A/N: Hello All!
This chapter had been posted in my outtakes section, but I decided this needed to be included in the actual story. Revisions have been made…new chapter posts tonight as well.
Disclaimer: These characters belong to Stephanie Meyer. I just like to play with them
EPOV: Chapter 8 continued past!
Bang…Bang…Bang.
"Eddie boy its time for school."
Silence.
"Edwardo, open the door."
Silence.
"God damnit, Eddie I'm just going to keep knocking until you answer."
Bang…bang…bang…bang…bang…
Silence.
BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG!
Jesus Christ.
"I'm up! I'm up!"
I grabbed the door knob with enough force to rip it off the hinges. I slowed down long enough to unlock the damn door before it swung open on both Jasper and Emmett.
"What the FUCK guys? I am trying to sleep." I practically yelled.
"First of all don't get snippy with us. Mom sent us up here and secondly; don't forget you're still our little brother". Emmett motioned between him and Jasper. "We can still get away with kicking your ass, now get ready for school".
I shook my head. "Whatever". Then I promptly shut the door on their faces and turned on my Ipod, letting Claire de Lune play through my speakers.
Calming, relaxing. In through my nose, out through my mouth. I closed my eyes.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuckety, fucking, fuck Fridays!
I look around my room gathering my shit in my bag. I grabbed the paper that was due in Mr. Banner's class today, and through a fitted shirt on that was white, and fitted jeans fitted jeans. My shoes were much the same black, but they were converse. I put a beanie on just to spite my mother for having tweetle Dee and Dumb wake me up.
I put my back pack over my shoulder, and walked out of my room not even bothering to make my bed, or pick up the mess I left from finding something to wear.
"Edward, honey come have a seat at the table I made you breakfast." I got to the bottom of the stairs and just looked at my mother.
She busied herself about the kitchen and set down a glass of orange juice next to a plate I saw that was mine. She didn't even look up when she spoke.
"Edward Anthony Cullen if you do not sit down in this seat this instant, you can kiss your Ipod good bye for the rest of the day", she turned and looked at me and placed her hands on her hips.
I on the other hand flew to my seat and began shoveling French toast and eggs into my mouth.
"Mmmmm…thanks mom".
She came over and kissed my head. "Don't talk with your mouth open".
She waited for me to finish eating and then she took my plate and patted me on the head.
"Have a good day at school honey, your father had to leave early but he will be home before you get back from school".
I nodded, then chugged my orange juice.
"Bye momma". I kissed her cheek and then I was off.
I got into the car that my parents got me for my 16th birthday this year. A Volvo, now though it wasn't my first choice, it helped convincing the parents of the daughter I was taking out that night that's for sure.
Well I mean, if I did take girls out. Not that I didn't have dates its just I didn't want to go out with just anyone. I had plenty of girls who wanted me…really. I am not kidding.
Many girls at school were always by my locker, asking to carry my books and all that, but all of them just seemed…I don't know. Generic? Like Lauren who I got to second base with but refuse to put my penis anywhere near her junk, and then there was Jessica who actually tried to go down on me in the boys bathroom. I ran and pushed them both away. Ewwww. I wasn't into tramps; what ever it was girls were selling I just wasn't interested. I'm picky, or so that's what Ben and Angela say.
Regardless, this is the year. I keep telling my self. The year I am going to loose it. I am a big boy, with bog boy needs and a sixteen year old man needs to loose it. You know the V? Yeah well I refuse to enter into my senior year with it, and as soon as I find some one who's worth having it, it's theirs.
I drove to school in comfortable silence going over my speech for history class. I worked a couple of days on it, so I am sure it will go fine. I chewed on my bottom lip, I need a cigarette but I won't have time for that today.
I pulled into the parking lot and parked in my usual spot.
My two best friends were already there and were waiting for me to get out.
"Ed, dude you missed one hell of an after school special yesterday. We had this awesome sack, pretty dope dude. We all stared at the ceiling for like five hours yesterday." Garret my best friend went on.
I just shook my head.
"Sorry man starring at the ceiling…damn I am sorry I missed it. I had to get my paper done". I pushed him with my shoulder lightly.
"Don't worry about it Eddie, I had to do mine and his homework so that Banner wont kick him out". Kate his girlfriend spoke.
"Kate, what would I do with out you?" Garret cooed in her ear.
"Probably drop out of high school", she snorted.
Garret and Kate have been together since they were in the eighth grade... That was the year I started school with them. We were just a bunch of rascals then, now we are juniors.
"I'm just trying to keep you in the same grade so they don't hold you back next year so we can all graduate at the same time. Right, Ed?"
"Right", we all trudged through the rain, of small Forks High School. I can't wait to get out of this town. Why couldn't I just go to private school like Emmett? Life is unfair. Oh yeah I remember why I can't. My mother begged me to stay, telling me how she 'would miss her baby' and how her kids are 'growing up so fast'. I got suckered. Total bullshit.
"So dude, did you want to come over and see if we could… you know do a recap of yesterday? Tyler and Eric are all coming, too."
