Butter's POV –

"What's the matter babe?" Kenny purred, extending one of his bulky hands and rummaging his fingers through my hair. I swallowed hard.

"Just nervous….. I know you, I feel it, this is really going to happen. Um….. tonight I'll lose my virginity to my best friend." I stammered out. Kenny smirked and nodded his blue eyes sparkling like crazy in the dim light being cast from the lamp on the nightstand.

I engaged the sandy haired man in the next kiss, feeling more comfortable with each touch between us. I had to show some initiative, needed to prove I was no longer weak, pathetic Butters. Instead I was something else, not fully dominant or powerful like Kenny; but I didn't wanna be his bottom bitch for the rest of our encounters.

"So you really like me then?" I stuttered, freshly breaking from the fiery lip lock. Kenny eagerly nodded as he slid a finger down my chest.

"I really, really fucking like you." He growled as he began running a finger round the button of my jeans.

"Oh….. well….. that's mighty nice of you Kenny. I like you an awful lot too." I announced, reverting back to childhood, lacking the shred of confidence had just displayed. Kenny laughed, the room sitting silent for too long. My heart pounding inside my chest cavity as I stressed; what was Kenny thinking as he yanked at my jeans before brushing his fingertips over my v-lines.

"Oh Jesus Kenny, I'd love to know right now what's on your mind." I whispered, cringing away now more frightened than ever.

Kenny grasp my hip and pulled me against him. He smiled widely, nose to nose with me.

"I was just reminiscing about that time in Hawaii we shared. Fuck I wanted you, so angry and passionate. I so desperately wanted to bend over, grab my ankles and beg for you to fuck me. I would've been your vessel to project all that negative energy, that passion, that beautiful fucking anger you were suffering with. I wanted it all Butters…" Kenny confessed. I bit down hard on my lip and nodded slightly.

"Oh, ok….. so I'm guessing you're a freak in bed… you like it a little….um….rough?" I quizzed. Kenny grinned deviously and his gaze left mine.

"You could say that…..so what do I have to do to get pissed off Butters here tonight?" He inquired.

I clasp my hands together, fingers intertwined as I jittered in concern. I didn't know how to give Kenny what he needed. I was pissed off because I'd ascended, not for any other reason. He was requesting the impossible; my nature wasn't to be a ball of fury, unleashed upon my best friend. I was happy and loving. I just couldn't find anything I'd take so badly it'd end in my violating him.

"I'm sorry Kenny, there's nothing that'd make me that monster right now. Everything in life is swell and anything you said or did wouldn't make me mad." I explained.

Kenny hung his head and walked back toward me. He placed a tender hand upon my cheek, yet the loving feeling didn't last long when Kenny hauled off and slapped me, full force in the face.

"Fucking dickless fuck….." Kenny snarled. I glanced towards him cupping my throbbing cheek, tears forming in my eyes.

"I-I-I'm not dickless." I stuttered.

Kenny scoffed. "If you're not, fucking prove it. Rape me…. Fuck me. Desecrate every inch of my body…. Fuck Butters take what you want for once in your fucking life, or are you always gonna be a fucking worthless pushover, huh?"

I felt as if my blood was beginning to simmer. Kennys words were hurtful, no matter how true they were. I calmed myself, shrugging off his negativities.

"If that's how you feel then I can't change that." I retorted through gritted teeth, eyes clenched shut.

"I knew you wouldn't be able to do it…. I just won a hundred bucks because you're too much a wimpy, fucking douche muffin to ride my ass. Cartman was right, you're a fucking faggot but you'll die alone." Kenny explained. I balled my fists by my sides still sitting in a meditation like pose. Kenny laughed breaking my calm.

"What is so fucking funny?!" I shrieked as I pounced up from the bed and crossed my arms angrily.

"Oh nothing…." Kenny replied. I affixed my glare on him and nodded, pressing for a proper answer.

"It's just…. Oh no you won't find it amusing…. But perhaps you will. Cartman said, you're so fucking pathetic you could be a cat lady….. but because you're worthless and nobody likes you, that even the cats would be ashamed to live with you so they'd inevitably either a) leave you or b) commit kitty suicide." He chuckled.

My body began to shake as I could stand it anymore.

"Yeah well, you wanna hear what people say about you, you fucking asshole." I snapped as I lunged toward Kenny and pinned him to the nearest wall.

