Spencer grabbed his phone, calling up Sam. "Hello?"
"I... Uh... Sam." He mumbled, "Spencer, what's wrong?" she laughed, he chuckled nervously. "Can you come back?" he asked, she giggled at him.
"Spencer, you really need to get over this, you can ask me anything, I wouldn't judge you." she said, he heard her car engine run. "Well, I'll see you in about 5 minutes." she said, "I love you Sam." he said, she smiled. "I love you too, Spence." she said.
A few minutes later he heard his door open, he turned around and saw Sam at the door. "Hello," she smiled, he grinned and walked over to her, hugging her tightly. She laughed, "Spencer, we've only been apart for like 2 hours." she said, hugging him back.
"My mom wanted to meet you." he said, she pulled away. "Well, I don't mind." she said, noncholant. He smiled, kissing her softly. Sam wrapped her arms around his neck as he kissed her gently and placed his hands on her waist.
Sam pulled away, "Spence, you need to relax." she said, feeling the tense nerves on his shoulders. He sighed, "Well, after almost being shot, it's hard not to be alert." he said, she looked at him, "Wait. You got shot at and you didn't tell me?" she scolded.
"I didn't think it was important." he said, grazing his hand across her hip, she looked at him, "Yeah, because your life means nothing to me!" she said sarcastically.
He chuckled, "I'm sorry Sam." he said, pecking her lips, she pulled away. He grinned and sat her down on the island in his kitchen.
The next day...
Spencer walked into the BAU, preparing his tyical coffee. "Hey Kid, long night?" Derek teased. "Yeah..." Spencer replied, sipping at his coffee. He looked at him smugly, "Sam?" Spencer turned a dark red. "No. She just kept me up all night trying to beat me at Chess." he replied. "Okay. Did she beat you?" he asked, "She distracted me." he replied. Derek raised his eyebrow. "How?" Spencer shook his head. "I'm not telling you how." he said, Derek smirked. "Hey, We got a case." JJ called, walking into the conference room, Spencer nodded, taking his coffee and following. "Okay, first victim was Amanda Daret, she was drugged and raped, COD was asphixiation, she was then dumped into a canal just beside a highway, then 2 days later, Amy Carday was discovered in a ditch along the same highway, same COD, then, Ysabella Rossi was found again in a ditch along the highway, all of them are brunnettes, green eyes and all have slender bodies, they are all white." JJ said, the TV displaying all the needed details, Spencer stared at the pictures of the girls, his mind already generating the similarities.
"Hey, have Garcia check on other females around this area with the same discription." Spencer said, "The UnSub is clearly going after specific girls." he added.
"Already on it." Penelope said, suddenly appearing on the TV screen. "Okay, we have about 3 matches in this city. First is Ashley Lend, though she is in Italy for vacation, next is Mikaela Dollow, she's married and lives at 53 Cherry street." she said, "Who else Garcia?" Prentiss asked, "Oh no."
They all turned to look at her, "Reid, where is Sam?" she asked, Spencer gave her a weird look. "She's somewhere at a photoshoot. I don't really know." he said.
"She's a brunette with green eyes." she said, they all stood up. "Rossi, Morgan, you handle Dollow. Reid, Prentiss and I will handle Sam." Hotch said, getting up.
Spencer got up quickly, leaving his still warm coffee behind, they ran to the van, Garcia on the phone. "Okay. I checked Sam's email, she has no recent emails from her boss, and she has nothing on her phone." Garcia said. "Wait, track down Sam's phone, she has GPS." Spencer said, "Okay!" She replied, trying to her best.
"Yes! She's at the corner of Blackberry street!" she said, they drove as fast as they could, knowing that she was more that just a soon to be victim, but a friend too.
Derek pulled to a stop, they got out, walking into a Starbucks, they looked around, Spencer walked to the secluded areas, knowing very well Sam didn't like attention, he stopped when she heard her giggle and man's chuckle along with it.
