Chapter two, sorry I didn't write.

"Would you like to go downstairs?" Asked Edward? We could hear Renemse and Jacob walking towards the door.
"Yes." I replied. Everything needed to seem as if nothing happened, everything was normal, perfect. Even though it wasn't, even though I was changed. My whole insight of hunting. . . That's something I didn't want my daughter worrying or knowing about. We got off the bed and left the room.
While we walked down the stairs I could see that everyone seemed to tense. Just like my first day becoming a vampire, only difference was that Alice was on guard too. I guessed why everyone was acting the way they were. They were scared the second I smelled Nessies scent that I would viciously lose control and try to attack her. My own daughter! I was shocked, yes I did slip up and kill my first human, but that didn't mean once I caught a whiff of my daughters scent I was going to lose control. I was very angry that they would all come to that conclusion. I let out a low growl and glared at everyone in the room. Everyone tensed more. Renesme and Jake walked up the stairs and into the house. They must have wondered why everyone was waiting in the living room for them.
"Nessie!" Alice squeled.
"Alice!" She replied. They both hugged each other.
I was furious, I could see that Alice was doing that on purpose to distract her from coming to see me right away, and to make sure that Emmett and Jasper were by my sides. Just in case. The thought made me see red; I was furious and frustrated. Jasper caught onto my mood and stood in front of me blocking me while Edward held my by the waist, even though it felt like he was restraining me. I couldn't take any more. I let my shield down for a moment.

I know what you guys are doing. I need to go for a walk by myself, don't follow me. Tell Nessie I will be back later.

