Disclaimer: I do not own Victorious.
Warning: Strong language and sexual references is used in this chapter, readers discretion is asked.
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Chapter 14
Beck was walking down the hall laughing about a stupid video André sent him when he crashed into a small frame.
Why is this person so tiny? He chuckled internally. He was about to voice his thoughts when he saw the person.
"Hey" He smirked, she looked so hot at the moment that his mind was traveling to innapropriate places, places that shouldn't be thought of at school but that's why it was a good thing he was skipping.
Tori looked at him for what felt like an eternity, he was trying to hold his laughter for as long as he could but she seemed to have lost it, like something just ticked.
"Hey? That's all you've got to say after avoiding for two weeks, hey?" She rolled her eyes.
She was fuming, he had a feeling that if he looked close enough, he'd see smoke coming out of her ears which was a pretty funny picture so that't how his front cracked, he laughed and laughed but it was a big mistake...
"Are you seriously laughing at me?" She opened her mouth a few times, trying to bite his ear off but she was speechless. She groaned. "You know what? I'm over this, fuck this" she started walking in the opposite direction and that when his neurons began functioning, hewent ahead and grabbed her arm.
"Hey babe" she was obviously uncomfortable at the moment but he wasn't fully in contact with all his senses. "I'm sorry, it's just that" He chuckled. "André sent me this video- oh, you should have seen it, so funny" He laughed. She frowned.
"Beck, look at me" she fully turned around and grabbed his head in her hands, he looked at her shoes, they were shiny, they reminded him of the song she loved singing so much — "Make It Shine" — she truly makes them shine. He smiled. It made him love them at the instant.
"I like your shoes, they match you with the sparkles and all" He said pointing at her shoes.
She ignored his comment and threw him a worried glance. "Beck please, look at me" she begged, caressing his face now. He looked up and she instantly gasped.
"What? Is there a spider in my face? Take it off" He panicked.
Spiders were his phobia, he couldn't look at them and it was a secret that only his parents and Tori knew.
"You're fine, you don't have a spider anywhere near you" He sighed. He could see her mouth slightly curving up way, however her face turned serious again. "Beck, what did you take?"
"I ate some fries, a hamburger and soda...the hamburger was really good but the fries were soggy and-" He got rudely interrupted by Tori when he was telling her about his interesting eating decisions.
Tori was frustrated by this point. "That's not what I mean, I meant..." She looked around and whispered something inaudible.
"What?" He placed his hand in his ear to emphasize the fact that he didn't hear her.
"Drugs" she whispered harshly.
"Where?" He looked around, searching for the drugs. "Tori, call the police, drugs are not for kids, they are for rabbits" He said like it was the most logical thing ever, I think I got it from a TV commecial or something.
"What are you talking about Beck?"
Voices were heard down the hall, Tori opened her eyes and ran to the janitor's room after taking my hand in hers. Once inside she locked the door and leaned on it.
"Don't talk" Beck nodded.
After the voices faded, Tori started feeling less tense. "Okay now...Beck, can you tell me the truth?"
"Yes, I promise" he replied, his hand up like he was taking an oath at court.
"Are you high?" Tori asked slowly.
"Yes" He answered, his best poker face was set.
"What did you take?"
Tori was worried, he seemed more disorientated than he normally did when he smoked weed so she was asumming he took something stronger or mixed substances and that made her nervous on how to mange the situation, she wanted to kill him.
"Weed and some pretty little pills that Ron got for me, they're new merch and he needed to try them so I was like why not"
Ron was a local drug dealer that sells to high school kids who wish to spend their in recreational drugs, the scumbag is Beck's go to guy when he's feeling low.
"What's wrong?" Tori asked, squeezing his shoulder as a way of comfort.
"Oh no, it's great, makes you feel on the clouds and shit but I have to tell him that it has a side effect..." Beck pouted.
"What side effect?" Tori raised an eyebrow.
"Well, like I have this tin-not tiny...big, enormous" he put his chest out. "Problem" he stood in silence for a few second, Tori was about to press on the matter when he said "like my penis has being hard ever since I took so I had to strap it in my box-" Tori interrupted his explanation.
Seems like it gives him a whole new level of honesty, tori cringed, thinking that he was already honest enough.