"Sam!" Spencer heard Hotch call, "Oh, hey Hotch." she replied, smiling. He called over to Spencer and Derek, they came over. "Spencer, what's wrong?" she asked, motioning to the hidden Gun in it's holster.
"Who's he?" Spencer asked, motioning to the guy with her. Sam rolled her eyes, "Spence, what the hell is wrong about me going out?" Sam asked, her voice annoyed. Derek and Hotch both left them alone. "Sam, I'm leaving. Let's just talk later." Her friend said, walking away.
Sam rolled her eyes, storming out of the Starbucks, earning a few looks from the people, Spencer sighed, following her out. "Sam." he called, following her down the street, still wearing his FBI vest. Sam ignored him and got into her car. He sighed, running into the passenger seat.
"Get out." Sam said, Spencer looked at her, "No. You need to tell me whats so wrong about me being concerned about you." he said, she shut her door as he did the same. "Okay. Your too protective of me. I undertand that because of your job you've seen the things guys can do to girls, you've seen how it affects them..." she said, looking down. Spencer sighed, "Thats because I love you, I just want you safe! And right now, some killer is out there, drugging and raping girls that match your description perfectly!" he said back, looking fiercly into her eyes. He saw her eyes tear up slightly as he said 'rape'. Sam took a deep breath, "Spence, I'm gonna go back home, I'll lock the door and everything." she said.
He leaned over, kissing her softly. "I'll see you later, Sam." he said, she just nodded, Spencer got out of the car, watching silently as she drove away. He walked back into the black SUV, waiting for him.
"Hey Kid, what happened?" Derek asked, "I... Think Sam is mad at me." he replied.
Spencer walked into their apartment, automatically seeing Sam on the couch, reading a book and her earphones in. He shut and locked the door, Sam turned around and saw Spencer. He smiled, jumping on the couch beside her, Sam turned to him and kissed him softly. "Hello Mi amore." she said.
He gave her a confused look, "You not angry with me?" he asked, she shook her head, kissing him softly again. Spencer raised his eyebrow.
"Really?" he said, confused a little.
"Yep." she replied.
Sam gently pushed his hair away from his face and looked at him lovingly, kissing his cheek before setting down her book on the coffee table. He leaned in, their lips almost touching, he breathed in, smelling her.
She giggled, finally kissing him. He kissed her back, pulling her closer to him, Sam pulled away. Spencer just kissed her forehead.
"I'm going to sleep." Sam said, pecking his lips before getting up and walking into the bathroom. He grinned.
Spencer walked into the BAU, walking up into the conference room, he called up Garcia.
"Hello, my dear." she greeted, "What can I do for you?" she smiled.
"Garcia, could you do me a favour?" he asked.
"What is it?" she asked.
"Could you maybe track down where Sam is?" he said.
Garcia raised her eyebrow.
"Why?"
"Because, I'm worried about her."
"Fine. Only because your worried about your angel." she said.
A few seconds later, the screen opened and there was a map, there was a red blinking dot on it. She was at Starbucks again.
"See? She's perfectly fine!" Garcia smiled.
"Okay, thanks Garcia." Spencer smiled.
"No problem Love!" she smiled again, ending the call.
Sam walked into their apartment, finding Spencer pacing around in the living room, his cellphone pressed to his ear.
"Sam!" he shouted, running up to her and hugging her.
"Whao! Hello, Amore" she grinned, hugging him back.
"Where have you been?" He scolded, Sam rolled her eyes, kissing him softly.
"I have a life too Spencer, and a job." she replied.
"But Sam! You need to be more careful! Starting tomorrow, I'm gonna call you every lunch, just to make sure you're okay." he said.
Sam groaned, being the free spirited person she is, she hated being constantly watched over.
"No! Spencer! I hate this!" she shouted.
"Sam, Because of me, you've almost been killed! Don't you understand how important you are to me!" he shouted back.
Sam glared at him, storming into their bedroom. He followed her.
"Fine! Then maybe I don't want to be with you anymore! Your so over protective! I can take care of myself!" she shouted, grabbing her Nightmare Before Christmas duffel bag and stuffing her clothes in.
Spencer sighed.
