Chapter 2 : The journal Readings
June 6th, 1999
It happened again...only this time I think Naru might have broke something. The back of my head hurts extraordinarily worse then all the other times she's hit me there.
Okay, I'm back, I decided not to go to the doctor. This always happens anyway so its not that big of a deal to begin with. Tomorrow I'm going to surprise her with a nice dinner, I hope she will forgive me...
June 11th, 1999
Last night was a complete success! I still cant believe what happened...here, I'll go some detail.
It was a perfect Sunday morning when I woke, my head still felt a tingle from the punch but that was soon remedied with a hot shower, the whole morning was setup perfectly for my question. The seas were calm, nothing bad had happened at all, no breast touching, no accidental peeking, nothing. Next came the difficult part, the question. The best way to describe Naru is a bombshell both physically and emotionally. So I approached with extreme caution and stammered out my best...and she said yes! Not only that but we even setup the date for the tenth.
It was the most exciting and nerve-wracking four days of my life. Too many things could possibly go wrong...but none of them happened. For the night of the date she wore a slim strapless red dress and pumps.
The whole night was in comparison to only the best of my dreams, I never stuttered, I managed not to stare, it was like I could not mess this up for the world. The dinner was also exceptional, I had a steak, bloody rare, a bit odd since I like mine medium-well but delicious nonetheless.
But, as with all things, it had to end and the night threatened to break dawn as we made the steps to Hinata inn. The last five minutes were perhaps the best of my life. She kissed, Sadly enough this is were my luck came to an abrupt halt, as I had just bitten her lip. Thankfully it did not ruin the whole night, just the mood.
The strangest thing happened however, when the blood started to flow from her cut a bit got into my mouth...and it tasted amazing. I don't know if maybe it was due to the ecstasy I was in or what but...odd.
June 13th, 1999
I think something might be wrong. I seem to crave raw meat, but as I chew it begins to disgust me with each bite. It could be some phase I guess. On a lighter note, I think Naru's been lightening up a little bit finally. First off she didn't hit after my accident with her lip she didn't make snide comment at the all day yesterday or today and she even gave me a kiss goodnight! I think karma is finally taking a turn for the better for me.
June 14th, 1999
There are days of peace, of sorrow, of happiness, of anger. Some are more, some are less, some grasp two, or reach all four. But they never leave, always following. For me there is only one...sorrow.
June 15th, 1999
Why? That is my question. What exactly have I done? Even Kitsune hurts me, the only person I can even be near is Shinobu. Its a little odd though...no matter what happens, I always forgive them. Its a vicious cycle, and I hate it all, this of mine doesn't count for anything now does it? The only positive in my life was the inheritance of this godforsaken hotel, and even this has manged to screw me over. The four days are a lie, there is only misery for this soul.