"Kyle says you'd be half decent at head jobs, but you have the horrible habit of drooling on the nutsack and that is fucking disgusting, Stan said when he was with you he was daydreaming of a woman because your body is fucking weird like a titty-less girl and the cherry on the cunt cake tonight is from my old, fat, buddy Eric who said fucking your ass if like dropping a missile in the ocean because you're so fucking loose…. He actually said and I quote the missile would get more enjoyment with the ocean. So don't tell me what people think about me, when they all shit talk about you too you fucking fuck." I ranted. Kenny smirked.

"Welcome my lover." He chirped. I rolled my eyes.

"No love hear tonight, just vile, disgusting sins. I'm going to test Cartmans theory because I have one of my own. I think you'd be tight and inviting. I believe your asshole would wrap around my throbbing cock, aching and bleeding from my brutality. Personally I think Eric is just being an asswipe, but we'll see." I raved reaching down and dropping my pants and boxers, revealing my massive, pulsing, vein covered hard on. Kenny nodded and submitted turning toward the wall. I shook my head, snatching at a chunk of his blonde hair I steered him toward the nearby study desk. I pushed Kenny forward, his face against the desk; I held his head down with one hand as I yanked down his pants with the free hand.

I lined myself up for a rough, dry entry, which I soon made without hesitation. I let out a loud, deep, demonic sigh as I felt the walls of Kennys asshole quiver around my length.

"See bitch, fucking perfectly tight… I mean….. I'm happy to have discovered Eric was wrong about you being lose but you won't be when I tear your asshole to shreds." I roared. Kenny giggled causing me to lose myself to this beastly side a little more.

I began to make sharp, deep thrusts. My balls slapping against Kennys ass cheeks as I increased my pace. Instead of moan I snarled and growled; my teeth gnashing. This animalistic side of me was fun I must admit, although I had a feeling once all was said and done, I'd have feelings of regret for mistreating my friend later.

But it was the present and while all my inhibitions had left me to enjoy this, I'd take full advantage.

With heaving breaths and short, growls coming from both of us I continued tearing at the other mans hair as I fucked his small back passage. Kenny began to slightly loosen up as time went by, the brutal attack on his ass, continuing hard and fast as I slammed myself inside him repeatedly. I reefed Kenny to his feet and pushed him back against the wall. In and out, hard, faster the thrusts kept coming penetrating him deeper. Kenny shrieked and threw his head back. I glared at him and nastily wrapped my hands around his throat from behind, squeezing.

"Dude, you hit the fucking prostate….. do it again and keep choking me." Kenny begged. I let out an evil cackle as I felt the stop I'd just hit.

I began sliding in and out, grazing the prostate upon every entry and exit. Kenny's moans became louder and more desperate, as did mine. My hands around his throat, squeezing tight as I could although still not silencing his shrieks of pleasure. I released his neck and bit down on his ear lobe. I flicked my tongue slightly upward.

"I'm gonna fill you up you fucking dirty whore, fucking disgusting cum bucket. Oh you like that don't you you fucking filthy animal." I panted, my thrusts slowing up as I felt the precum escape me.

Kenny bit down on his tongue, lips pursed and nodded. I ran my tongue back down his ear, neck and came to his muscular shoulder blade. I sunk my teeth into his flesh as I blew my load deep within him. Kenny lost control of himself around the same time, coating the wall in front of him.

As soon as I was finished I pulled out and took a step back watching my best friend drop to the floor, panting, covered in both our semen with a massive bite wound dripping beautiful claret on his shoulder. I smiled as I took in the sight of what I'd just inflicted upon him.

"What's that Kenny, you in the mood for a golden shower?" I quizzed, Kenny didn't respond he just laid a heavy breathing, exhausted mess. I began to piss, drenching my friend in the golden stream.

Once finished I crouched beside him and smirked as I gently petted his face.

"Who's weak now you fucking bitch…. Never underestimate me." I whispered huskily before standing back to full height and exiting the room.

As predicted once I'd left I felt a twinge of guilt.

You didn't have to be so brutal. I told myself over and over. Then it hit me, I did what I wanted to for the first time in my life and had my first sexual encounter, I'd done the things Kenny had suggested I do before we began. God fucking dammit, fuck piss boy and his reverse psychology.