A/N: This chapter is pretty much just Blaine and Sam's conversation after they got home. I hope you enjoy and as always all reviews and comments are welcomed.

Disclaimer: I own none of the characters in this story.

Chapter 7

"Well, I hope you aren't planning to go to sleep anytime soon because I have a lot of questions. So let's talk."

"I'm ready to answer any questions you may have. So where do you want to start?"

"I guess you can start by telling me when did you realize that you were bisexual?"

"I guess once I hit my teens and hormones started to kick in I started to find guys to be attractive, but that was usually actors I would see on TV or in the movies. I thought it was no big deal. It wasn't until high school that I started to notice regular everyday guys around me."

"Was this before or after you came to McKinley?"

"This was before McKinley when I went to an all boy's school. But once I came to McKinley I found myself attracted to girls as well, so I just focused on them."

"None of the guys at McKinley caught your attention?"

"Well, when I first joined glee I thought Mike and Puck were hot, but that was it. I remember the first thing Puck said to me. He commented on how big my mouth was and asked how many balls I can fit in it. I was tempted to ask him if he wanted to find out, but thought that may not make a good first impression. So I just told him I never had balls in my mouth, which was true at the time. Then I started dating Quinn and all my focus was on her."

"So, you thought Mike and Puck were hot huh?"

"Can you just forget that I said that?"

"Sure, I can forget for now. So, I know about your relationship with Quinn then Santana and Mercedes after her. Was there ever anything with a guy?"

"Yeah there was. You know how my family went through a hard time and we had to move to Kentucky, and how I started working as a stripper to help out. There was this guy there named Justin. He was 21 and we hit it off right away. He was gay and would always flirt with me. Of course he thought I was 19. I thought he was hot so I started flirting back. And it didn't feel weird to me that I was feeling this way about a guy. It felt natural. We started hanging out outside the club, going to the movies and having diner. Then one night we were walking through the park after the movies and he kissed me, and I liked it. After that night we started hanging out at his apartment. We would mess around, you know, making out and hand jobs. He gave me my first blow job and was the first person to receive one from me. We never had sex though. I knew I wasn't ready for that and he was OK with that."

"So you guys were dating?"

"I guess you could say that, but we never really put a label on what we were doing."

"Was he the only guy you've ever been with?"

"Yeah, he was the only one. Then I moved back to Lima. We did continue to text each other off and on, but then we just stopped. Then I got so caught up in trying to get Mercedes back I never even thought about hooking up with another guy."

"Do your parents know about any of this?"

"Well of course they didn't know about the stripping, therefore they couldn't know about Justin either. I mean I could've told them that he worked at the Dairy Queen with me and he would have gone along with it. But then they would have wanted to meet him and somehow it would have come out that I was still in high school, then my age would've come up and my whole cover would've been blown. I don't think Justin would be too happy to find out that he was missing around with a 16 year old kid. As far as my sexuality, as soon as I figured it out I sat them down and talked to them. I was scared to death that they would reject me and tell me that I'm going to hell but they didn't. They told me that love is love and it doesn't matter if I find happiness with a boy or a girl as long as I'm happy"

"I knew I liked your parents for a reason."

By this time Blaine and Sam both were now laying down in bed on their sides facing each other with their heads propped on their hands.

"It wasn't long after that that Finn and Rachel found me and convinced my parents to let me come back to Lima and McKinley with them. I knew I was going to miss my family like crazy, but I also knew I needed to try and be a kid again before becoming an adult for real."

"Just to come back and have me basically call you…"

"Hey, I thought we agreed that was water under the bridge. We're good now, so no need to even bring that up."

"You're right, water under the bridge. So once you came back to McKinley did you ever think about going out with a guy again?"

"To be honest, once I got back I was so focused on getting Mercedes back that I never really thought about it. All though I still don't know why."

"So, you're saying there's not one guy that you found just a little attractive? Not even Puck or Mike?"

"Is this your way of asking me if I was attracted to you?"

"No, yes I don't know, maybe."

"I have to be honest. When I first meet you I thought you had the most gorgeous eyes I have ever seen. Then my first day back and I saw that you went to McKinley now too I thought wow, I get to look at those eyes every day. But I also knew you were with Kurt, so that's all I could do was look."