"Okay, glad to know that" She said sarcastically. "But what I actually meant was how were you feeling before taking them, I know you take them to keep your emotions 'under control'" she emphasized the 'under control' because she knew him well enough to know that he was a train wreck when he was high,
And that made rage run through him. "Did you seriously just ask me that?" He tsked. "You first throw the f bomb and now you ask me what was happening, you know what was, is fucking happening" he narrowed her eyes.
Tori felt attacked and anger consumed her also. "What f bomb? Friends? Us being friends?" Beck cringed, the thought itself made him want to barf. "What is so bad about that? Do you really want me that much that you can't just be my friend?" She screamed.
"Oh, get over yourself, you know too damn well that we can't make it work as friends, it doesn't work between us" he screamed right back at her.
"It can work. You're friends with Cat, why is it different with me? That's just an excuse to get into my pants"
"Already did and Cat is different" Tori felt a pang of hurt run through her.
He basically called me a slut, she was offended.
"Why is it different?" I pressed on the subject.
"Because she's Cat" Tori understood. "And besides I. Don't. Want. To. Be. Your. Friend. Do you get that." Tori didn't get that, at all.
"You backstabbing piece of shi-"
"Who's there?" A booming voice echoed, it was the principal and Tori knew that if she saw them is that state, if she saw Beck in that state, they'd be expelled so she started freaking out.
"This is all you fault, we're gonna get caught" she hit him but Beck grabbed her arms and shushed her.
"They don't know we're here so we are not in trouble, you just have to be quiet, okay?" Tori nodded.
"Who's there?" The principal asked. They held their breaths, hoping for the best. "Guess there's no one here, stress has me hearing unexistent voices" they heard heels clicking away from the door.
They both sighed in relief but then tensed again when they noticed how close they were, it looked like Beck brought her closer to him when he pulled her arms.
Beck licked his lips, feeling them dry all of a sudden. The brunette looked at the movement like it was the last drop of water on earth, the hunger invading her body and clouding her judgement.
She leaned closer and brushed his lips against his. He smirked. "So much for being friends"
Just like that, she snapped out of it, noticed her slip up. "Right, I'm sorry, it's not going to happen again buddy" she forced out, rubbing the back of head, uncomfortable.
"I am not your buddy and will nev-" Beck started, he was angry but it was directed to himslf rather than the comment.
I fucked the perfect moment to win her over, fuck this pills and fuck Ron. Beck snorted.
"Whatever, let me just get you out of here before we get in trouble" Tori said, her voice lacking any type of emotion, her voice was dull.
I did mess things up this time...Ugh, my big mouth ruins everything.
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Beck's POV
We were sitting in Tori's car, I'd come back for mine later, an awkward silence settled in the atmosphere.
"Where are we going?" I said it low but the silence was so thick, I'd knew she'd hears me.
"My house" she cleared, without taking her eyes from the front.
I raised an eyebrow. "Your house? Are you serious?"
"What's wrong with going to my house?" I could tell she felt slightly offended.
"No, nothing, it's just that...well, for starters your dad is a cop and we're skipping and your mom is there almost all the time.·
Tori tightened her grip on the steeeing wheel. "You got a point, can we go to your RV?" She forced the words out.·
"You know we can" I assured her.· She nodded
After a while, we arrived at my house and walked straight to my RV.·
"Mi casa es tu casa" I said in my horrible spanish while opening the old door.·
Tori laughed.· "I need to give you spanish lessons, you suck"
We stepped inside and I motioned her to see in my bed or couch.·
She sat on the couch and I sat close to her, our knees touching.
