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Warning: the smuttiness begins this chapter (already? haha)
"Speech"
Damn. Whole day's already gone by and she still hasn't shown up or, well, 'contacted' me. She said she'd keep in touch! Though... she seemed... different. A little scary, but I don't know. Something's changed... I mean, she had a few screws loose to begin with, but yesterday it seemed like she was... pretty crazy. But then again, that's kind of exciting too. I wonder what she's up to. I kinda thought she'd stop by today... oh well. I wonder what time it is... 12 already? Well, that's fine I guess. My shift's over. Might as well head home now.
"You done?"
"My shift's over, Joe." Fuck this guy. Worst manager ever.
Like, I know he wants me to work overtime, but who the hell'd want to work extra for him?
"You sure you don't want to stay a couple more hours? I'll pay you extra."
"I'm tired. Give me a break for once."
"Alright, that's okay. Have a nice weekend, Jenny."
"Yeah, thanks."
Oh, sweet, it's the weekend already. Not that I've really got anything to do, but... anything beats standing in there, I suppose. Maybe I'll take a bath when I get home.
Hmm, it's kind of cold and windy out. Should've brought my jacket. Sometimes winter can be a little annoying, especially when there's a lot of snow. And driving in this shit must be a nightmare. Good thing I live close enough to walk. Ten minutes round trip isn't bad, even if it's a bit cold. It's mostly all the creepers who can be annoying at this time of night, but it's not like they're actually a threat to me. Hah, they'd have to be retarded, or piss ass drunk to want to fight me. Although, sometimes, I wish someone would try. Least there'd be some action instead of all this boredom. Ah well-
What was that? "Who's there?"
Someone just touched me? No, there's no one nearby. Strange. Was it the wind? No, there it is again.
"I know you're there. What do you want?"
What do I want? You.
The fuck? Get it together, Jinx! Stop imagining her voice. Like, of all people, why would she go after me? Rae's totally straight, and besides, wasn't she kinda into Robin before, well, she left... shit, what the hell? I just felt something... there...
But there's nobody nearby! Unless I've suddenly gone blind or something. Or unless... it really is her.
"Damn it, Rae..."
Fuck it. I'm getting out of here. Not gonna bother with this. I don't really want to know what's going on. I know she's behind this. It has to be her. But why's she coming after me? What does she want?
Well, she said she wanted me. Pff. As if I'd believe that. She wants- actually, that doesn't even matter! If she wants something, she'll have to come find me. I'm not puttin' up with this shit. I just have to get home...
Home sweet home. It's not really the biggest place, since it's right in the middle of the city after all, but it's kind of nice. Got a couple rooms, reduced rent and utilities, and I guess it's a decent sized apartment. And a hot tub! Can't forget about that. Got Robin to pay someone to put one in for me, so there's that. I even painted the walls royal blue. Reminds me of my old room, and Raven's room kinda. Reminds me of the old days...
Ugh, I really should stop dwelling on that. I really should stop with all of that. They're not coming back. We're grown up now. We have our own lives...
But that doesn't make it any better! There's still nobody... okay, well there's Wally, but let's be real here. He doesn't really get me. Of course he doesn't. He's one of those guys who actually have that whole hero mentality. Like, don't get me wrong, I don't mind helping people and I don't really like hurting 'em, but I'm not really a saint or anything. I need excitement! I need... well I need my share of fun too. None of them really got that. Like, they were all there to save people, and that was all there was to their lives. Well, besides Cy and his cars, and BB and his games, and Star and her shopping. But like, that's just... I don't know. It's just boring. Doing only two things. Saving people and having one hobby. Or in old bird boy's case, just saving people. Now that I think of it, I didn't really fit in.
But I still miss them... probably because I fit in less anywhere else. I'm a fucking failure of a criminal since I can't really bring myself to really hurt people, but I can't be a hero either since it's not like I want to try to help everyone I meet either... I mean, that's normal right? I'm not gonna dedicate my life to everyone else. It's my fucking life. I want to do something with it.
...not that being a bartender is really doing something. Fuck.
What the hell am I even doing? Ugh. I complain about all this shit, but look at what I'm stuck doing. Fucking nothing. What am I doing with my life?
No wonder Raven left. She didn't want to degenerate into this shit. She probably... I don't know. She probably went off to do something less monotonous. I don't even know why she's come back. It doesn't make sense. What could she possibly hope to get by coming back? What the hell does she want-
You.
"Rae?"
Is she here? Oh god, is she here? Did she break in? Or was that just-
Relax. I'm not in your apartment. And I'm not going to hurt you.
"What do you want? Why did you come back? What-"
I'm starting to get sick of answering that question, Jinx. I've already told you many times. I want you. And unfortunately, I'm not going to take no for an answer.
Creepy... I mean, it's not like I don't trust her, but...
You don't have a choice, I'm afraid. But obey me, and you'll find that this will go fairly easily.
"And if I don't?"
But, that's the thing. You know you want to. I can taste the loneliness dripping off of you. You need someone... me. You need attention, but more than that, you need something to interrupt the monotony of your life. And that's why I know, you'll obey me.
Oh, don't shiver, you poor thing. I'm not going to do anything that-
"I was shivering because it was cold!" Yeah, that's a fucking lie. Oh well.
Hmph. Now listen. We'll start easy. You can proceed to do whatever you were going to do when you got home. Bubble bath?
"Sheesh, Rae. Weren't you big on the whole mind privacy thing back then? And no, not bubble bath. Hot tub."
