Okay people this is only the begin of the reasons i made this story rated m so don't fuss at me...but reviews please and i own nothing

***Chapter 10***

While in her room putting things up she couldn't help the sadness that overcame her when she saw the pictures of and from Shippo and sat the picture of Shippo and her, silently thanking her mom for giving her the picture frame to put the picture in. Getting up she walked over and put the picture on her night stand beside her bed so she could always see Shippo, kissing her fingertips she placed them on Shippo's face before turning around and getting back to work.

She had just put the last of her clothes away when her phone beeped turning and picking it up she saw that it was from Shougo and couldn't help but smile and seeing the message she started grinning. He told her he was really looking forward to tomorrow and hoped that she didn't plan on backing out on him.

She answered back saying no and asked if you planned on standing her up tomorrow and waited for his answer back. When the phone went off again she looked at it and blushed a little bit, he said that if it hadn't been for his phone going of he wouldn't have left her to begin with. She was about to text back when she heard a knock on her door after saying come in she saw Miu stick her head in and tell her that dinner was ready. Kagome said that she would be right there she sent a text to Shougo and told him she was going to go eat but would see him tomorrow just like they had planned and couldn't wait to see him. Before getting up and walking to go eat some dinner and hope that Miu could really help her pick out and outfit for tomorrow she was starting to get a little nervous about the whole thing.

Berserker was laying on his bed think about Kagome when he pulled his phone out and texted her and smiled when he saw message her message but frowned at the thought of standing her up and started thinking that if anyone got in his way or tried to stop him tomorrow from seeing her they would be lucky to live. But he decided to tell her the truth about earlier and that if he hadn't gotten that text he wouldn't have left her. When she texted back that she was going to go eat dinner and that she would see him tomorrow he couldn't help but smile. Getting up from his bed he set the phone down on his table and decided to go take a shower hoping it would help him. Once in the shower he couldn't help but think of what Kagome would look like in the shower with him all wet and blushing up at him while rubbing her body all over his begging him to take her. And hearing her screams of ecstasy as she clawed his back begging him to not stop he could already imagine how tight she would feel around his dick as he pushed into her and could already see her with her head thrown back while climaxing. Berserker came out of his thoughts and knew he would have to take the latest problem into hand and thought of Kagome while taking care of it.

Once out of the shower he got dried off and walked into the kitchen and pulled a bottle of water out of the fridge and thought about what all he and Kagome could do tomorrow before walking back to his room and lying down. Before he fell asleep he thought of how nice he thought it would be if she was here right now in his arms holding him and falling asleep in his arms, and wanting to make that dream come true one day.

Kagome after dinner helped Miu clean up and they both walked back to her room and as soon as the door was closed they turned to each other and grinned before running to Kagome's closet it took them an hour but they finally found Kagome the perfect outfit for tomorrow. While Kagome was putting the other clothes back up Miu went and sat on the bed she then noticed the picture of Kagome holding a little boy with red hair on her lap and both were grinning like there was no tomorrow.

"That is Shippo." Miu jumped she didn't even hear Kagome come up behind her turning and looking at her she saw the look of sadness deep in the older girls eyes.

"What happened to him?" she asked while reaching out and giving her hand a squeeze.

Akisame stood outside of Kagome door listen to them talk he could hear the deep sadness in his niece's voice and wished there was something he could do to make it go away.

Taking the picture when Miu, Kagome touched Shippo's smiling face, "He was killed by someone I had trusted and thought was my friend and I couldn't even save him." Kagome said not looking up from the picture as the flash backs of Inuyasha killing Shippo played in her mind.

Miu gasped she had heard that Kagome was grieving from Akisame but to see her face while she said that Miu knew that Kagome would probably never truly heal from what she had seen. If it had been a stranger to kill the boy she had a feeling that though it would hurt but the fact that it had been someone she had trusted and thought was a friend Miu couldn't begin to understand the pain going though Kagome right now.

Akisame was shocked from what his sister told him Kagome had seen the boy die in front of her but didn't say if she knew the killer, but to find out it was someone she trusted and thought a friend. Akisame knew I would take so much longer for Kagome to heal and probably to truly trust someone like that again, but knew he wouldn't fault her that.

Miu looked at the older girl and noticed her eyes had a far of look in them and saw the pain and betrayal in her eyes along with horror. Miu knew she needed to pull Kagome out of these thoughts and quickly, "Hey Kagome how would you like to go to the hot spring to relax and bathe?" she asked hoping this would pull Kagome back to her.

Kagome shook her head trying to pull herself from the painful memory when she heard Miu's question and couldn't help but smile she nodded her head. Miu jumped up and told her she would be right back that she needed to get her stuff and was going to ask Shigure if she wanted to come to before running out the door.

Once Miu was gone, "You can come in now uncle Aki." She said while gather the stuff she would need for her bath she heard him walk into the room.

"How long have you known I was there Kagome?" he asked while giving her a smile.

"Since you got there right before I told Miu who was in the picture." She told him while turning to face him and giving him a sad smile.

"Kagome you know I am here for you whenever you need me I will always be here for you no matter what." He told her while walking toward her and pulling her into his arms and giving her a hug he knew she really needed.

Kagome hugged her uncle close holding the tears at bay she knew she would have to tell her uncle everything but just not right now the memories and scars where still to fresh to new. "I know that Aki but don't ask me to tell you everything right now it still hurts to much to try and tell the story, but I promise I will tell you everything one day soon just not right now." She told him while still hugging him.

Akisame understood that it was still hurting her right now and wouldn't be able to stand the pain of talking about it but knew once she promised something she never went back on her word. He knew when she was ready that she would tell him and he knew he would be her for her to tell him and he would always have a shoulder for her to cry one. "It is okay Kagome I understand and I will wait till you are ready." He told her giving her one more squeeze before telling her good night and to enjoy her bath.

Kagome had to admit that the hot spring did just the trick and she felt so much better, she had listened to Miu when she told her how they had gotten the hot spring to begin with and couldn't help but laugh and laugh hard at the visual picture that come with the story. When Miu asked her about the mark on her chest she told her it was a reminded of the past, after hearing that Miu didn't ask anymore about it but did say it was very beautiful. Kagome couldn't help at smile of the irony that she would always have remainder of the past that she knew she could never get rid of. Shigure had even commented on it and said it was beautiful as well but wondered why the jewel hanging from the moon, Kagome gave a little sad smile and said that it was her mark and would always be her mark. After that they didn't say more about it. But other than that the bath and company had been wonderful and as Kagome was lying down in bed she couldn't help but picture Shougo's face in her mind and smile while thinking about what all they could do tomorrow and wondered what would they do. She was new to the area so she didn't know where anything was in this town but thought it would be fun to explore with Shougo tomorrow. For some reason and Kagome didn't know why but right before she fell asleep she wondered what it would feel like that be in his arms right now having him hold her while they both fell asleep.