a/n: this chapter contains scene's from the rape its not to graphic with the sexual stuff but it has Rikki getting hurt it will give you more of an insight into what happened to her but if you don't want to read it then skip past the italics and thank you to cheddarfetta and walixela for the name suggestions

Rikki walked into a room and slammed the door after her. She was fuming after that argument downstairs Emma always thought she was perfect never made any mistakes never wrong about anything. As Rikki paced the bedroom trying to calm herself down the door swung open startling her. She jumped not expecting anyone but calmed a bit when she saw who it was.

"you scared me what are you doing here" asked Rikki

"I came for you" he said stepping closer locking the door behind him

"your drunk" said Rikki freaking out a little at the locked door but trying to keep calm

"maybe" he said stepping closer she stepped back starting to get scared

"you should lay down I'll go and leave you alone" said Rikki rushing towards the door the look in his eyes were unsettling her they were so cold she just wanted to get out but he stepped in her path that's when she noticed there was no alcohol on his breath she was getting more and more freaked out she thought about screaming for someone but she could hear the music blasting so loud there was no way anyone would here her

"I think you should lay down with me" he said grabbing her arm and trying to pull her towards the bed she pushed him trying to get out of his grip but he wouldn't let go he threw her down on the bed

"get off me. No" Rikki screamed but he wouldn't budge she started to scream maybe no one could hear her but if they were walking by the room they would he told her to shut up but she kept moving and screaming trying to get him off when she didn't listen he punched her so hard in the face she felt dizzy and disoriented and he kept punching her until she shut up he lowered himself back over her but she got over the pain in her face and head and started scratching and pushing he grabbed her top and ripped down the middle she bit him hard on the shoulders while continuing to punch at his shoulders he started hitting her again in the stomach the face he grabbed her arms and tried to pin them against the bed above her head but she kept fighting him he smashed her hand against the end table next to the bed Rikki cried out she was sure she heard a crack he smiled at this and did it again until she stilled and stopped moving he went for her bra and roughly pulled it off her she yelped and pushed him hard enough for him to fall to the floor she jumped off the bed and headed for the door he caught her before she could reach it and slammed her to the ground he elbowed her in the spine and kicked her in the side he lowered himself on top of her and ripped her skirt trying to get it above her hips Rikki tried to get him off but he was to strong and heavy he started whispering in her ear

"I know you want this just take it"

"no get off leave me alone" said Rikki

"shh just be a good little girl and take what you want" he said he reached his hand under her skirt keeping her hands pinned above her head he ripped her panties off and threw them somewhere in the room Rikki started to scream again as she heard him unzip his pants he told her stop then started banging her head against the floor as hard as he could pain was exploding through her entire body she felt sick and disgusted she wanted it all to stop but no matter how hard she fought he was stronger but she couldn't stop fighting she couldn't. her body hurt un places she didn't know existed she could feel hot tears run down her cheeks as he reached around and grabbed her breast roughly she kept screaming and fighting but he didn't' stop her wrist felt like it was on fire he kept calling her a good girl saying she wanted this she asked for this. All of a sudden she could hear another voice calling her name telling her it's ok all the pain stopped the room started to fade all the fear was gone she felt to strong arms around her and all she felt was safe.

Rikki jumped upright in the bed and came face to face with Zane she looked around confused breathing heavily her whole body covered in a cold sweat Zane put his hand on hers

"it ok your ok it was just a bad dream" said Zane

"a dream right" said Rikki her breathing going back to normal it felt so real like it was happening all over again she could feel hot tears slide down her cheeks

"hey it's ok" said Zane wiping away the tears with his thumb he put his arm around her laid her back down on the bed

"it felt so real" said Rikki brokenly hanging onto Zane

"it was just a dream your safe ok your safe now you're safe here" whispered Zane he pulled the cover back over her and got up to leave but Rikki grabbed his hand

"can you stay with me" asked Rikki

"yea sure" said Zane he laid down next to her giving her room so she wouldn't feel uncomfortable but she moved closer and laid her head on his chest he could feel her tears soaking through his shirt so he put his arm around her holding her close

"thank you" said Rikki

"for what" asked Zane Confused?

"being here for me taking me to the doctor convincing me not to go home alone…everything" said Rikki

"I wish there was more I could do" said Zane he looked up at the ceiling he already had to figure out how to convince her friends that she went with her dad but how was he going to do that sure they all hung out now but him and Rikki weren't best friends would they believe that she had told him and not them or would they demand the truth knowing Emma she would pretend o believe but check into behind his back Lewis would be suspicious Cleo would be confused Ash wouldn't care because he really didn't know Rikki so he would have no clue that she would never tell him that instead of the rest then there was Emma's new boyfriend jarred he was new to the group he didn't even know about the secret so he probably wouldn't care either but something else kept bugging him he couldn't hold it in any longer "Rikki"

"hmmm" she asked sleepily

"did you know him" asked Zane he could feel her stiffen then relax it was silent for a while he wondered if she fell asleep or just wasn't going to answer until she moved closer to him and whispered so low he barely heard her

"yes"

a/n: ok so she knows him are they close douse Zane know him what will Zane do should she tell him who what will her friends do when Zane says she left with her dad will they believe him or not will they find out the truth tell me what you think