Chapter 4 : the journal readings
June 27th 1999
I have finally devised my next plan of action and have implemented its first stage.
The entirety of this blueprint is setup into three separate and unique stages. First off is the "befriendment" stage, at this point in time all I do is exactly whats stated in the name, befriend them. But with the Hinata girls…that is its own brand of rocket science, especially for a guy like me…thus why I have chosen Su.
The next phase is simple but is applicable, and essential in some form or another…aptly named the "lure" is, once again, exactly that, the using of an item any particular potential victim highly covets. In this scenario perhaps the only thing truly useful would be bananas. Now its going to have to be enough bananas to make Su fall asleep…which is a lot of goddamn bananas.
The third and final phase is called…for lack of a better term, "the End" here is where my victim will find my true self, which will end in their untimely demise, of course. I like to think of it as payment for the pain they have caused me. Like wise, this is also the most dangerous phase, and failure is not an option, lest I wish to die at their hands.
Now to divulge into the implementation of my analysis. On paper Su should be just as easy as Shinobu, except for her huge amounts of energy, along with her overly violent tendencies….on second thought…this might be tougher than I thought. Once again my past has come in handy, considering she already trusts me due to our past experiences together.
She too will find out who I am.
June 29th 1999
She's smart.
I should have taken this into account as well…I don't know why the hell I didn't…she is definitely getting suspicious, she keeps asking questions about Shinobu, always in that playful manner of hers, but now there is a tinge of seriousness to her voice. She also nags about why I've been spending so much time with her as of late.
I really hope this doesn't turn into another Shinobu situation.
I have to act quickly, but patiently, slow is smooth, smooth is fast. I may have to bypass phase two altogether…and it might get messy. Failure….there is no such thing as failure now…I will write next, when my mission has been completed.
July 1st 1999
The task was not easy, but it has been done. I must eradicate the old Keitaro, his forgetfulness nearly had me killed.
Su fought with the strength of ten men.
Yesterday was over cast and cloudy, a dreary depressing day. Su asked me to play with her, so of course, I said yes. The game decided on was hide and seek, almost perfect for my objective. At first I simply played a few rounds with her, to get her comfortable until about an hour into the game, then I struck.
I hid in one of the secret passage ways honeycombing the inn and waited, and waited, and waited, I had to have been waiting in the vicinity of twenty minutes until at long last she came scrambling in "wow, you really are great at hiding Keitaro" and I quote the last words to expel from her throat.
I strangled her…a beautiful sight to behold. As soon as the above sentence was uttered my hands shot out, directly for her neck, her skin was soft as well, I admit, the old Keitaro was screaming in the back of my head, the coward. As I compressed my fingers to cut off her access to oxygen, she fought as if possessed. The bruises I received look terrible, much worse then Naru's love taps.
At one point she almost broke free, and thusly I would have been done for, if not for pure willpower I would not be writing this. Her blows became weak and farther apart as I continued to apply pressure, soon she was no longer among the living.
I laid her out upon the floor so that I could get my "tools". I found the process to be slightly easier as I put forth the effort to separate skin from bone. The experience was invaluable, this time I packaged the cuts separately and organized them in the freezer.
After I had finished I resumed the studies I had left off a few days before. I have to keep up my guise somehow right?
Speaking of which…I will write more later, I'm supposed to study tonight with Naru tonight.
July 2nd 1999
Every day is a new day to me. For instance, last night while studying with Naru I began correcting her! She is tops in the nation…so that's a huge deal for me, at first she thought it was just luck but after a while it became consistent. I think she finally views me as an equal, and a guy. There id definitely some changes going on here in the way my body functions, and I see no negatives.
On the other hand, I had to deal with Su's disappearance in the form of Motoko. I don't think she completely believed that she left for her home country, those two had always been close, this will only make things harder in the end I suppose. Goodnight.
July 3rd 1999
I have all these cravings now. Every once in a while I get these painful aches until I begin moving towards the freezer. The tissue I consume is…well…indescribable, this is the most alive I have ever felt…
But something is missing
Authors note: Two updates in two days? Impossible! But no dear reader, I am absolutely determined to get to a much farther point than this in the story. Then quit there…BAHAHAHA, I know, im evil, how else could I think of this? Fear not, the worst is yet to come…till next time dear reader, this is z6don signing off.