"I'm over protective? At least I actually care!" he spat.
Sam glared at him again, zipping up her bag and brushing past him.
"Fine. I'll get out of your life. But don't expect me to ever come back." she replied, her voice sour. Spencer slammed the door after her, feeling an anger he had never felt before.
Spencer turned on his side, expecting to feel Sam beside him, but there was nothing but cool air, he woke up in a cold sweat, the memories from last night still fresh in his mind. He got up quickly and called up Sam.
"Hey, this is Sam. Nope. Just Sam. No Spencer. You know what to do." the voice mail said. BEEP.
"Sam... I'm sorry. Please, call me back. I didn't mean to offend you. I love you." he said, sighing and ending the call.
He groaned into his hands and let himself feel lonely again. Just like the old days, before Sam.
Spencer's POV
I sat down at my desk, seeing the picture of Sam, I sighed, taking it and throwing it in the trash.
"Hey Kid," Derek smiled, walking over to my desk, leaning against it.
"Hey Derek." I replied, staring off into the distance.
"Mind telling me why Sam is in the trash?" she asked, picking it out of the empty trash bin beside my table.
"We had a fight... And she left." I said.
"Why'd you fight, she was perfect for you." he said.
"Well... I was worried about her and I... Started getting a little over protective of her... I told her I would call her every lunch and expect her to answer... So she got angry and... Left." I finished.
"Figure it out, Kid. Sam can't wait for you forever." he said, setting her picture infront of me and walking away. I sighed, looking at her.
No POV
Spencer walked into Starbucks, hoping to find Sam. And he did, he saw her sitting in the corner table, using her Mac. He made his way over to her.
"Sam..." he said, sitting down beside her.
Their eyes met, his was pleading and Sam's were angry.
"Leave me alone Spencer." she said, turning away from him.
"Sam, please. Come back to me, I love you." he pleaded.
"No. I'm not the kind of girl to waste my time with a guy who thinks he has complete control over me." she said, shutting her laptop.
"Love, I never meant to hurt you." he said. She shook her head.
"Spencer, your young, you have an amazing job, your handsome, you have the mind of a genius. Don't waste your life chasing me. Just leave me behind." she said.
"No! I won't, Sam. You are my life, I need you." he defended. She sighed.
"Well, some things in life your gonna have to get over." she said, grabbing her laptop bag and walking away from him, but was stopped when Spencer blocked her way into her car.
"I'm not moving until you come back to me." he stated.
"Your gonna be waiting a long time." she said.
"Your worth it." he said.
"Well, too much, apparently."
"Samantha, please. I love you." he said.
"Don't call me Samantha! You know I hate that!" she shouted.
"No you don't, you love it. You only feel like you hate it because your mother called you that. And she's dead. So you're angry at yourself because you think it's your fault." he said.
"Spencer! Don't you dare use your phycological crap on me!" she shouted, pushing past him, she tried to open her door, but he blocked it again.
She couldn't take it, tears spilled from her eyes, Spencer pulled her into a hug, feeling guilty of causing her this pain. She pulled away from him, just enough to open the door and jump into her car.
"Give me some time." she said, shutting her door before driving away, leaving him there.
Spencer called up Derek, frantic.
"Hey Kid, what's up?"
"Help me fix things with Sam!" he shouted.
"Whoa, what happened?"
"Well, I wanted to make up with her, but she didn't give me the chance, then I started a whole conversation about her Mom, then she got mad and... Started crying... I hugged her, but she left anyways... And she said she just needed time." he explained.
"Not a good sign... I would just get over her. She's obviously moved on." Derek said.
"Your... Right." Spencer agreed.
Spencer sat down in his apartment, which he no longer shared with Sam. He missed having her with him, her happy voice always ringing in his ear, or the way she giggled at his lame magic tricks. He would miss all of that. But, he knew he needed to move on.
"Hey... It's Spencer... Do you maybe wanna come over sometime?" he asked, talking on the phone.
"Oh! Sure! How about now? I'm not busy." she grinned, grabbing her keys.
