I know its short, but I promise the next chapter won`t be as short.

I just wanted to get this little part out of the way, so i can start the next chapter.

And HOPEFULLY the next chapter will be up before the weekend is over.

Because i`ve finished EXAMS! whooooooo!

so happy. anyways, i hope you enjoy, and please review

School sucked. Not that I ever liked it before.

Before I had Jasper, now it was just me. I actually went to my classes too. I kept to myself, didn't really bother talking to anyone, or answer teachers. Jasper kept his distance too. The class we had together, he would look at me, then look down at his desk.

He tried talking to me after the Alice incident, but I quickly shut him out, and he just left me alone.

Emmett and Rose have been concerned for me. I kind of shut them out too, but that hasn't stopped them from noticing that I had stopped eating, that I haven't gotten much sleep, or that I haven't shown a lot of emotion towards anyone.

Today felt different. I was in my class, the one I usually have with Jasper, but Jasper was no where. I thought he was just ditching, like we always used to do, until I heard someone stumble into the door, then slurred a 'who put that there?' and a very drunk Jasper walked into class.

"Mr. Whitlock, your late." said the teacher, while Jasper stumbled towards his seat with a lazy look on his face.

"Don't get your panties in a twisst, I'm here aren't I?" he slurred, rolling his head around and gesturing his arms to himself.

"Excuse me?" the teacher said standing up straighter. But Jasper didn't pay attention to him, instead he stood up and walked to the front of the class, his eyes trying to concentrate on everyone, as if he was trying to find someone. Once his eyes landed on mine, he pointed to me and had a sad look on his face.

"See her?" he said to everyone, pointing towards me.

"That's my best friend. But she's mad at me, because I told Alice her secrets." he said, putting his finger to his lips swaying a little.

"Mr. Whitlock-" the teacher said but Jasper cut him off.

"I made her cry, and Bella Swan never cries. I didn't mean to tell Alice, I was drunk. She got me drunk and made me tell her things I didn't mean to say." he said, looking angry and sad at the same time.

Wait, what? Did he just say what I think he said.

"Bells, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to doo it, but Alice was jealous." he said, leaning on the teachers desk for support. I then stood up, feeling angry. Why would he do this? Get drunk and then come to class like this. What was wrong with him.

"Jasper, I think you need to go home and take a nap." I said, but he got angry.

"Bella please! You need to listen to me, because whenever I try to talk, you walk away like I'm the most horrible thing to be around!" he slurred, but was trying to stand up straighter.

"Jas-" I tried say but he cut me off.

"Bella." he mocked me. I was ready to slap him, I was walking towards him until the teacher cut me off.

"Are you drunk?" he asked. Looking at Jasper, but Jasper tried to look past him towards me.

"Nooo." he drawled.

"Your drunk!"

"No… okay maybe….but just a little…maybe a lot!" he stuttered.

"Principals office now!" the teacher shouted pointing towards the doors.

"No." he said stubbornly. I then decided that Jasper was in enough trouble and grabbed him by his arm, and walked him out of class.

"Where we going?" he asked. I held my grip tighter, and walked through the front doors of the school and started walking towards Jasper home.

"No, I want to go to your house. I like your bed better, because your there. I haven't slept good at all because your not there. Please Bella." he rushed out, slurring each word, pulling me back in the direction of which my house is.

"No Jasper. You have to go to your house." I said pulling against him. But who am I kidding, even if he was drunk he is and always was going to be strong then me.

"No, pleaseeee!" he whined. Stopping us from moving. I let out a dramatic sigh and then turned to walk towards my house.

He didn't say anything on our way, but hummed a few songs.

When we got to my house I walked him up to my bed, putting him under the covers. I turned to walk away but he grabbed my wrists before I could walk away

"Please stay." he mumbled, his eyes already closed. He then pulled me onto the bed and snuggled against me, the butterflies fluttering in my stomach.

"I miss this." I heard him mumble into my side, then pulled me closer to him. I rubbed his hair out of his face, and after a while heard him faint snore meaning he had fallen asleep.

I looked at his face, my heart hurting, looking at this man I loved, who hurt me so bad.

His words echoing in my mind 'I was drunk, she made me, I'm sorry.' I knew Jasper didn't mean to tell her, when he was drunk you could ask him anything and he would always tell you.

But that didn't change the fact that she knew, and it hurt. It didn't change anything.

I quickly got out of bed making sure I didn't wake Jasper in the process. It hurt to much to lie in the same bed with him, especially a bed that held so many memories. I didn't even sleep in my room anymore. I slept on the couch, but even that had painful memories.

Every where I went, there were always memories of Jasper and I.

I quickly turned to walk out of my room before hearing Jasper mumble "Bella" in his sleep.

A small tear escaped my eye, as I looked at the man I loved so much, but had hurt me so dearly.

Maybe in time I would forgive him, that's how Jasper and I worked. He would make me mad or upset, and in a couple days I would forgive him.

Maybe I won't forgive him in a couple days, because this was different, things were different now, but I know one day I will.

Because I love him.