A/N: Okay so this is a pretty important chapter. I was unsure about it and so I was taking my time on posting this. I tried re writing this chapter three times but it still didn't come out right.

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Disclaimer: As always Stephanie Meyer is the brilliant person who created the Twilight Saga. I just like playing around with her characters.

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BPOV past continued….

I sat their facing the white wall of my room perched on the side of my bed, thinking of nothing…

I mean of course I thought about the color of the walls, how it was…how you say white?

On the walls depicted everything that went down four days prior and it played over and over again in my mind.

I thought that by getting him pay back that my world would be turned right side up again. I could be that girl that said she had been there and done that and bounced back like it was nothing.

But nope, not me.

We got screwed. Yeah thanks conscience for the reminder.

You're welcome.

I huffed and lay back on my bed with a bounce.

I wonder where he disappeared to after he ran from Mr. Banner's class? I shook my head. I should not care. He didn't seem to care when he lied to me about who he was.

Nope not at all.

I had to work today and I felt like my stomach was on inside out. Seriously I am over this cold already! I stood up from the bed with a heavy sigh and took a look in the mirror.

I'm looking pudgy. I turned to the side to look at my abs and noticed how it stuck out a little bit. Damn ice cream I ate last night like a ravenous dog.

Mmmm…ice cream.

I shook my head, I can think of comfort food later. I put on a pair of pants and they fit snug too.

I stood their and leaned my head back looking at the ceiling.

"Curse you for making me eat that ice cream tummy! Gah!" I sucked it in and they buttoned. I guess my ass is heading to the gym today after work.

I quickly dressed in my pant suit for work, while casually throwing the jacket over my shoulder. I looked at my self. I look presentable and diligent and I do not look like a pedophile. I sighed, grimaced and walked out the door locking it behind me.

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Saying today wasn't a sign I would have been lying to my reflection. However I guess things still surprise me even when I least expect.

I walked into my office only to be bombarded with phone messages from Bree.

"Bella, you already have clients you need to speak with on hold on lines one, three, seven, nine and ten. Then after you finish your calls you have some one in the waiting room waiting to see you and then when you're done with that you have to go to a brunch meeting at eleven and so far that's it." She sucked in a lung full of air.

"You okay Bree?" I patted her shoulder.

She grinned and nodded. "Now get your ass on the phone and finish those calls."

Twenty minutes later I finished. I was able to set up three new clients and set up a meeting.

The reason why we meet is because the pictures I take are not cheap. I need to meet with the clients and discuss different locations, and what kind of film I use and then the prints. This way the costs are settled and the client knows everything from what kind of camera I will use to the lens adjustment on it.

I realized then that I had some one waiting in the lounge area still that I needed to go meet. I hastily made my way to the waiting room.

As I walked out the door, I was immediately bombarded by an older woman who was very beautiful. She had a heart shaped face and long reddish brown hair and for some reason she looked familiar almost, even though I know I have never seen her before.

"You must be Isabella Swan am I right?" She took one of my hands in both of hers and began shaking it.

"Please call me Bella." I smiled as attentively as I could. "And you are…?" I trailed off.

"Oh goodness, I totally spaced. My name is Esme." She grinned a wide grin and I motioned her to my office.

"So what can I do for you Esme?"

"Well I would like to set up something for family pictures done with in the next few weeks." She stated looking at her phone.

"Any particular dates?"

"Ummm, I would prefer the weekend when my little boy is out of school."

"Oh you have a little boy?"

She blushed and put down her phone. "Well he isn't that little he is about to turn seventeen. Having the photos done are like my last way of being able to remember this time with him. You see my two older sons are already in college." She smiled a sad smile.

"Well that's really great Esme. You wouldn't happen to have a picture of you and your family would you? Also I am sure your husband will want to be in the pictures as well?"

She nodded her head. "Yes that's correct."

She began looking through her purse and removing her wallet.

"You know what? I really don't have any pictures on me, but I can send one to you over email will that work?"

"Yes that would be perfectly alright."

I put together her file and talked to her a few minutes more about the location of where she wanted her photos done, and how many photos she wanted. Just the basics in information really, and she seemed like a wonderful lady I couldn't wait to get started on this project.

"Last but not least Esme, what is your last name?"

"Cullen."

I chocked on my air.

"I—I'm sorry what was that?"

"My last name is Cullen."

I tried to remain calm and collected.

Calm. Cool. And Collected. Yeah keep telling your self that.

"Oh okay. Well we are all done here." I said with a shaky voice.

I stood up slowly and went to place her file in my filing cabinet. I took my time, because my stomach felt a little uneasy.

Alittle? Please! I'd say a raging pissed off set of bees in your stomach right now.

I placed my hand on my stomach rubbing soothing circles trying to calm it down a bit. Lately my stomach has been so sensitive. Just as I was about to place her file, it fell from my hands and landed on the floor. I bent down to pick it up but for some reason my back was really achy so I had to bend weird to get to it. With my back completely straight and bending my knees only.

If I wasn't mistaken this was Edwards mother. If so I was screwed because then I would have to face him again when the time came. I dreaded it, and at the same time I felt the whole in my chest get a little bigger.

I turned around and Esme had a wry smile on her face. She motioned me to come closer to her.

"Is everything okay Esme?" I said coming to stand where she sat. I was hesitant. Jesus fuck! Of all the people to come in to my office, just days after I put a teenage boy in his place, and for it to be his mother! Fate fucking hates me.

Yes, yes indeed.

"How far along are you?" She whispered when she leaned forward with a smile on her face.

I was brought out of my reverie and I was confused. "Come again?" Did she just say?

She raised her eye brow at me. "Bella your glowing, when is your baby due?"

Yep. I knew I heard her right.

Inside my head my inner conscience had her mouth slack jawed to the floor.

I gulped and shook my head in a no motion. "I—I am not pregnant." I stuttered out.

She shook her head in a yes motion.

"Honey I hate to break it to you but you are."

"I think you're mistaken." I stepped back a few steps gripping my desk for support.

"Hmmmmm…" She grabbed her chin and began stroking it. "I think you are, dear."

"I think I would know if I was pregnant." I didn't mean to sound so clipped when I spoke to her but I wasn't pregnant. It's impossible I am on the pill.

The pill isn't full proof Isabella.

Esme Cullen stood up and came over and embraced me. Little did she know I fucked her son and that the only way I could be pregnant would be…

If we had…

Which we certainly did do it…

With out protection…

Several times…

"Oh I am sorry Bella I didn't mean to sound like I was prying. It's just that you are showing a lot of sign's."

I was lost. "Signs?"

"Well from the looks of it every time you get a whiff of something you feel sick cause your face gets all scrunched up. Your stomach is sensitive because of the way you were massaging your stomach, your back is achy…I could tell by the way you bent down…and the way your stomach is round in the center. You will grow into that roundness but still I can tell. I did have three boys you know."

I blanched.

Bella you're glowing…

Realization set in.

You're glowing…

I tried to remain calm.

You're showing…

I felt light headed.

When is your baby due…?

I couldn't hear anything she was saying any more. I could see her lips moving and I nodded and smiled but I wasn't with her there in that room anymore.

Baby…

I was on the verge of a full on panic attack.

Due…

Then I realized something as Esme Cullen made her way out of my office. When was my last period…?

Baby….

Oh. Shit.

I picked up my phone and dialed the first number on my speed dial.

"I need you to meet me at my place in thirty minutes. Code red. " I hung up and the urgency in my tone left no room for mistake.

Fuck. My. Life.