"Great... See you." he smiled, ending the call.
Sam took a deep breath, she was ready to come back to Spencer, and be happy again. She knocked on the door. Waiting to see Spencer, she smiled, but it dropped as she saw who had answered it.
"Oh, hi. Can I help you?" she smiled sweetly, her blond hair much straighter than Sam's.
"Well... I was actually looking for Spencer. Is he here?" she asked.
"Yeah, wait a second." she smiled again, turning back inside.
Spencer was smiling as he walked up to the door, his smile dropped as he saw Sam, he gulped. The blonde made her way beside Spencer, wrapping her arm around his waist and kissing his cheek. Sam's eye started to water, as she felt her heart break.
"Sam..." he started. "No, it's okay Spencer. I understand." she tried her best to smile, but it looked broken, she walked away from them, letting her tears fall, and she covered her mouth to try to keep herself from whimpering.
She ran down the street, forgetting the fact that she had a car, her heart was racing, she stopped at an alley, she broke down to the floor weeping.
"Sam?" a voice called.
"Sam, is that you?" it called again.
"Zack..." she whimpered, he came closer, sitting down beside her.
"What happened?" he asked, she looked up at him, her green eyes staring down.
"Spencer... We've broken up." she said, Zack kissed her forehead and hugged her closer to him, it was night so there were no people.
They both got up, he led her back to her car, which was parked in front of Spencer's apartment building. He gently placed her in the passenger seat and got into the driver's seat. Sam looked up and saw Spencer looking down from his window, he looked pained. Their eyes met, Spencer's mouth opened slightly, as if about to say something. She shook her head as the car started driving down the road.
"Sam, what happened?" Zack asked, still focused on the road, she took a deep breath.
"Spencer was getting over protective... And, I was getting partly pissed off at that... So, I finally got mad at him, he started using all of his phycological crap on me...Then, I came back here to patch things up, but... Spencer already had another girl with him... She was everything I'm not... She had blond hair... fair skin... Blue eyes...I have dark hair, pale skin, and green eyes... I actually though he loved me for who I am..." she whimpered. Zack stopped in front of his apartment.
"Come on, Sam. Stay over with me tonight." he smiled a rare smile. He got out of the car, shutting it and walking over to her side, opening the door, he took her hand and led her up to his apartment.
*** Spencer ***
"Spencer?" Lila called out, he turned away from the window, "Yeah?" he replied, "I really like you, maybe we could work this out." she said. Spencer looked down, "Uh, Lila. I... Like you too. But, I'm kinda in a relationship with somebody." he said.
"Oh... Well, I thought." she stopped, "I'm sorry I gave you the wrong idea." he apologized. "It's no big deal, I'm just gonna go." she smiled, grabbing her bag.
"Oh, bye Lila." he smiled, she turned and left. He grabbed his cell phone, dialing Sam's number.
"Hello?" she answered.
"Sam! Please listen to m-"
"Spencer, please. Just stop. I don't care anymore." she said.
"But, I do! Sam, I just wanted to keep you safe! Is there something wrong with that?" he shouted.
"You don't trust me." she stated.
"Sam, I trust you! I'm just concerned."
"Well, your not my father!"
"Sam, I love you. Please, don't end it all." he pleaded.
"Spence..." she bit her lip.
"Sam. Please?" he begged again.
"O- Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep." the line cut off.
"Sam!" he shouted.
*** Sam ***
Zack grabbed the phone away from her, ending the call. "You shouldn't be with him." he said, looking down.
"Zack, I love him. I can't be mad at him forever." she said.
"But, he's hurt you."
"He's been protecting me." she replied.
"Sam, your like a sister to me. But, he's not right for you." he said.
"Zack, your like the older brother I never had, but I choose for myself, I'm going back to Spencer. I'm sorry." she whispered, hugging him.
"Just... Tell me when he hurts you again. I promise I'll avenge you." he smiled, she playfully punched him on the shoulder.
"Bye, Zack." she smiled, kissing his cheek before walking out the door.