Things change. And besides, I didn't get it quite right. Would have had to dig deeper into your mind and I didn't want to scare you.
"Well, you already kinda scared me-"
Not enough to drive you away, hmm? Now, you going to stand there and be 'cold' all night, or...
"Fine. I'll go."
Umm... should I lock the door? Well, she didn't tell me to so that's fine. Might as well get the water running and... wait a sec.
"You aren't watch... are you?"
What do you think? Is it a big deal?
"Well..."
Go on. Strip for me, Jinx. I want to see your body.
That voice... holy shit. Since when did her voice get so sexy?
"But I-"
Do it.
"I... okay..."
Am I really going to do this while she's watching? Do I have to- oh, what the hell. If she wants me to, then fine, I'll give her a show.
First the top... shit, I'm not even wearing a bra today. Well, doesn't matter, since she's going to see me in the end. Then the bottoms, and my socks. Give her a good look at my legs. Hmm, maybe I should tease her a bit? Nah, fuck that. I'm kinda tired. Hope the water's warm by now.
Oh? You dyed your hair blonde, but you didn't bother changing the carpet to match the curtains?
"Well, it's not like-"
That won't do. You should shave that. I want you to be bare. I want to see everything you have, with nothing blocking my view.
"But-" shit, that voice. That voice... "But I-"
Don't protest. You know you can't.
"I... I... okay."
Weird. I didn't think she cared about things like this, but then again... Rae always had many secrets. She might've been a closet pervert and I would've never known. But, whatever.
"That good?"
Yes. You're wet, by the way. And not just from the water.
I am? The fuck, why am I- oh god, it was her voice, wasn't it... oh god, she's trying to seduce me, isn't she?
I said I wanted you. Yes, that's right. I want you. You're going to be mine, and you're going to love it.
"I- I-I'm... not..."
That wasn't a very convincing no.
Shit shit shit. What's this weird feeling? Why isn't my body obeying me? Why is her voice so... oh god, what are my hands doing? What- stop! I can't play with myself while she's watching! That's... that's-
You can refuse all you want. But you're not-
"You freak! Stop making me do this! Stop controlling my body!"
But I'm not. You're doing it by yourself.
"No, I swear I'm not! It's your voice! Stop it!"
Oh, you're getting turned on by my voice? Well, that's not my problem.
God, why can't I stop touching- fuck, I really am getting turned on by her voice. But why? What's going on? Why can't I help myself? Why won't my hands obey me?
By the way, it'll probably feel better if you don't stuff both of your hands into your crotch at the same time. Your other lady parts could use some love too.
"Bitch, this is how I always do it. Why don't you help me, if you're just going to-"
Nope, not yet. You're on your own for now.
"But Rae..."
Calm down, girl. You're not even panting yet.
"That's because I'm too busy trying to argue with you-"
Don't. Like I said. If you obey, everything becomes easy. Why resist when I can bring you pleasure?
"I- ah... I..." what's happening?
Why do I feel like this? Why do I feel like... she's right, and if I just give in to her, it'll all be better? I've never been the one to just... submit and let someone else control me. I've always been the independent one. I've always-
People change.
"But- nngh!"
Oh my god. What was that feeling? Did I really just make that noise?
"Rae, the hell was that-"
Shh, shh... just be quiet and let me help you.
"But I thought you said- nngh, agh, hn-"
Oh my god. What is she doing to me? It feels like my body's on fire. Every time I try to move, I feel like there's some sort of shock that runs through me, and the more I fight it, the more it hurts. But if I just relax, it feels good. Really good- oh, so that's what she meant?
"Rae- aghn- Rae, give me- a moment- to - hnn- breathe - ugh. You can't- expect me - mmf - to stay quiet - like this..."
Forgive me, I wasn't clear. No talking. You can moan as loudly as you want.
Fuck, fuck fuck. I don't know what she's doing to my body, but it feels so damn good. I don't know how to describe it... it's just like... like she's dumping raw pleasure into me or something. God, if she keeps this up...
It feels good, doesn't it? Look at how wet you are.
"I can't - hah, nngh- Rae-"
Yes?
Oh god, this feeling. It's like everything building up inside me, right there. I'm so close, but shit, she's still watching me. I can't cum right in front of her. I can't-
"Rae - agh - no- stop!"
Don't tell me to stop when you so obviously want it. You're about to explode, aren't you? I can feel it. I can practically smell your scent, taste your juices... I can hear your moans, kitty. Go on. Scream for me. Let it all out.
Fuck, it's coming. It's coming - it's coming!
...
That's a good girl. Now, you can clean up the mess you made and go enjoy your bath.
"Rae - *pant* - Rae, please-"
Yes?
"Can- can I-"
You may not see me yet. But if you obey me, if you listen to everything I tell you to do, then you may. But only if you obey me.
"Rae... ugh, I - *pant* - don't know if my body - can handle that-"
I'm sure it can. You know, there's not really a limit to how many times or how hard a girl can cum. For someone tough like you, I'm willing to bet you can handle quite a lot. And before you argue with me, remember, I don't take no for an answer. You're going to obey me. And that's that.
I... I'm going to obey her. Well, I guess that's... ugh. Not like I really have a choice, right? I can't fight her, but then again, I don't really want to fight her. If there's more where that came from...
"When will I hear from you again?"
Soon enough. Once I have prepared some things for you. Until then, take care of yourself, my sweet.
Ugh.
Well, I'm fucked. But if it's by her, I guess, then that's okay. Guess I better clean up this mess, then...