I stepped out of Edward's arms as Renemse and Alice were just finishing there hug. I walked up to Edwards room and I could feel everyones eyes on me.
"Where's mom going dad?" Asked Renesme.
"For a walk" Said Edward with a stiff voice.
"Where, is something wrong.?" Asked Renemse.
"No Nessie." Replied Edward.
I jumped out of Edwards window and ran , jumping over the river and into the wild, full of life forrest. I could smell our previous scents and ran in a different direction. I didn't want to follow them. I noticed I was going towards Seattle. About 5 minutes into my run my phone was buzzing in my pocket. I pulled it out of my pocket and knew it was going to be Edward.
I anwered, "Hello"
"I'm behind you," Said Edward.
I picked up speed. But I could hear the air whooshing as Edward did the same thing. I didn't know how long he was following me for but I had an advantage. He couldn't catch me as for I was already ahead of him by more than 150 miles.
"Where are you going my Bella?" Edward asked in a hurt voice. "I thought you weren't going to run"
I could hear the sadness in his voice. "Edward I just couldn't be there, the way all of them were acting, asif I was going to hurt my own fucking daughter!" I yelled in desperation.
"Bella they were just taking precautions."
Precautions my ass. That's my daughter not theres. How fucking dare they.
"That's my daughter, they had no right. Please turn around and see our daughter, as for I can't. I need some time to think, I will be back tonight. I promise. I love you." I shut the phone.
I continued running towards Seattle. It was about 10:30 and I was on the outskirts of the city. I wanted to hunt. Not for animal blood, but that delicious blood I've tasted earlier today. I went towards the downtown area walking and looking for prey. Someone who would be willing to walk with me somewhere dark...alone. My phone was buzzing in my pocket again. I ignored it. There was a bar across the street from me, and I walked into it. I sat down on the stool farthest away from everyone. I sat there sitting very still until a group of younger guys spotted me. The Blond haired one, the cockiest one said, "Damn, Hey baby you waiting for someone?"
I looked up at them and seen that they were drunk and smile invitingly at them. All four of them walked towards me and asked the bartender for a beer for me. I sat there looking at them. "So are you?"
I looked at the blond in the eye and replied, "Not really." I smiled exposing my teeth.
"Mmm, maybe me and you could go somewhere beautiful.." He said surprisingly confident, looking back at his boys who were smiling approvingly.
"Hmm, maybe we can.." I said slyly. He smiled wickedly and winked at me. He obviously didn't know what was coming for him. I stood up and followed him out the back.
He grabbed me by the waist. "Whoa baby, your cold. Here I'll warm you up."
He steered us towards a backlane and pushed me up against the wall. I just simply smiled at him as he attempted to kiss my neck. My phone was buzzing like crazy in my pocket.
I grabbed him and pressed him against the wall in vampire speed. He looked stunned and slightly worried, but seemed to shake it off, probaly thinking it was just the drink.
I could feel the heat under his skin, his heartbeat going at an incredible rate as I started smelling his neck. The venom was pooling in my mouth, my instincts telling me to kill this young niave man. He sensed he must have been in danger and tried to push me away from him. I just held him fast and twisted his arm almost breaking it. He screamed for half a second until I covered his mouth.
"Mmm, what's the matter, don't wanna play anymore?" I said menacingly smiling at him. "No one is going to hear you."
I pressed my hand at his throat feeling the vein there. I couldn't wait anymore, I needed his blood. I growled and tilted his head back as his feeble attempt to get away from me. I just followed my instincts and bit down upon his neck and welcomed the liquid that was in my mouth. It was a complete bliss. Jasper and Emmett were right, this is better than sex, well almost. I thought I was going to be able to enjoy my prey until I heared them. It was four vampires running towards us. I stopped and listened, they were close. I froze when they came into view, Edward first, then Carlisle then Jasper and Emmett. They slowed into a walk, we all heard the man's moans and I dropped him letting him barely crawl away. I just stood there glaring defensively at them.
"Bella, you need to think about what you are doing." Said Carlisle in a firm voice.
I laughed. "Why Carlisle? It's our true nature to hunt and kill humans isn't it?"
Thats when Edward cut in. "Bella listen to yourself. Come on lets go. Now." He said angrily.
I looked at him, "No" I replied. Jasper tried to send a calming effect on me, I just shook it off. I wanted to hunt more.
Carlisle took a step towards the helpless human on the ground. I slid into a crouch and growled fiercely at him.
Jasper and Emmett slightly crouched ready to attack. I growled at them seeing red. That's when Edward jumped at me and grabbed me by the waist. I threw him off while Emmett grabbed my arms and restrained me. I growled at him and watched as Carlisle helped trying to save the young man. I twisted out of Emmetts arms and tried to move towards Carlisle. Edward jumped into a crouch in front of me startling me. I smiled and slipped into a crouch.
"Bella, stop please." He said firmly.
I lounged at him, he dodged my attack and spun me around and pinned me to the ground. I growled at him trying to thrash my arms to get free. I hitched my leg around his waist and rolled on top of him and had his arms pinned. My instinct was to bite his neck. But something else happened, and I seen how I was pinning Edward... and I was completely turned on. He must have sensed that and used it as an escape. He lifted me up and had my hands behind my back. I leaned into him, wanting him there, right now.
"I'm going to get her out of here." He said to Carlisle stifly.
Carlisle quickly nodded.
He picked me up and ran. About 7 minutes he let me on my feet. We were in the middle of the woods and he was looking concerned at me.
"Bella," He whispered. "What happened?"
We were about arms length from each other and I closed the distance. He tensed thinking I was going to attack. But I wrapped my arms around his neck and smiled up at him. I knew my eyes were red, and I didn't care.
"Mmm, Edward let's go hunting." I said seductively.
He wrapped his arms around my waist holding me to him.
"Bella we have to go, Renesme is worried about you."
I let my arms fall and walked back out of his grasp. He was starring intently at me. I smiled and jumped into the nearest tree.
"Bella?" Said Edward.
I laughed and jumped to another one so I was behind him. Before he could turn around I pounced on his back and kissed his neck. He turned around to face me but I flew behind him again. He tried again but I just dodged out of his way. Then he jumped away from me before running at me and pinning me against a near by tree. I moaned and rocked my hips against his. I was stronger than him because I had human blood in me. I let him press up against me and kiss my neck. His hands searching my body.
I could feel his erection against my thigh and I giggled slightly. I pushed him away and crouched down and sprung at him. We fell to the ground with me on top of him. He had his hands on my hips and looked at my red eyes and pulled me down to kiss him. His lips were hard against mine and moved in desperation. He rolled us till he was hovering over me.
He started moving hard against me on the forrest floor. I was moaning in tempo with his thrusts, as he started going harder, rougher and faster. I reached down to his zipper on his pants until I freed his erection. My hand began to stroke him and he shuddered. He started thrusting into my hand and I gripped tighter. His hands made it to the waist band of my jeans and roughly pulled them down. He growled as he spread my legs. My legs were quivering with anticipation, I could feel his tip at my centre. He voilently thrusted up into me, he moaned and whipsered, "So tight."
I screamed into his neck, my hands clawing at his back. He stilled inside me and gently pulled out. He kissed my cheek and and entered me again, this time not as hard. I moaned and rocked up against him. He set a fast hard and rough pace and I was in complete bliss. He climaxed inside me, growling and moaned loudly. Didn't take that long for me to start reaching my climax. As I started to pulse around his huge erection he growled and pulled out of me. I looked up at him wondering what he was doing. I moaned in desperation, needing that release.
"Bella, we need to go. Now." He said breathlessly pulling up his pants. "Get up and get dressed."
I looked up at him annoyed. He pulled me up and started dressing me.
"Edward what are you doing?" I said.
"We need to hunt something to cover up your eyes." He said quietly.
Ahh yes, my eyes. Renesme would be wondering about them. Oh my god, what about the man from the bar. I felt so horrible.
"We all slip up sometimes Bella. Keep that in mind." He said smiling, but it didn't reach his eyes.
"Edward, I - I'm so-" He cut me off.
"Don't apologize my Bella. Come, we have to hurry."
We were on the outskirts of Forks, listening for nearby dear. We found a herd right away and I took down the buck. Uggh the taste was horrible.
I looked up at Edward who was already finished his. He smiled at me and I knew my eyes were back to being topaz.
We ran to the house and I slowed a bit pulling Edward, letting my shield down.

What does Renesme know?

"Nothing." He mouthed. I nodded and we walked up the stairs.
"Mom!" Nessie shouted and we embraced at the door. "Where did you go?"

Yaaaah, update soon I promise this time lol