***Spencer***
Spencer
I sulked into the couch, the scent of Sam still lingering on the sofa, but with mixtures of Lila's perfume, disruppting the honey sweet smell. I smelled the couch, just to imagine her here again. I got up and walked into our-I mean- my, bedroom, falling back onto the bed, clutching a pillow.
"Spencer..." I heard a meek voice say, great. Now I'm hearing things. I jumped and rolled off the bed as I felt a hand on my shoulder. "Ah!" I shouted.
"Spence, It's just me." I looked up and saw Sam. Leaning off the edge of the bed, my heart swelled as I jumped up and engulfed her in a hug. She giggled, "Spencer, let go!" she laughed, I smiled and hugged her tighter. She smiled, I let her go and kissed her forehead.
"Sami! I missed you!" I exclaimed, I heard her giggle again.
"Hey, Spencer. I missed you too." she smiled, hugging him back.
"Are we...?" he asked, unable to finish, she smiled, leaning up to meet his lips, he leaned down the rest of the way, pulling her closer-if that was possible-she leaned into him, he felt the sensual tension and he wasn't scared anymore, he was so comfortable with her, he smiled and grazed his hands down her back, stopping below her butt, hitching her legs around his hips, she blushed, feeling how much he's grown around her, and how he was so comfortable with her. He gently pressed her up against the wall, feeling her familiar lips on his. She smiled, and kissed him back with the same passion.
"Spencer." she moaned, gently grinding against him, he groaned, pulling away.
"Sam... I'm so sorry." he apologized, "Spencer, let's forget about it." she said.
Specer rolled in bed, wrapping his arms around a sleeping Sam, he smiled as he felt their skin make contact, he stroked her bare stomach, feeling her milky soft skin, he went up higher, stopping as he felt her breasts, he moved his hand back down, resting it on her stomach.
"I love you," he whispered, she was still asleep, exhausted from last night, he caressed her body, feeling every inch of silky, flawless skin. "You know, I think I'm still tired from yesterday." she said, placing her hand on his, which now rested on her hip.
"Well, I'm not." he chuckled, nubbling up her neck, she moaned softly, "Spence, how did you become like this?" she laughed.
"You left me, and I missed you too much." he said, grazing the tip of his nose on her bare shoulder.
"Amore, your so different." she said, smiling.
"Is that a bad thing?" he asked, she sat up, letting the blanket fall off her of her body, she turned to face him. He gulped, focusing on her face.
"No, but it is different." she said, he smiled, taking her hand and pulling her back down beside him. She kissed his cheek and settled back in his arms, falling asleep again.
Later...
Sam streched on the couch, her head resting on Spencer's lap, as he read a book, she yawned, he set his book aside, using a bookmark. He chuckled and gently scooped her into his arms, she giggled. "Spenceeeeeeeeerrr! I'm so tired." she said, resting her head on his chest.
"But why? We didn't have it that hard." he winked, Sam chuckled and playfully slapped him, "I meant, my brain is so tired."
"Then go back to rest, I'm going to be busy anyway." he smiled.
"Okay, but I like where I am now." she giggled.
"Sami... You're too heavy!" he joked, Sam shot away from him, running in front of a mirror.
"Oh crap! I'm gaining weight!" Sam cried, Spencer chuckled, walking behind her as she started turning around and pulling up her shirt to view from different angles.
"No, your not! Your getting skinnier!" he said, placing his hand on hers, she stopped. "Bu-" he cut her off. "No! Your perfect." he said, Sam sighed, taking one last look in the mirror.
"Sami, your perfect." he repeated, placing his hands on her hips, grazing his hands up her side, under her shirt. She shivered at his touch and leaned back onto him.
"Easy for you to say, your by far the hottest boyfriend I've ever had." she smiled. "'Hottest?" he questioned. "I love you, Spence." she smiled, he kissed the base of her neck. Sam pulled away from him, "If I'm not heavy, then carry me." she challenged, he chuckled. "Fine." he replied, picking her up bridal style.