"I'm not gone to lie to you Sam, when you walked into that choir room and started singing Red Solo Cup I was instantly attracted to you. I thought 'how in the hell can he make singing a song about a red cup look so damn hot?' And that scared me because I was with Kurt, and I wasn't suppose to feel like that about another guy. I think that's why I reacted the way did about your dance moves."

"I never would've thought you attacked me because you wanted to do me even back then."

"Shut up Sam."

"Hey, it's ok. No one could resist my signature 'White Chocolate' body roll."

Blaine and Sam were both under Sam's covers now, both cold from the cold air from the central air, but neither one wanting to get up and go turn it down.

"So I guess it's safe to say that during senior year after Kurt and I broke up that you were no longer attracted to me."

"No, I still felt the same way. I may have even been nursing a little crush on you from all the time we were spending together."

"Then why didn't you say anything when you confronted me about my crush on you. You could have told me then."

"I didn't say anything because you may have been crushing on me, but your heart was still with Kurt. You and I both know that. Then when you told me your plans to propose to him even though you two weren't even dating at the time I knew me saying anything would have been pointless. Besides I wasn't sure if I was ready for McKinley to meet that side of me. So I decided that once I got to New York I would be my true self and to hell with what anyone thinks."

"Yeah, well we see how well that whole grand gesture and proposal went, though I'm not as upset about it now as I was then."

Wanting to change the subject Blaine asked,

"So New York Sam is open to dating guys huh? You seem to be getting along with the guy who sent you the beer."

"His name was Brian and he was ok, cute with a nice built, just not my type. I think he was more into my physical appearance plus he kept staring at my lips. I didn't really want to go over there I just needed to get away from Kurt. I know you said that Kurt was just looking out for my best interests when he questioned me coming to New York, but his actions and attitude tells me that he does not want me here and it has nothing to do with what's best for me."

"I'm going to be honest with you Sam. Kurt was not happy about us living together. He knew about my crush on you and the fact that you were ok with only made it worst. The only reason he didn't protest it more was because he figured you were straight therefore he had nothing to worry about."

"Then I go and announce tonight that I'm bisexual. I guess now his attitude towards me is just going to get worst."

Blaine noticed Sam got this far off look on his face, like he just checked out of the conversation.

"Sam? Sam? Hey where did you go just now?"

"I can't help but think that once you and Kurt get back together and you come up with another elaborate proposal, that I'm willing to bet he will not turn down, that he's going to move himself in here. Then it's going to be 'Blaine and I need our space and privacy to reacquaint ourselves as a couple and I'm going to be asked to move out."

"Sam if, and that's a big if, at this point Kurt and I get back together it will be dating only. I have no plans to propose again anytime soon, if at all. Kurt will not be moving in here and you most certainly will not be moving out. This is your home Sam, just as much as it is mine. Besides I think my parents would put me out and put your name on the deed before they see Kurt move in."

Sam just smiled at him. He didn't worry anymore after Blaine said that.

"What can I say, your parents love me. You're really thinking about not getting back together with Kurt?"

"Lately I'm seeing a side of Kurt that I'm not too fond of. I don't remember him being so mean and condescending in high school. That coupled with what my mom said before we moved here really has me thinking."

"What did she say to you, if you don't mind me asking?"

"She told me that instead of making this move about trying to be Kurt's boyfriend again I should make it about starting a new life for myself. That I should get to know adult Blaine and all of his likes and dislikes before losing myself or my identity to become Kurt's fiancé."

"She's right you know. I supported your decision to propose back then because I'm your best friend, but I was glad when Kurt turned you down. I thought you were too young for marriage. You haven't even had a chance to live your life yet."

"Well I will not be making that mistake again anytime soon, so you and my mom have nothing to worry about."

Sam just smiled. By this time both boys were fighting to keep their eyes open. They both were exhausted.

"Are we done with this Q & A because I'm tired and just want to go to sleep?"

"Yeah we're done, for now. I would go back to my own room, but I'm too warm and comfortable, not to mention too tired to move."

"Dude please, you act like we never shared a bed before. Just try not to hog all of the covers tonight" Sam said as he reached over and turned off the light.

Blaine snuggled in close to Sam like he always did and was fast to sleep. Sam just smiled down at his best friend before sleep took him over as well.