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***Chapter14***
Kagome felt so safe and warm being under Shougo's arm as the lead them toward some restaurants, she decided to put her arm around his waist and hold him. She glanced up at him after putting her arm around him when she felt him tighten his hold and he leaned over and kissed her head.
Giving him a smile, "So Shougo where would you like to eat since it is my treat?" she asked him while leaning more into him.
Berserker looked down at Kagome when she wrapped her arm around his waist, he couldn't help but think how good it felt to have her holding him close to her. Giving a small smirk he pulled her closer and kissed her head, when he saw the small blush across her nose which he had a feeling she didn't even know she had. When he heard her question about where he would like to eat, he started looking around at the restaurants.
He looked down at her, "What is your favorite food?" he asked. He would pick the place depending on what her favorite food was, he didn't really have a favorite food so he knew he would eat something from any of the places near here.
Kagome looked at him she had an idea of what he was doing wanting to pick a place that would serve her favorite food. She just gave him a smile he really was a big sweet heart, even if he didn't look like one on the outside.
"Well Shougo my favorite food of all time is oden." She told him while smiling up at him, when he turned at looked at her while raising an eyebrow at her. Kagome gave a few chuckles at the look he gave her, most people didn't understand how she could eat oden at the time. Judging by the look Shougo gave her he was one of those people who questioned how she could eat oden.
Berserker couldn't help but look at her when she said oden, most people only ate it in the fall or when it starts getting cold outside. When she started chuckling he had a feeling that she is use to people looking at her like that when she says that it is her favorite food. Turning and looking around he knew of a nice little restaurant that made and sold oden, he just had to remember how do get to it, it had been some time since he was there. After seeing the way he needed to go he led Kagome in the direction that they needed to go.
Kagome watched at Shougo started looking around like he was trying to find something, when he started walking them in the direction that he wanted them to go. She looked around at the restaurant at he led her to; it was a cute little restaurant that if you didn't know it was there you would miss it.
Berserker led her to a table and waited till she had taken her seat before he sat down, when the waitress come over and asked what they wanted. He watched as Kagome started talking with the waitress and how easily she seemed to talk to totally strangers, he then noticed that the waitress was waiting on his order he asked for beef ramen.
Kagome smiled at the waitress she was a nice woman when she was gone to place their orders, she looked over at Shougo and saw him looking at her. She couldn't control the blush but decided to talk to him, "So Shougo why don't you tell me some things about yourself?" she asked while smiling and with a blush on her face.
Berserker looked at her and smirked when he saw the blush, but when she asked him to tell her something about himself he drew a blank he really didn't want her to find out some things.
"What would you like to know?" he asked he figured it would be safer for her to tell him what she wanted to know.
Kagome thought about it for a little bit, "Tell me about your family, your parents, any siblings?" she asked leaning forward a little in her chair waiting to hear what he would tell her.
He had to admit he didn't really want to talk about his family but figured he would tell her, "My parents weren't really around when I was a kid and as I got older that didn't really change much they both were always working. As for siblings my parents only needed me cause they would have an heir for their company and family so they didn't really ever really needed to have other children." He told her, he could see the sadness in her eyes reaching across the table he picked up her hand and squeezed it.
"Shougo I am so sorry I didn't mean to bring up any bad memories!" she told him while tighten her grip on his hand, hoping he would understand that she didn't want him to get upset.
Berserker was a little shocked all though out his twenty one years of life he never really had someone there to feel sorry about how his childhood was. Growing up with how his parents were he didn't really care anymore, he learned at a young age that his parents didn't really know what it meant to be parents. So for Kagome to feel bad for thinking she bought up bad memories startled him a little bit, but he knew that deep down that was the type of person she was.
"It's alright Kagome it really doesn't bother me anymore. So what about you? What is your family like?" he asked hoping to get her mind off of being sad.
Kagome couldn't believe what she had heard from Shougo, she couldn't image someone's parents being like that how could anyone be like that with their own child? She was a little startled when Shougo asked her about her family, giving him a little smile she could already almost see how her family would react to him. Her mother would ask her when she was going to have some grandbabies, her grandfather would probably call him a demon and throw some sutras, Souta would probably idealize Shougo and try and be like him.
"Well I grew up at the Sunset shrine in Tokyo with my mother, grandfather, and my little brother. My mother is in a word my best friend and my wall always standing strong when I couldn't. My grandfather is a great man but is obsessed with the past and swear everything at the shrine is a artifact if anyone in his mind." She said giving a laugh thinking of all the times her grandfather, even when she was going back in time would try and tell her about some of the junk he thought was worth something.