"Um, I don't know let me see what's going on with my brothers. They are back for the day. I am gonna see if I can score some more shit out in Seattle's, lovelies." I waved them off.
"You da man Cullen!" Garret yelled. Okay so not everyone knows I am a virgin, alright? Besides me no one knows actually…
I walked solely to my first period class and put my head down on my desk.
Ring…Ring…Ring…
"Okay everyone; I want your papers on my desk first thing Monday Morning."
Oh Shit…I missed the whole class.
Oh well I will just ask Kate tomorrow…She has this class fourth period anyway.
I gather my things and smiled warily at my teacher.
"Mr. Cullen will you please wait, I need to speak to you", my teacher said.
"Sure, Mr. …umm... sure teacher". What the hell is his name again?
After everyone cleared out, he turned back to me and sat behind his desk.
"Have a seat Mr. Cullen", he gestured with his hand to the seat in the very front.
"Is everything ok, teach?"
"Well Mr. Cullen I can't really complain…your grades are in perfect order and your attendance is impeccable. I guess the problem is physically you are in my class but", he looked down at his clock. "If I see you sleeping in my class room again. You will be spending the rest of this semester in after school detention. Are we clear?"
"Yes, sir." I saluted in my mind.
I got up and walked swiftly from his room, and went to my next class ignoring everyone and everything until I got to my seat and put my head down immediately.
I huffed. I need out of this town. I wish I were some one else. Some place else. Anywhere but this god forsaken town. I drowned out my class which was math. Freaking kill me.
My next two classes flew by in the same fashion. Except when lunch came, that's what made the difference.
"Hey Kate, I am going to need to know what the assignment was for English".
"Fall asleep again?"
"Yep." I popped the 'p'.
She chuckled.
"Mmmm", Garret put in.
Kate and I just looked at each other.
"Got the munchies, bro?"
He just nodded his head.
"Oh shit, Edward. Jessica and Lauren are coming over," Garret and Kate were laughing, and I just sighed.
I tried to ignore them. Really I did.
"Hi Edward", Lauren spoke first.
I just nodded my head.
"We were wondering if maybe you wanted to come over later. Laurens parents are gone and we were thinking of having a sleep over…Did you want to join us?" I threw up in my mouth just a little.
"Ummm…sorry can't", and watched them walk away irritated again at their failed attempts.
"Dude did you see Laurens skirt? Could it get any shorter?" Garret put in.
"Can you say S-L-U-T?" Kate retorted.
We spent the rest of lunch in the same manner. Making fun of the two bit twins, and there dwindling brains. We decided to escape to the back of the school before the bell rang and smoke a bit before I needed to make my appearance in my next class. Mr. Banner has been riding my ass all year. I just hope he is satisfied and will let me get through this day with out a hitch.
Mr. Banner was absent and I wouldn't have it any other way. I spent the class completely stoned out of my wits. Then I went home after that, because I had no classes left. It was perfect…
I sped home and didn't even think twice about the small hell called Forks high, that was found in the middle of this green paradise.
I raced in to the house and caught Emmett and Jasper both heading to the door with their bags.
"You have to let me come for the weekend." I blocked the front door.
"Why would we let you do that? We have a major party tonight with girls, older girls. We can't have you cramping our style." Emmett said.
"Please I will be good. I want to go please. Let me go to the party. I am going to loose it if I have to stay here this weekend please?" I wasn't passed pleading.
Emmett looks at Jasper who just shrugged his shoulders.
"Alright, let's just go so I don't have to deal with this crap if mom catches us standing here." Jasper said.
I ran from the room and packed a weekend bag. I threw some jeans and a couple button down t-shirts into my back pack and some pj bottoms. I threw my tooth brush in and grabbed my comb and flew back down the stairs.
"Let me just tell mom and dad." I said as I passed them.
I went into the living room. Dad had his face in a book and mom was looking at some designs for the new front bathroom.
"Mom, Dad I am going with Emmie and Jasp this weekend."
They both looked up at each other, Dad winked at Mom and she blushed. EW. Fucking gross!
"Be careful son," then my Dad winked at me.
"Love you baby." Mom put in.
Neither of them bothered to get up and hug me. I just shook my head at the gross images of my parents together in a romantic way.
Disgusting…old people…
Jasp and Em all got into Em's jeep and I jumped into my Volvo.
This is the weekend I can feel it. I tell my self. I am feeling very confident. I send Emmett a text.
Beat you there brothers-Ed
In your dreams, pip squeak!-Em
XOXOXOXOX
After arriving I threw myself on the couch of my brothers.
"Freedom! Has never been so comfortable." I snuggled deeper into my brothers couch cushions.
I looked at my watch and it was 6 o'clock.
"So what's the plan my brothers?" I got up and draped an arm over their shoulders that were standing at the counter.
Emmett and Jasper just looked at me, and we all smiled.
"Party." We all said in unison.
We all cracked open beers and I new this weekend wouldn't disappoint.
We raised our bottles.
"To getting laid." I said with out hesitation and Jasper and Emmett repeated the same thing.
