Me: Sorry for all mistakes. I do not own -Man. Katsura Hoshino does.

Road: Sorry for the laziness of this author.

Me: I'm not lazy =,='

Road: Then why you didn't write anything for so long?

Me:...Okay...I'm lazy =..=

Those few months with this lovely brat were pretty calm, considering few minor bruises over my face, because someone wanted to FEED AKUMA CAT. After the exploding fridge accident ( my note: it really wasn't a FRIDGE with normal food, but rather Jerry and Komui's house of super radioactive toxic soups ...yeah...soups! =,=' ) her annoying behavior cooled down a little. But who could guess that's she would give me the biggest scare in my life by doing something so nice? I think that nobody...

Julia and I were walking in a corridor, she already was quite known by everyone. Well...everybody would be so damn popular if you wanted to crash the headquarters TWICE in a week!

''Hey Yuu! What'cha doing?'' the read-head bumped out of nowhere ( my note: like he always does ^,,^ )

''Hi Lavi-kun! We're heading for a mission. It's about Innocence location'' she answered for us both and smiled. I put a grimace on my face. Why doesn't she smile to me? She should give me her respect but since I started to be her teacher I never even heard a word of admiration from her ( my note: you wanna admiration? =,=' you're one of the hottest guys out there but you want admiration...really...you're to much out of character today...yeah I know...It's my fault xP )!

''Oh is that so? I would like to join but that Old Panda wanted to consult something with me...Eh.''

''Don't call me an Old Panda, you brat!'' we could hear noises of angry Bookman and the ''brat'' in the question started to sweat.

''Che.'' like hell I cared for anything!

''Back to the question...When you came back would you help me with something?'' I stared at the idiot who dared to thought that I have enough sympathy to lend a hand for someone like him.

''You must be joking. I sure it's about another girl you want to pick up...''

''I didn't ask you. I asked Juli-chan ( somehow it sounds just weird coming from Lavi's mouth...it's kinda...pedophile-ish XD ) I glared at him with a surprise, kinda not quite understanding what could he use Julia for...Maybe he's really not normal but in a different way? I wondered.

''Do what you want...It's not like she would even ask for my permission.'' I said in a cold way, not really intending to.

''Yuuuuu...You're such an icy man!'' cried Lavi in a faked female voice with a tint of drama queen accent.

''Che...Whatever...''

After leaving the headquarters I didn't hear Snips utter even a word to me. I thought she was acting like that to make me feel guilty for being so cold towards her. She did something like that once in a while so I didn't really care.

When we were asking a village woman about a boy who probably had an Innocence I noticed that she was talking to everyone but me...Her ''silent ways'' like I named it were lasting only an hour or so. It was kinda strange. Her not talking to me. I'm already used to her babbling...It makes me feel like I'm not alone.

''Why don't you say anything?'' I couldn't withstand her strange calmness.

''Huh? Why you're asking? There's nothing for me to tell you.'' she answered normally. Was I really such a good teacher? I tamed a wild animal...So quickly? ( my note: he kinda sounds disappointed, doesn't he? )

''I asked just because I don't want Komui to nag into my ear that I'm not considerate and that I'm failing at the role of a teacher and daddy...'' I explained.

''Even with all your care I wouldn't like to be your daughter...I'd rather have Akuma as a whole family...The Akuma Daddy could even be a lesbian...That's still better than a vision of you and me as a father and child!'' She's back to normal...At least... ( my note: it's not like i have something against lesbians and gays xP...i say that cuz i noticed that almost in every ff of mine there is a word about that xD ) And again the silence.

I was eating soba in cafeteria when suddenly Komui showed up. I didn't do anything special. I didn't even look at him. I just concentrated on my meal. I wanted to ignore a man with sister-complex but he started to look at me with this horrible smile of his, plastered to that horrible loving face. Okay...I give up. I can't stand this uneasiness.

''What is it?'' I asked, trying to hold myself back before ripping of Komui's head.

''Oh it's really nothing Kanda-kun! It's just that I wanted to ask if you've seen Julia-chan? I wanted to ask her something.'' What the hell's with that girl? Everyone wants to see her.

''I don't know where that Snips is, but you can tell me about that thing you want to ask her. I have a workout with her later in the usual place.'' And then I swallowed a portion of soba noodles.

''No I can't tell you that. Fu fu...It's a secret.'' What's wrong with everyone? Lately they all have secrets connected to Julia, and the Snips herself is acting strange. Why can't they tell me? I'm somewhat worse than her? Gr.

''Che. Whatever. If you want to know where she is, then look for her. You're taking my precious pleasure of eating. ''

''Kanda-kuuun. You're such a cold person...'' acted Komui and I felt like I had a deja vu. I don't care about my personality. It's not like anyone else cares for it. They're all just annoying bunch of people who are gonna die in a battlefield. What's the difference in being nice or not when you can die few days after meeting someone? Useless. Not important. Che. ( my note: i loved the ''che'' part xDD )

My POV

The girl with short black hair watched a boy with white hair from a little distance. She didn't plan for him to notice her glance, but well...It just happened. He sought to her and she blushed a little. She felt stupid for being so obvious, but the boy just smiled sweetly at her. She came back to her normal self. The girl didn't really come to tell him something important or anything. She just had a need to see him. Sometimes she would take his hand without any proper reason. Or she would tell him something that made him blush, when herself she thought it wasn't embarrassing - a normal phrase or a word. She already grow so familiar with this feeling that sometimes she couldn't notice that she's straying from her normal way of acting. It or rather he was not separable part of her life and nothing could replace this affection.