Berserker was happy seeing her smile again, she shouldn't ever be sad and he knew that if anyone tried something he would make them regret it. He listened as she told him about her family and watched as her face and eyes light up while she talks about them.
"My little brother Souta he use to follow my around everywhere I went when we were younger, there was times my mother said that she thought Souta acted like a was his mother instead of her." She told him while smiling. "But as he got older he didn't follow me around as much, but he would try and scare of any boy that ever come around me even if it was something innocent as asking me directions."
Berserker thought how he should thank her little brother for keeping guys away from her, he had a feeling that if he ever meets the boy that they would get along really well.
Kagome paused in talking when the waitress came back with their food and set it in front of them, after thanking her Kagome picked up her chopsticks and took a bite. I have died and gone to heaven! Kagome thought as her taste buds explored from the taste.
Berserker smirked and gave a small chuckle watching her take a bite of her oden, she looked like she had never tasted anything like it before. He couldn't help but wonder if she would have a same look or a similar look of ecstasy on her face, if he had her naked and licking and touching every signal place on her body till she come screaming his name. He had to move a little in his seat hoping to relieve some of the pressure in his jeans, he couldn't even taste the food he was eating for just thinking of her spread out on his bed and at his mercy.
Kagome noticed the look on Shougo's face, "Do you not like the food Shougo? Is there something wrong with it?" she asked while watching him trying to figure out what was wrong.
He looked at her and shook his head, "No, the food is great I was just wondering what happened and who you lost to make you decide to move away from your family?" he said while looking at her hoping she wouldn't notice how hard he was just then. When he saw he freeze and the immediate sadness that was in her eyes he wanted to beat the living shit out of himself.
Kagome froze as the memories of the finale battle and Shippo's and Rin's death came back at her she couldn't get the sight out of her mind. Closing her eyes and taking a few breaths she opened her eyes back up and looked at Shougo, "There was a little boy I had been taking care of since I was fifteen, I found him after his father had been killed and took him in. He thought of me as his mother and I saw him as my son, I was betrayed by someone I thought was my friend he killed Shippo and his' own brother's daughter right in front of me all because he wanted something I couldn't give him." She told him, it took everything in her to hold back the tears she knew that were in her eyes.
Berserker froze at hearing this, what kind of monster went after a child, he would fight anyone that he had to or wanted to but he couldn't think of why anyone would involve a child. Looking at Kagome he could tell she was doing everything to hold the tears back, he didn't think he just laid some bills on the table and walked around and pulled her into his arms. Nodding his head to the waitress and motion with his eyes toward the table he knew she understood that he left the money there, once seeing her nod her head in return he led Kagome out of the restaurant. He kept walking toward the park while keeping her close and carry her bag, once he knew no one was around he picked her up bridal style and walked farther into the wooded area. He didn't want others to see Kagome like this it was killing him to see her so sad, once reaching the area that he usually used he sat on the ground and held her close to him.
Kagome couldn't think of anything right then other than holding onto Shougo, she was grateful that he had taken her away from everything she didn't really want anyone seeing her like this. She felt Shougo sit down and tighten her hold on his neck and just held him, hoping that the versions would go away.
Berserker could tell that Kagome was really hurting and blamed himself; he should have never asked her that question. He tightened his hold and rocked her, he would kill the person who had betrayed her and hurt her this bad.
Kagome leaned back and looked up at Shougo, he didn't have to do any of what he had done he could have gotten up and walked away. Instead he led her away from others and just held her, didn't say anything but he did something that was so much better than anything he just held her. Looking him the eye she could tell that he would hurt anyone that had hurt her, she saw something that she had once longed to see in Inuyasha's eyes longing, passion, possession, and what looked like love. After seeing that Kagome did the only thing she could think of she leaned in and kissed him.
Berserker just held her and when she pulled back and looked at him he hoped she could see what she meant to him in his eyes. When she leaned in and kissed him he was startled at first, but took control of the kiss and put a hand in her hair and kissed her like a man possessed.
Kagome could do nothing but give into the man holding and kissing her, when he took control of the kiss and was dominating her like he was with just a kiss. She couldn't help but think if he could do this with a kiss and melt her body what could he do with his whole body, she knew she could become very addicted to this man and didn't care if she did.
