Jessie: he he Please enjoy this chapter, I put a lot of thought into it!


Mikan's POV

~flashback~

"Hotaru! Neisuke is bugging me again!"

Hi! I'm Mikan Yukihara Age: 11! I live in a small town with Hotaru and Neisuke! I just moved in a week ago, I should call Natsume soon! Speaking of Natsume, my best friend since I was five, It is almost his birthday! Mom said I could visit him that day. I have not taken off the ankle bracelet since he put it on.

" Baka, say away from me, I'm working. Just tell Henski-kun to stay away or I'm going to shoot him with my baka gun."

"mou."

Hotaru is my very best friend. We hang out all the time! It seems likes she is mean and doesn't care about anyone, but she actually really sensitive. She has a crush on Cool Blue Sky, he never actually tells us his name.

Neisuke Henski, is a really nice guy, but he's really clingy. I don't really talk to him in a friend way, I tell him a lot about Natsume. It always seems to keep him quiet, which I enjoy because he never stops talking!

"Sakura-san, Let's go play on the swings!"

"Sorry Neisuke-kun, but I don't play on the swings because Natsume says that I'm too clumsy and the only time I can is when he pushes me...Oh I have to call him to tell him about me coming over there! I haven't called him in awhile! Bye Neisuke!"

Neisuke's POV

Natsume this, Natsume that, Natsume, Natsume, Natsume. That's all she ever talks about. Now she ditching me for him, WHEN HE IS ACROSS THE COUNTRY...there is only one way...

"Sakura-san, why don't I come with you? I want to met him over the phone!"

"...Natsume isn''t that social...But ok!"

I walked with her towards her house...Sorry Mikan...

The phone was on the table, Mikan reached for it but before she could I grabbed her hair and pulled her back. Then placed my hand on her head.

"Neisuke, what are you doing! Let me go! I NEED to call Natsume!"

Still, still Natsume?

"SHUT UP, YOU ONLY TALK ABOUT HIM! IT MAKES ME THROW UP! THIS IS THE ONLY WAY!"

"What are you going to do!?"

"I have an power called an alice, I can erase memories with it."

I placed my hand harder onto her head...It will be over soon...

"STOP IT!" She wiggled out of my grasp

"Why didn't my alice work!"

"IDIOT! I have the nullification alice! You can't do anything!"

Nullification?

"What's so good about Natsume anyways! he is a weak punk who didn't fight for you to say by him!"

I saw Mikan's eyes start to flare, I don't think anyone saw this look in her eyes before.

" Natsume...NATSUME ISN'T WEAK! At least he didn't try to take my memories away! He got me to fall in-love with him FAIR AND SQUARE! He is stronger than you! You have a weak heart and you will never be able to protect me like he can! STAY AWAY FROM ME!"

I grabbed Mikan's wrist and pushed her down to the floor.

" I didn't want to do this P-o-l-k-a, but if it the only way..."

"NO!Stop! Only Natsume can call me that! NATSUM-"

Before she could finish shouting that bastard's name I punched her to the side of her head.

"Only way..."

A minute later her memories of her 11 years were gone.


"Honey, Mikan! Aunt Koaru just called me and told me Natsume has an alice! We're going to move back and you guys will go to alice academy together! Mikan?"

Yuka started to run around the house to find her daughter on the floor with a shelf on the ground.

"MIKAN!"

~2 days later~

"Hi, Sakura-san! I'm Neisuke Henski! before you lost your memories I was your childhood friend, we hung out all the time! I would call you ; polka, little girl, and cry baby, but I won't call you that anymore!"

"Please...I don't know you...stay away from me."

"Oh, well...I guess we can't do anything about it can we?"

~end of flashback~

Mikan's POV

I received a punch on my head, but did not pass out.I kept my eyes close to concentrate on my alice.

"Only way..."

He placed his hands on my head as I felt my alice weaken. No,No,No... Please Kami-sama...Spare me.

Mikan Yukihara...you have to understand...You must act like you forgotten EVERYTHING...To help you...I'll be taking the memories you have of my son away...The only thing you'll remember of him is his name and tag towards you...Natsume Hyuuga Your childhood best friend. Act like you don't remember anyone, but in reality the only thing you forgotten was the events you shared with Natsume...Please you must understand that I'm doing this because you will be the one to change all the alice user.. When you wake up you will be Mikan Sakura.

Natsume's dad? Change all of the alice users? I'm going to forget all the events Natsume and I shared? I'll only remember his name and he relationship we had? No...

I love you Natsume...I'll remember...I'll remember...from then everything went black.


I woke up...Where am I? Hospital? Natsume Hyuuga? He was my best friend...what did we do? Where is he? What happened to him?

"Mikan! Sweet Jesus! Thank god your alive!"

Everything came flooding back...all the memories...everything except about this Natsume Hyuuga guy...

"Mom? What happened, what happened to Natsume Hyuuga? Did he die?" WHY CAN'T I REMEMBER HIM!

"IS THAT WHY YOUR HURT? WERE YOU TRYING TO CALL HIM! IT"S HIS FAULT!"

I watch the doctor walk into the room.

"Ms. Yukihara please don't yell at her...She's suffering from amnesia. Your making her more confused?"

"Your Neisuke's father right?" Mom asked, the doctor answered yes.

Ok...Time for me to act.

"Excuse me, but who are you? What happened to Natsume Hyuuga? Who's Neisuke? Where am I."

I saw my mom look at me shocked...as she whispered to the doctor.

"Honey...I'm your mother...what do you remember of Natsume?"

I'm really sorry mom...I'm sorry that I have to act like I've forgotten you...

