked. Kanou now smiled a bit.
"You want to go home?" he asked. Ayase raised his shoulders.
"I'd rather be there then here. Just… with you." the blonde answered and blushed again. He had no idea why he wasn't that angry. He just couldn't. Kanou nodded.
"Sure, lets go."
"You have to bring him in tomorrow." Waki said, giving Kanou an angry look. "He needs to be looked after again. I'm not sure whether he'll heal. I expect you to be back here at eight in the morning."
"Fine. I'll bring him in tomorrow…" the man replied. Gion stared at him angrily. It was like his eyes were shooting fire, Someya held his hand tightly, probably noticing her Kotodama had trouble controlling his powers. Kanou grinned at the sight but quickly turned his attention to Ayase when Someya noticed it.
"Time to go?" he asked kind. Ayase nodded, placing his hand in his master's. Kanou grinned again.
Yamato gave Ayase a disappointed look. Feeling bad at how the boy just went back with the other person. Kanou pinched the small fingers of his Kami.
"Come on." he said and he walked towards the car, but the boy who smiled kindly towards everyone else bowed deeply.
"See you tomorrow." he said. Someya smiled, nodding towards Kanou. "Just go. Be careful. And call right away if he's about to… touch you again." she said. Ayase now nodded slowly.
"I will… don't worry." he gave Yamato another look, who now looked away. The blonde sighed, placing a kiss on the other's cheek.
"See you tomorrow, Yamato-kun." he said. Yamato let go a little grumbling sound and then gave Ayase a look. The blonde then turned around towards the black Mercedes in which his master was waiting.
Kanou dropped himself onto the bed, not even caring about removing his clothes. Ayase smiled at the sight and actually felt strange that he wasn't angry at his new master at all.
"I'll train my Kotodama tomorrow." Kanou said, his eyes staring at the ceiling above him. "I think I'll always feel terrible for doing that to you…" he whispered. Ayase sighed, giving the man a sad look while placing himself onto the bed. He lay down fully, crawling towards his master and burying himself close to the warmth.
"I think that's normal, but don't worry about it. I'm fine. I'm still here, right?" the boy whispered. The man chuckled lightly, placing his hand on the boy's golden hairs and petting them softly while Ayase pressed his nose against the muscular shoulder.
"Why did you faint? Was it because I was too rough?" he then asked the boy blushed deeply.
"No… I'm made of paper. And your… the liquid, you know… I can't stand being wet inside. It makes the paper… sloppy? And I fade because of the weakness." he whispered against the shoulder. Kanou let out an understanding sound, closing his eyes.
"So… what's your special ability, Kanou-san?" he asked to change the subject. The man sighed.
"I don't know. I never found it." he replied and closed his eyes. "Hmm…" he grunted. "I'm sorry…" and he then was silenced and stopped the petting. Ayase stared at the face that was dozing off to sleep and smiled.
"Good night, master." he said and he cuddled himself a bit closer. They had to be back at Waki's in four hours so the man could rest for that long.
The boy closed his eyes and felt how he yawned for the first time and slowly dozed off to sleep.
The blonde opened his eyes seeing the light reaching his face. He sat up quickly, gasping for air. It was dark only a few seconds ago, where did the light come from? The clock pointed seven now and he lightly shook his head.
Three hours had passed and he couldn't remember. What happened? Where had he been? Apparently he had been in his master's arms, who munched next to him and he noticed him sleep.
It suddenly came to him. Sleep. He had slept; but a Kami didn't need any sleep. He swallowed deeply, shaking his master.
"Kanou-san. We have to go, wake up!" he said, desperate to tell Waki he had slept for the first time. Kanou turned away from the shaking hand, groaning.
"Two more minutes…" he said, snoring a bit while breathing in.
"No more minutes! Wake up!" the boy said and he pushed the man hard now. Kanou opened his eyes looking towards the boy.
"Ayase…? What's wrong?" he asked.
"Waki-san's waiting." the boy said. Kanou groaned again.
"O, right…" he whispered. Ayase got up and stopped suddenly. His belly felt painful, cramped and suddenly a loud sound appeared out of it. Kanou looked up and chuckled.
"You hungry?" he asked playful. Ayase turned around, looking slightly scared.
"It can't be. Kanou-san, I'm a Kami!" the boy ran to the kitchen, grabbing a piece of bread and eating it quickly, which made his abdomen feel better. He sighed deeply. He was sleepy, hungry… what else? What was wrong with him. Kanou appeared in the kitchen.
"You okay?" he asked. The boy stared at his master, shaking his head.
"Kanou-san, we have to go now." he said. Kanou nodded, now realising that Kami's indeed shouldn't be hungry, and he grabbed out his mobile, dialling Kuba's number.
Ayase's feet trembled. He felt scared. What in the world was wrong with him? He pressed his hand against his cheek and felt warmth. Slight warmth.
"Time to go, Ayase. I'll take you. Kuba has too much work." he said. Ayase removed his hand and ran towards the man, grabbing his hand.
"You feel it? You feel warm hot I am?" he asked. The man gave him a strange look.
"Not really. You still feel cold." he said and Ayase pulled back his hand.
"That's because you're hot." the boy said. Kanou smiled, taking the sentence in a different way and then pushed the boy towards the front door.
"We have to hurry. Something's not right." he said and they left towards the parking.
The door opened, Waki smiled towards his Kami.
"Glad you're here, Ayase." he said and he didn't give Kanou a single look.
"Waki, I have to talk to you!" the boy screamed. Waki only smiled.
"In private, Ayase. In private. Someya! Let in Kanou-kun." he yelled and left to his bureau with Ayase, leaving Kanou behind.
He sat down on the ground, telling Ayase to lie in front of him. The boy did so.