Next thing I know we are entering this amazing house and theirs no one carding.
"I love parties", I patted my brothers on the shoulders. "See you boys later, I am going to go find me a drink and then a girl." I grinned and split from them.
I found my self at the bar for a little bit. Trying to warm myself up and figure out how I was going to approach a girl tonight.
"What can I help you with?" A short haired pixie woman asked me from behind the bar.
"Ummm…whats the specialty tonight."
She grinned. "Well sir tonight we have a pretty big spread. Tequila sunrises and margaritas though are the extent of my capabilities. However we do have an assortment of beer."
"Corona then", she popped the cap and slid it to me. "Thanks". I turned then focusing my attention out to the crowd trying to find a girl that fit me.
I was disappointed. Every one seemed over the top, or too much boob, not enough ass. There were red heads, blondes, brunettes, but nothing that sparked my interest. I decided I would go find a bathroom, before I really started looking. I was able to get in and out with out much of a line. It was still pretty early so I decided to lean up against the wall and wait until I see her. Some one who I could see my self with.
That's when I caught her standing at the bar. Wholly Fuck she's hot.
I gulped my beer down, trying to gain enough confidence to go up to her. Just when I was about to approach her, a blonde walked up and they seemed to know each other. They put back a few shots and then I had made up my mind I would go up to her after they separated.
How ever just as I was about to step away from the wall the beauty stepped away from the bar looking for some one, and then that's when I caught her eyes. She had the most beautiful eyes, done up in the most sultry of make up. Her nose the perfect size and she had the sweetest lips I have ever seen. I just didn't know what to do. If I didn't approach her soon she was going to be taken. She has seen me looking though and she smiled. Her lips parting slightly as she teased me with her body. I was about to come undone in my pants.
Just as I thought I should get to her before some one else does, some dude approached her and she turned him down and began dancing to the music. I huffed in agreement, good.
I had already marked her as mine, and that ass hole could piss off. She caught me looking at her again and I was stuck. I couldn't look away. I couldn't step forward she had me pinned to the god damn wall. Fucking Hell…
Then she fucking smirked.
She circled a few more times and she had me completely engulfed. She was going to be the one to take it…Tonight…Jesus…if she didn't kill me first.
I hadn't paid attention at first…she was wearing a blue dress and silver heels and the dress went down between her boobs and gave just enough for my imagination to run wild.
That's when the ass hole approached her again. I couldn't help my self. I flung my self to her and grabbed her hips and began dancing. I couldn't contain the smirk that graced my face as the ass hole just stalked off.
She turned to me then and began dancing with me. Our eyes fixed on each other as the lyrics to the song began filing my head. I was buzzing hard, and my dick was the same. I needed her, I wanted her, and god damnit I was gonna have her. She turned a couple of times and then grinded her self into my groin in a good way. I couldn't help the curse that graced my mouth.
"Shit, your going to be the death of me." I said through tight lips.
She turned a few more times and I ran my fingers up and down her sides, until we came face to face and we crashed our lips together.
She moaned into my mouth and my dick became even harder. I reached down and grabbed her ass. Enjoying the size of it in my hands. I was marking her…mine…
We both pulled away for air and next thing I know she is motioning me forward for me to follow her.
Too honestly I say I remember what happened next, I am not completely sure. All I know is we went from standing, to me on the bed and my pants down by my ankles, and she was straddling me.
My hands had taken on a life of their own and began touching her between her legs. What ever I was doing was working because she was moaning and let out a few words when she looked down and saw my size.
I just smirked. That's right…my cock…rocks.
"Ungh…ahh…oh yes", she said into my ear. It just made my pride swell.
"You like that baby? You like when I touch you like this?" I whispered into her ear.
She gasped. "Ugh..yes. I need…need you there." She gestured with her hand.
Wholly fuck…was I really going to do this… She and I…together… Like in real life…I couldn't even blink. Think. I was just WOW…I'm about to do it.
She began kissing me, and assaulted my mouth. She pulled away and pushed her self up on to the tip of my cock and all thinking ceased to exist when she crashed her lips to mine again and lowered her self down.
O.M.G.
After that everything just took on a life of its own. I couldn't talk anymore and I was just happy. Ecstatic really.
I was just full of senses and grunts, and moans and I am sure I might have screamed out to "Wait!"
Then I blacked out.
All I heard were profanities, as we both came and it was the most intense moment of my life.
I was content for the first thirty seconds in my mind and then something began to edge on my contentment. I just did it…what was I suppose to wear again…?
"Oh shit! We didn't use anything!" I said into her ear.
"I'm on birth control, don't worry." She kissed my neck and I sighed and was back in my happy place.
I lay back on the bed catching my breath as this beauty lay on top of me with my cock still inside her.
I felt her sit up and then she spoke.
"My name is Isabella, Swan. But you can just call me Bella. What's your name?" She was looking at me innocently.
I smiled the most genuine smile I have ever let out in my life, "Edward…just Edward."
It was then I realized I might have just entered into something I had no business being in.