We opened our mouths to talk several times but none said anything.· Tori was fidgeting and biting her bottom lip nervously which was a major turn on.·
I tried to gain the courage to talk, I hated having the atmosphere as tense as it was when all I wanted was for thing to go back to normal.·
I grew the balls and uttered something but Tori spoke right in that moment.· We laughed.·
"You go first.·" Tori said.·
"Okay, I just wanted to say that it doesn't have to be this awkward" I touched her knee, I felt her shiver.· "It can be like old times, you know, I show you rad music while you show me your stuff that couldn't even be called music" we laughed and Tori hit my arm.·
"Hey, I listen to great music you jerk and I hope it does go back to normal" she grinned.·
"Yes, you imagine us hanging out again, texting each other in the morning, you telling me off for getting high.·.·.· like now" we chuckled.· "you and I hooking up.·.·.· " I whispered but us being so close she heard me.·
"B-Beck" her voice wavered.· "you know we c-can't" she looked down.·
"We can but you don't want to" I said, lifting her head, her gaze traveled from mu eyes to my lips but then an emotion settled on her face, guilt.· "but don't worry I was just joking" but I wasnt.·
She fake smiled. "Now it's your turn, what did you want to say?" I asked her.·
"Oh.·.·.· It was the same thing you said" I knew she was lying but I didn't force it, I went with it.·
"Okay, so tell me what did I miss?" From that point on everything felt at ease, it was like we hadn't discussed, we were just hanging as good friends we were and even though we were having a good time, I grew angry more and more by the second because she was treating me like a pal.·
"Dude, I've missed you so much· " she smiled.·
I raised an eyebrow, dude?· for real?· I rolled my eyes, I couldn't handle the term coming from her sensuous lips.·
"I missed you too"
Tori sighed and stayed silwnt for a minute or two, involved in her thoughts.· "can I ask you something?·" I nodded.· "but I need you to be serious about this, okay?· " I nodded again.· "You really don't see me as a friend?· " she asked shyly.·
There it was the question I've been waiting —unconciously— for her to ask.·
"Can I be honest with you please?"
"That's what I expect from you so yes"
"I don't" Tori's face dropped.· "why?· because I don't see you as a friend, so much has happened to be just friends"
"But then we'll drop our friendship because of your stupid reasoning, what happened to going back to normal?· "
"That's bullshit, I want it back to normal but us being something more" I caressed her cheek.· she rose abruptly from her seat next to me, her eyes watered.·
"You have to understand that I have a boyfriend" she pleaded, tears running down her face.·
I stood up and walked up to her.· "the tool?· please, like it stopped you before" he snorted.· "you don't even like him that much you just feel guilty because you cheated on him and want to make it right but you need to come to the conclusion that you're not a prude anymore so get over it
Besides, you know I fuck you better than he ever will, I challengr you, he doesn't.· I bet he doesn't even make you cum, does he?· tell me the truth Tori, does you boytoy make you cum?· and if he doesdo, you imagine it's me to get there?· Be careful, my name might slip one day" I argued, I knew I was harsh but she wanted honesty and I gave her that, I want her all to myself.·
She raised her hand to slap me but I stopped her by taking hold of her arm.· Her mouth was opened, she was frozen, I inagined my words were sinking in.·
"Talk to me baby, tell me what you're really feeling" I searched in her eyes.· Tears were continually straming down her face.· "Don't pretend you didn't know how I felt about the situation, I've made it clear before" I got closer, our chests touching. "Tori, I know you, you want this, you want me, you want us as much as I do" her breath intensified.·
"You know what, hit me if you want to" I dropped her arm, giving her the option.·
She lifted her arm, put it behind my head and pulled my head to hers and kissed me.· It was a passionate, hot kiss and we enjoyed every second of it until we had to separate to breathe, my forehead was resting in hers, our breaths mingling with one another.·
"I didn't expect that" I said surprised.·
"Well, what can I say?· " she laughed.· "I even surprised myself" it was my turn to laugh.· "Don't think you're forgiven yet but now you gave me something to think about" she went to the couch and picked her bag.·
"You're leaving?· " I pouted.·
"Yes, I need to think" she walked to the door.· "Bye Beckett"
"Bye Victoria" We smiled and then she was out the RV.·
I went ahead and got inside the shower, thinking about what just happened and all the drama that had been happening lately.·
When I got out of the shower, I heard my phone ring, I had received a text.· I took the phone, opened the text when I saw who sent it.·
From: Tori
You do fuck me better than he does.·
I smirked.· I could imagine her blushing for being so bold and at the end of the day I was right and It made it better that she pointed it out.·
She just surprises me more everyday, she's literally perfect for me. I think I love her so she has to be officially mine at last.·
Yes, I want the tittle and I'm going to make it happen.
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A/N: there you go guys! I hope you liked it, I tried to make it special because of the long wait.
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Hint: *evil laugh*
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