"Now tell me. What's wrong?" he asked.
"I slept; I ate and I'm starting to feel warmer." he said. Waki raised an eyebrow.
"Were you tired? And hungry?" he asked. The boy nodded in a reply. Waki stared at him.
"It can't be…" he whispered and he stood up. "Remove your clothes, Ayase." he said seriously. The boy stared towards his father.
"What…?" he asked. Waki step towards the door.
"YAMATO!" he yelled and he closed the door again, kneeling beside Ayase. "At least remover your shirt." he said. The boy did as Waki told, wondering what was going in. Yamato walked in, staring towards the half naked boy.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"Kneel." Waki replied, Yamato did so. Waki sighed. "I want you… to sense Ayase's life." he said. Ayase groaned, knowing it was impossible since he was made out of paper. Yamato shook his head.
"I can't. He's a Kami." he said. Waki gave him an angry look.
"Do as I say." he said. Yamato sighed, staring towards the boy and letting his Kotodama appear. The black hair grew to the boy's shoulders and his green eyes turned purple. He blinked a few times, staring deeply in the blonde's eyes, which made Ayase shudder. A scratch suddenly appeared below his eye and he swallowed.
"I can't feel whether his death's nearby…" he said and Waki sighed disappointed. "… but I do sense life." he proceeded. Waki stared at him strangely, and Ayase gasped for air, sitting up and staring into the purple eyes.
"How?" he asked. Yamato shook his head.
"I don't know. As far as I know, you're a Kami. The strange thing is… normally, with humans, I can sense how long it takes for them to meet death. I can't sense that with you, but I can sense your body's creating life." he said. Waki stared towards the Kotodama user.
"Life? Me?" the boy asked and he now turned his attention to his father. "How?" he asked again.
Waki stood up, walking towards the fox mask in front of him on the wall. Yamato's green eyes reappeared and stared towards Waki. Ayase followed every move of the puppeteer.
"How?" he asked again, losing his temper.
"I don't know!" Waki replied and he turned around, his fangs slowly appearing. "I never had something like this before." he continued, a bit more relaxed.
"But he senses life… but cannot sense my death, why not? If I'm living, I should die too." the blonde whispered, leaning in against Yamato, who held the boy closely.
"True." Waki answered. "Unless the life your spreading doesn't belong to you." the two others looked up.
"What do you mean?" Yamato asked.
"You can only sense death of the person's you see, right?" Waki asked. Yamato nodded. "What if you can sense life, also of people you cannot see." Yamato grinned.
"But I see Ayase." he said and he smiled widely, not understanding what the man meant.
"I'm not talking about Ayase." Waki said and he shook his head.
"What do you mean?" Ayase asked.
"You mean it's not Ayase's life I sense?" Yamato asked. Waki nodded.
"Who does he sense then?" the boy asked. Waki turned around again, staring back towards the mask and sighing deeply. He suddenly turned back around, placing himself on his desk and sniffing loudly, his grey eyes suddenly lit up. He looked up from the floor, looking towards Ayase.
"What's Somuku's special Kotodama power?" he asked. Ayase spread his eyes wide open, not sure what that had to do with his situation.
"He doesn't know. He can't find it." the blonde replied. Waki smiled proudly, standing up.
"What if his power is to create life…" Waki said.
"That's nothing special." Yamato replied. "Every human being can create life." he grinned playfully at that. Ayase gave him a strange look, but Waki understood.
"Really? How?" the blonde asked. Yamato looked bewildered.
"By having sex, making a baby." he said. Ayase nodded slowly. "That's creating life, isn't it?" he asked towards Waki. Waki nodded.
"It is. But what if Kanou can create life, even with beings that don't even live." he stared towards the confused Ayase. "Even with beings that don't live and have the same gender…" he whispered. Yamato gasped for air, understanding every word and looked towards the floor.
The blonde boy looked even more confused. What were they talking about? He opened his mouth several times but couldn't say anything.
"What do you mean? Explain! I don't understand." he said eagerly.
"Kanou-kun had sex with you, right?" Waki started and Yamato let go a disgusted sound. Ayase simply nodded.
"You said he was in his Kotodama-self, didn't you?" he proceeded. Ayase again nodded.
"Maybe he used his power on you." Yamato said, trying to make the boy understand. Ayase swallowed, feeling how his face reddened.
"B-but…" he started but stopped right away. What were they talking about? They thought that Kanou's power was to create life, and that the way he gave life was through… sex? Create life with every being… that meant even with Ayase himself. The boy suddenly gasped for air, understanding it now. The life Yamato sensed wasn't his. It was…
The boy placed his hand on his abdomen. It was a baby… the other hand was placed over his mouth as he thought of the word 'baby'.
"Ayase-kun…" Waki said. "You're pregnant."
"…But that's impossible! That's not logical! I don't create life! I'm a Kami and a boy!" the boy screamed.
"There's no logic in any of the special Kotodama powers. How can you explain me sensing life? How can you explain Waki growing fangs? How can you explain Gion being able to hurt someone with his Kotodama without saying how?" Yamato said. Ayase shook his head.
"Yamato-kun's right, Ayase. There's truth but no logic. You are pregnant." Waki said.
The blonde felt a weird feeling in his head. He sighed deeply. How should he explain this to Kanou-san…?
Which means the surprise is: Mpreg! ö
I don't think you will mind it, but XxMythMakerxX's story: 'locked in his underworld' gave me the inspiration. I always wanted to write a story in which Ayase becomes pregnant of Kanou, but never found a way to put it in.
Since Kami/Kotodama isn't really natural; I thought, perhaps I should make him pregnant! ö
Anyway, please review, hope you liked it! :D