The boy observed the hesitation in the girl smile. He wanted to call her name in a sweet tone, but he thought it would hurt her even more. She knew that sometimes, when he smiles...He smiles only for others, not because he feels that way. He sighed.

''So Allen-kun...Have you heard about Julia-chan scheme?'' Lenalee started the conversation.

''Huh? About that? Yes I have. I think it's a really good idea.''

''Yeah...I think so too. She said to assemble in the old science laboratory.''

''Maybe we should go?'' asked Allen after a while.

''This early?''

''We can help out a little...''

''Right...Then let's go''

And the thing that should be said right here...Wasn't completed, not a bit.

Kanda's POV

Where to the hell is that stupid Snips? She's being late for thirty minutes, already! Today she makes me feel annoyed all the time. I'm wasting my time on such a brat! I could do more important things. Che. It's always me. The Universe cursed me...Damn it!

Suddenly a bright-red and breathless Lavi ran to the training room.

''Yu...Yuu...Julia...Huff...Julia...she's in the old...science...ro-'' he didn't end the sentence when I rushed out of hall avoiding him. That stupid brat! Always doing something reckless. I don't even have idea what is it now. I ran quickly through the corridor, and when I found the not used anymore laboratory I felt like I could knock out the door...Was I worried? ( my note: yeah...maybe you haven't noticed it yet...but you are =,,=' ) I saw the crowd focused in the corner of the room.

''Ah...Kanda! It's good you're here.'' Someone said. I got to the center of attention and the first thing I saw was Julia lying on the floor with a big grimace on her face. She was rubbing her feet.

''You brat...What did you do now? Had made another fridge explode?'' I raised my voice.

''Kanda...It's not like that...You see...She wanted to do a birthday party for you. She was hanging a billboard up there and she fell...'' explained Lenalee.

''I think she sprained her ankles and her wrist is a little swollen too...'' said Komui after looking at Julia.

''And a big bruise on her butt!'' I've added.

''No...I don't think my ass hurts...''

''But it will when I'm gonna smack it by myself! Who asked you to do such a stupid thing?''

''Why do you say stupid? I thought that it will be okay for Order to hold a little party! Don't yell at me! I did my best but you're shouting at me like I did something wrong!'' I couldn't believe...But she actually started to cry. I went silent. I took a look at the decorations that were hung all over the place. It was really beautiful...But so wasteful...

''I don't even have a birthday...It's just a made up date. So you should mind your own business.'' And then the thoughts of Alma, the Black Order and my past...It all flew in my mind. A vivid image showed my sad reality. I'm nothing but a weapon...A thing. Things don't have birthdays.

''You're a bastard!'' she screamed and rushed out of the crowd. Her legs really were hurt. She was limping. But damn...She still was running pretty fast!

I felt a cold gaze of others. It's not like I care...Finally maybe nobody's gonna think that I have a heart or that I can be nice. Maybe they're gonna finally leave me alone. I walked out of the room. I thought that I would've frozen if I stayed here any moment longer.

Julia's POV

''I love it!'' I groaned.

''Shut up...'' growled cool-guy.

''It's your fault for making Komui mad. And that is your punishment. I guess that he doesn't like when girls are treated badly'' I giggled. It was so funny. The so called Guy With No Heart was taking care of my feet...Massaging them! It couldn't be any better. Well..It could be...But whatever.

''I didn't ask you to fall from 2 meters...It's your fault.'' I showed him my tongue.

''But since you're my personal nurse for the time being, until my legs are healed you'll do anything for me...Right?'' I can see all the tortures I could make him go through!

''Che'' I laughed devilishly...

''...But Kanda...I think that wherever you were born in, whatever the circumstances were...It's still worth to give a shot living a fulfilled life...To do many things that you would regret not doing later. It does not matter how you were born and who gave birth to you...But rather the way you live your life. The things that may seem useless...When they're lost...You may regret not giving them a chance...'' I've said. It's all the truth...I've lost my brother before I could tell him how important he was to me. We always were poor and I thought that we're goners and all of our life's gonna be the same...cold, poor, unwanted...Because everyone told us that we're filthy and dirty. But I had my brother...And he cared for me. But I still didn't know what does it mean to have even one beautiful thing in my existence. I was so stupid. Now that I've got to know the cool-guy better...He isn't really a cold person...He's just lonely, closed in himself, not being able to understand the importance of human life.

The man bandaged my legs and wrist and applied some ointment on few bruises ( my note: of course he didn't smack her xDDD it wasn't for her butt! ) and rose from his knees. He was standing in the doorway when I heard:

''Thank you...'' Oh well...He can be cute when he tries.

I said biggest scare in my life. It really was a scare! I've thought that I would have to repair something again and that though has driven me crazy. But I still didn't cool down when I saw her injured. Strange...isn't it?