A/N: This chapter is dedicated to Babe Pryor. Your comment made my day… It seriously gave me the courage to sit down and write this chapter

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Again Thank you for reviewing, story alerting and for putting this story as one of your favorites. You all seriously own my heart

Anyway I hope for those that received the Charlie POV clip liked it. I thought it was just fun and silly. In reality that little clip helped me bring in—

Oops! Can't tell you…its gonna give away something. Anyway enjoy this chapter…

Its longer to compensate for the short chapters previous to this

Disclaimer: Stephanie Meyer is the brilliant author behind these characters that own my heart…there fore I must play with their hearts in return


Chapter 11:

EPOV past continued…

When sleep finally evaded my senses my eyelids fluttered open to a room that was unfamiliar to me. I could still feel the warmth of a body next to mine, but I quickly learned that Bella was not asleep, but starring right at me.

"Hi," I said shyly. Really Edward… Hi?

"Hi," she replied back.

I noticed her position and she had her head propped up using her left arm.

"How long have you been awake?" I asked her.

"Awhile…" She trailed off.

I looked down between our bodies and noticed the space between us. It saddened me greatly seeing that.

"So I guess your going to be a mom?" I asked with a shaky voice.

She nodded her head. "And I guess your going to be a dad? I mean if you want to be apart of this…" She trailed off.

I frowned. "Bella of course I want to be apart of the babies life. I helped make him or her." She looked at me and smiled.

I smiled back. I was glad I was able to do that even when she didn't feel like smiling.

"I'm sorry…" I trailed off by grabbing a hold of her free hand and held it in mine.

"But you have to know it was never my intention to hurt you. I care about you so much Bella…I want to be here for you. Be everything our little girl or boy needs me to be."

As I finished tears welled up in her eyes again and they started to stream down her face.

"Why are you crying, love?"

"B—because, you are so young. B—but I can't help that I still want you. I, I don't want to do this to you. I'm not g—good for you, Edward." She sobbed into my chest.

I gave caution to the wind and pulled her towards my chest and when her cries finally went into broken sobs I still held her. Moments passed. I am not sure how long or how short but eventually I broke the silence that ebbed in the room.

"I'll be here regardless if you want me here or not. I want to be with you Isabella. I don't care about our age differences. I want to be here." I felt free telling her these things.

"But why?" she whispered. "After what I did to you at your school. Why don't you hate me?"

My expression softened. "I could never hate you Bella. If anything it just made me realize how I never deserved you in the first place. I thought you didn't want me. I thought I wasn't good enough."

She snorted. "How could you think that? Your like fucking perfect…oops I mean F-en perfect. Oh heck you know what I mean!" She said exasperated.

I chuckled. I couldn't help it. "Trying not to cuss are we?" I wiggled my eyebrows at her suggestively.

She smacked my chest playfully and brought her free hand to her stomach.

"I'm trying not to cuss for my—I mean our baby."

The room instantly became intense again.

"What do you want to do Bella? I will stick with every decision you make. I would like to be apart of this though… is that alright?"

She didn't answer me at first. She just looked me in the eyes and didn't even blink. So I pleaded with my own to please let me be apart of this miracle.

She finally relented and nodded her head. "Yes, of course I wouldn't deny you that."

I couldn't help but smile. I didn't know what else to say so I asked her the one thing I had really wanted to do.

"May I?" I motioned with my hand towards her stomach.

She nodded enthusiastically.

"Of course you don't have to ask Edward, you helped make him or her."

I leaned forward and our foreheads rested against each others never breaking eye contact. I let my left hand ghost across her stomach before resting on it. I looked down to realize that a baby was being made. That Bella was going to have my child.

In that instant my heart swelled to twice its size and I couldn't help the next words that fell from lips because I knew in that instant they were true.

"Isabella?" I whispered looking up into her eyes again.

"Yes Edward?"

"I love you."

She just looked at me, and I wasn't sure what to think. I was nervous with anticipation. But my worrying was over nothing. She smiled a dazzling smile and replied.

"I love you too."


We stayed like that all morning. Wrapped up in each other. We didn't discuss what we were going to do. We just listened to each others breathing, and focused on catching up on what we both have missed out on. Each others company.

We didn't talk about the baby, my parents, her job, our ages….we just let things be and for a moment. I got to pretend that we were living in our own home, and our baby was going to make Bella round with a child I helped create.

The thought turned me on more than I thought possible.

After another hour or so I knew we couldn't just stay in this bed forever. Even though it was quite comfortable.

"Bella?"

"Yes?"

"What are we going to do?"

"I don't know. I know I want to keep the baby, but beyond that I don't know."

"Well you know you have me right?" I looked at her and she was lying with her head on my chest. Both of our hands were on her stomach.

"I know that now." She smiled timidly at me.

"You won't take—him or her—away from me right?" I asked suddenly panicked.

She sat up and grabbed my face with both her small hands.

"Edward, I promise you I will never do that to you." Her eyes held mine and the meaning behind the words lay in her eyes. I knew she wasn't lying and because of that I knew things were going to be good.

I sighed. "Thank you."

Our faces inched together and when we were just breaths apart. I saw the look in her eyes. She was testing this. What we had. That electricity in the air, she was checking to see if it was all worth it. Falling for me, being with me considering my age and all. To know that she was going to be swollen with my baby. I saw her silently appraise me and I hopped to god I passed with flying colors. When she suddenly started moving closer I knew that with out a doubt I had passed because our lips brushed against each others and I knew I was home.