"Cheater." she muttered, wrapping her arms around his neck. "I want a KitKat." she said, he chuckled. "Your in luck, I have some in the fridge, Emily gave me some." he smiled. "Yay!" she smiled, as he set her down, she ran over to the fridge and opened it, pulling out a KitKat bar.
"Here." she said, handing him a bar. He raised his eyebrow, "Nah." he refused, she frowned. "Fine." she pouted, and began sucking on the wafer stick. He smiled and bit the other end of the stick, trying to pull it away from her. She giggled, quickly biting more into her mouth, he smiled and let go, his teeth leaving bite marks. She swallowed the chocolate, licking the remaining excess chocolate on her lips.
"On second though, I would want some Chocolate." he said.
"Okay, here." she smirked, swiping her chocolate covered fingers across his cheek.
"Hey!" he exclaimed, smiling. She giggled, licking off the remaining chocolate from her fingers.
He hugged her tightly, holding her close. "Spencer... I love you." she said, nuzzling into his neck. "Sam, I love you too." he replied, kissing her forehead, he chuckled and sat her down on the kitchen table.
"Sam... I'm going to leave." he said.
"When are you leaving?" she asked.
"Tomorrow." he replied, Sam frowned.
"Okay..." she whispered, he kissed her intently, focusing all his energy in that kiss
She pulled away from him, resting her head on his shoulder, "Spence... I'm sleepy." she said, pushing him away slightly and jumping off the table. He sighed, touching her cheek. "Sam." he said, she turned around to look at him, "I'm sorry." he said, kissing her cheek.
It was the middle of the night, and Spencer was dreaming. His forehead dripping with cold sweat, his heart beating quickly, he inhaled a sharp breath and screamed. Sam shot up, turning around and saw Spencer, his face twisted in pain.
Spencer
I looked around, sweating, Sam was missing and I couldn't find her, I ran up the stairs upon hearing her muffled screams, I busted into the room, spotting Sam on the floor, in her own blood.
"Sam!" I shouted, falling to my knees beside her, I gently held her in my arms, her heart beat was gone, and her pulse had faded. I cried, resting my head in her chest, hugging her tightly. Spencer?
"I'm sorry." I whispered in her ear, this was my fault. I never should have left, I should be the one dead, not you Sam." my voice choked back as a lump was forming in my throat. Spencer.
"I've let you down, I should have protected you." I whimpered, kissing her cold lips, I wiped away my tears and grazed my hand across her cheek, she was as pale as ever and cold as ice. Spencer!
"AHHH!" I screamed, opening my eyes, Sam leaning over me, I took a deep breath, I sat up, Sam hugging me from my side, my breathing went down, slowing to a normal pace.
"Spencer, are you alright?" she asked, placing her soft hand on my cheek and made me look at her, I looked into her eyes, seeing how worried she was. I breathed in deeply and kissed her.
"What did you dream about?" she asked, wrapping his hand around hers, "Oh, it's nothing... Just a nightmare." he said quietly. "Spence, your sweating and trembling, tell me about it." she insisted, kissing him softly. "I... Couldn't find you... You were screaming... I found you and you..." he choked on his words.
Sam stroked his back, he caressed her hand. "Nothing will happen to me." she said. He pulled her onto his lap, kissing her forehead.
She pulled back, looking him in his eyes, "Spence, will you ever have kids?" she asked, he looked back into hers. "Uh..." he looked away, uncomfortable. "I... Don't think I would want kids." he replied, she bit her lip. "Spencer... I have to tell you something..." she said. He smiled, "Anything." he said, resting his head on her shoulder. "I... I'm... Pregnant."
Okay! So, last time, I told you whoever commented would get a shout out, and I keep my promises... Kinda. ^_^" Ohwell. And, Ashley will be mentioned in chapter 6, I'm not entirely sure, but, yeah. You'll be surprised, that I CAN'T promise you. :D Well, I pretty much went on a writing spree and finished 3 chapters... They aren't even short. But, I love writing. :D And, because of my Writing Rush, I've hit a brick wall named Writer's Block. -_- And he's really pissing me off.
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