"Natsume Hyuuga, was my best friend...thats all."

I saw my mom's face darken...

"Yes, Natsume Hyuuga died. He is died."

Natsume Hyuuga, was my best friend. I only know this. I don't remember any of our events we shared..how he looked, talked, and acted, But mom says he died...maybe I chose to forget him because he died? I teared up, I don't know him but hearing this made me cry...Natsume Hyuuga...

Yuka's POV

She lost her memories of everything because of Natsume. It's his fault. I told her he died so she never gets hurt because of him again. I'll never forgive him at all.


Jessie: If you don't understand what happened here read the bottom then continue to read...READ on!


Mikan's POV

I'm here sleeping on my bed...Natsume...Natsume Hyuuga isn't dead... Was Mi yukihara also my childhood friend? Why can't I remember him, why did mom lie...Is this all Neisuke's fault? Or...did Natsume do this? Why did I have to act like I've forgotten everything again? Who is Natsume Hyuuga.

"BAKA GET READY FOR SCHOOL!"

I jumped out of bed and prepared for class...should I put my hair up? Neh. I ran out of my door and towards class. Natsume Hyuuga...Class began. I didn't pay attention...I just kept staring at Natsume. He is my childhood friend. Raven locks and crimson eyes... He has the fire alice...everything about him is strange..

"Polka, like what you see?"

My face flared up to match the color of his eyes..

I ripped a piece of paper from my notebook and wrote down:

Where you my childhood friend?

I passed it to him. And watch him unfold it. When he read it his eyes widen and burned the paper to the color of the desk.

"Meet me at the Sakura tree after class." He whispered not making eye contact with me.

"..ok."

I faced the boarded but took quickly glances at Natsume...Now I just have to wait for class to end.


I waited at the sakura tree for him. Well he was waiting for me; he jumped down from the tree branch, with a serious face...

"What do you remember."

"Can I trust you? I haven't told anyone..."

"Do you feel like you can trust me?"

Why is he so complicated? I sighed..

"Fine...when I was ten, a guy named Neisuke tried to take away my memories...I was trying to call someone over the phone,..I think. Neisuke has an alice by the way. But as you know I have the nullification alice... So I nullified it, but a man in my head...told me that he'll be taking a part of my memory away to keep me safe. He also told me that I have to lie and act like I've forgotten everything. I then woke up in the hospital, I of coursed remember everything, but in the back of my head it was screaming: Natsume Hyuuga, your childhood friend.. I asked mom about him, and she said that he died...but here you are...in front of me...I think the memory that the man took was all about you...but he left your name for me..."

" So...this whole time you had to act like you forgotten everything, But you only forgotten about me? Why did Imai say you would gain brain damage if you remembered?"

"The doctor was Neisuke's father, he probably didn't want me to remember..."

Natsume put his head into the hands and whispered something...

"Natsume...who are you to me? Why am I not allowed to remember you? Did you do something bad?"

Natsume looked up at me and smiled...a very beautiful smile. He got up and grabbed my wrist to pull me towards his chest. He after wrapped his arms around my waist. I swear my face must be so red right know...

"Mikan...I thought you've forgotten everything about me...thank god you didn't forget everything...I'll make your remember. I am your childhood best friend...and the crime I did was missing you the whole time you left me..."

Natsume backed away then chuckled. Probably because my apple colored face

"Sorry I forgot...you don't remember me...yet."

"Natsume...who is Mi yukihara?"

"...our other childhood friend."

A small blush on crawled onto his face... He looked cute...

"Your blushing! You look so cute!"

He looked at me with A glare.

"You don't call men cute."

I started to giggle...

~flashback~

"Natsume!"

I watched a 6 year old run towards a raven haired guy.

"What cry baby?"

"Mou... Where are you I can't see you!"

"I'm not getting down from this tree."

"Awwwwwwww whyyyyy Nat-su-me come down! I'll do anything you want!"

Natsume jumped down from the tree hearing this.

"Oh MY GOD! Natsume you look to cute!"

The 6 year old watched Natsume's eyes turn evil. He was wearing a cat uniform because his mother wanted to see if it would fit him for halloween.

"NEVER CALL MEN CUTE!"

"eeeeeeeiiiiiii! You look scary Natsume! Gomen! Gomen! I'll never call you cute again!"

~end of flashback..~

I opened my eyes from the memory...

"That happened fast..."

"What happened fast idiot?"

"I think...I just remembered something...I think it was the time I called you cute when we were six..."

"Oh that one...You never called me cute until now...so I guess I just have to replay every memory for you to remember..We start tomorrow."

"umm...Natsume... When I wanted you to come down from the tree and said I'd do anything...what did you make me do?"

"I haven't used any of them..."

"Them?"

"Polka... I have a lot more than one..when you remember... you'll see." He said with an evil glare...


~Next day~

"Morning students, we have a new kid.."

"hello, I'm Neisuke henski, age 19 alice: memory alice.."

Neisuke moved and sat next to Yuu

"Natsume..."

"Is this the one who did it all?"

"Yes..please don't let him anywhere near me..."

"I swear."

I smiled at Natsume.

Natsume Hyuuga My childhood friend...


Jessie: Ok, for those who didn't understand...Mikan never forgot EVERYTHING. Natsume's late father erased all the events Mikan and Natsume shared. Mikan remembers everything but the events that Natsume and she shared. She remembers that Natsume is her best friend Tho. And she had to act like she forgot everything so Neisuke wouldn't try something like that again because she is the person who changes everything... Please P.M. If you still don't understand! And Review!