That I… Edward Fucking Cullen… in fact did love this beautiful woman called Isabella Swan. That I was probably more whipped than my brothers and I didn't give a shit.

The kiss was slow and drawn out but eventually I couldn't take the slow pace so I slowly grazed her lips with my tongue seeking entrance. She parted them slightly and I caught her breath in my mouth and I knew she was fucking perfect in every single way that I wanted.

My hands trailed down her sides as she brought her body to lie on top of mine.

Perfect body.

I mentally thought to my self.

I brought her lower lip in between my teeth and lightly bit down.

Perfect lips.

I continued my assault on her lips as our kisses became more intense.

Eventually my fingers found my way under her blouse and her soft skin made my fingers tingle.

Perfect skin.

I could feel her pressing her center against my stomach and I couldn't take it anymore. I rolled us over on her big bed until I was on top of her.

I broke our kiss so we could both get some air. My lips grazed down her jaw and down her neck.

"I love you Isabella." I felt her breath hitch and I smirked a little because of the known affect I had on her.

"I love you too." She whispered. I smiled in between kissing her neck and her now exposed shoulder.

As I continued to pepper her shoulder with kisses I began undoing the button up shirt she had on. When my kisses reached in between her breasts her breaths became labored and I smirked knowing that I knew her body probably better than mine.

I reached up and cupped one breast in my hand and slowly began massage it.

"Oh Edward…more." She whispered.

So I took my hand and put under her bra and took her nipple in between my gingers and began my torture on her body for being away from me for so long. Her hips thrust upward and I knew she was getting antsy like me.

Her center was blazing and I could feel her pulse through her silky skin that she needed me. But above all she wanted me like this.

I began to undo her pants painfully slow until I knew she was on the edge of either killing me or ripping her clothes off her self.

"Jesus Fuck! Edward just take them off already!" She hissed.

I chuckled. "No swearing, baby." I reprimanded her.

"F-en Hell!" She let out in a shuttering breath when my hand slid into the front of her jeans.

"You like that Isa—Bella?" As I said that my hand made its way to her slick folds only to find her wet and waiting for me.

It was like I became a different person. I didn't waist time taking off her pants after that and she helped me get out of my clothes before we knew it we found our selves naked with me on top of her poised at her entrance with us under the blankets.

I starred into her brown eyes, they were wide. Her cheeks flushed.

"You promise you love me Bella?" Worry streaking my face.

Her features softened. She didn't say anything but she brought both of her hands to my face.

"Forever remember?"

With that I slid home and brought my slips to hers. I stayed like that unmoving allowing us both adjust to being with each other like this because it had been a couple of weeks.

"Forever." I whispered softly back at her as I slowly kissed her.

I began moving with inside of her.

God she was so fucking tight.

"Shit Bella." I rasped out.

"Mmmm…yes. For you—baby. Please don't stop." She bit down on my neck and I almost fucking lost it.

It hurt. A lot. But after she released my neck from her teeth the sting wasn't so bad and it actually turned me on more.

"Fuck Bella, if you make me any harder—moan—I am gon—gonna combust."

"Let go, Edward. Show me how much you want me."

I began pumping her furiously like my life depended on it. I didn't let go. I held her tight to me. But lose enough where I could look at her as my dick came in and out of her and as I made love to her.

We weren't just fucking.

We were making something.

We already had. A baby.

This was different…this was making love.

I slowed considerably. Wanting to hold on to the first time we made love.

"Slow baby." I whispered to her.

My thrusts began to slow down to barely even moving as I took in her beauty. She was on her back, her hair splayed against the pillow and she was fucking perfect. She smiled widely at me.

"My Edward." She gave me a dazzling smile and caressed my shoulder with her hand.

Even barely moving however was making it hard to remain going so slow. I put my head down on her shoulder. And kissed the soft kissing causing her to sigh.

"Baby I need you." I said to her.

"You have me."

I couldn't take it any more. I picked up my speed again and before I knew it I was taking off like a fucking race horse.

"Oh god. YES!" she let out. "Shit Edward. I need more. Please."

I pumped into her vigorously with all my might. I was practically impaling her into the bed.

"Right there. Your gonna make me come!" She yelled.

With that I felt her walls flex and my release was eminent after that… and I was coming too.

We both stayed in our positions breathing heavily letting the after noon sun seep into the room.

"You know were both definitely going to have to work on the cussing thing..." I chuckled and it was light hearted...I was just glad she included us.

"Yes baby we will work on it. Together." I waggled my eyebrows at her and she snorted slapping my shoulder playfully.


Eventually I moved from being on top of her only to bring her to my chest and practically wrap my body around her. Shielding her and our baby safely.

I was on the cusp of sleep that night when I heard it.

Click. Something metal being put in place. Clack. Something being cocked.

My eyes flashed open and when I looked down Bella wasn't looking at me she was looking towards the foot of the bed.

I hesitantly looked where she was looking.

"Son I think you need to remove yourself from that bed and clothe yourself before you regret ever being born." The voice was steady. This man was tall lean with dark hair and eyes that matched Bella's and then that's when it clicked on who this person was.

"Hi Daddy." Bella replied.

"Oh shit."

FUCK. MY. LIFE!


End Note:

Okay you all are probably wondering what the flipping hell is going on and how the heck does Charlie come into the picture? Well…if you reviewed the last chapter you would have received a clippie of how Bella tells Charlie she's pregnant.

Lets just say Charlie didn't take it so well…he doesn't even know he's under age... yet. He's just furious that his little girl is pregnant.

Review to get an inside look into Charlie's head…and a hint at what is to come next chapter…

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