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2 chapters to go (including this one). Standard lemon warning applies. (or maybe a stronger lemon warning applies? ? ? ?)
"Speech"
Morning already? Damn, felt like I just went to bed. Blegh. I should probably get up, but eh... bed's so warm, so comfy... ah, maybe I'll just go back to sleep. Not like I've got anything else to do, anyway. Right? Mmm...
Wait, the fuck? Something's weird- there's something around my waist. The fuck- shit, Rae- you didn't...
"Raven, are you serious? Is this what I think it is? A chastity belt? Raven!"
Ugh, seriously? I thought she- wait, what the-
"You put in a vibrator too? You have got to be shitting me..."
Well, my dear-
"You bitch! I thought you were gonna come see me today! You said-"
I said nothing of the sort. I said-
"But I thought... I thought..."
Ugh. Why am I even so desperate? Why- oh, what the hell. Does it even matter? I need to see her. I need- I need her. I don't know why, but I just do. I... it's not exactly like I miss her. Well, maybe I do. I don't know. But it's not just that. I just... doesn't she get it? Why can't she just come here? Why does she always have to play these games with me?
Kitten...
"I'm not your slave! Like, okay, I know it might seem like I'll do whatever you say... oh, fuck it. You know I'll do whatever you tell me to, but Rae... I thought..."
I'm not taking advantage of you, if that's what you're thinking. You're mine. Don't you get it yet?
"Get what? I know that I'm yours... you said that already. Hell, I think even I believe it now. But it's just..."
But what? What's wrong?
"You're... not here."
Does that really matter to you?
"Rae, please... I need you... I need..."
Soon. I promise. Soon, but not today.
"Soon?! Soon- I've heard that so many times. It's always like that. Soon. How soon is soon? It could be years, for all I know. It could be-"
You know what I mean.
"I'm not the empath."
Jinx...
"Raven."
You're not upset with me, are you?
"I..."
Fuck. What's gotten into me lately? Why do I feel so... out of it? Ever since she came back, actually no. Even before that. I guess... I guess I was just sick of being alone. And bored with my life. And tired of all this shit. Not knowing what to do with myself. Heh, being too, too - scared, I guess? - to do anything. Scared of all my bad luck, so I got stuck doing the stupidest things. Throwing my life away, really.
Is it because I have a way out now? Is she my way out of this? Is that why- no, no, it's not that. It's-
"I don't know. I might be. But I don't know why."
Rather confused, aren't we?
"I'm not good with this stuff, Rae... I just... meh, I guess I kinda..."
Hell, I have no idea how I feel. Well isn't that great.
I mean, I know I want to see her, but why? Is it because she can get me out of here? Because we were friends? Because... I... well, I do like her. Kinda. I mean, she kinda creeps me out, but I know she cares. I know she does. She just does, 'cause she's Rae. Isn't that why she came back for me? But I'll never get a straight answer out of her... fuck. Though, I kinda like that part of her too. Makes it a little more fun, even if it sucks sometimes... but I know she wouldn't just throw me away. She won't just abandon me, right? So why do I feel so...
It's alright. It's okay to feel that way. Soon, kitten, soon. I promise. Just... hold on a little more, okay?
"But... you like seeing me squirm, don't you?"
Maybe. But that's not the reason.
"Rae..."
Don't cry, dear. Don't sound so distraught. It's not like you...
"But I can't help it! You're... you're... ugh. Rae. You don't know how you make me feel. Hell, I don't know how you make me feel. I just... oh, whatever. Just go whatever you need to do. I'm just gonna... I dunno."
Go enjoy your day.
"With this thing on?!"
Yes. Really, Jinx, I mean for you to enjoy your day.
"You bitch..."
That's funny, kitten. You can't possibly expect me to believe that you mean that. You said that like you didn't mean it at all.
"Well, I uh... you're an empath! That's not fair! That's-"
Haha, enjoy your day, kitten. I'll be there soon.
Fuck me.
God. Enjoy my day? How the hell 'm I supposed to do that? With this thing in my crotch, mmm- nnn... ohhh...
"Hah, ungh..."
Fuck. It keeps goin' off like crazy every so often, but there doesn't seem to be a pattern to it. Is she controlling it, or did she just set it to do that? Ugh. I actually kinda hope she's the one doing it 'cause I might be able to convince her to not do anything too drastic. Hopefully nobody looks at me too closely...
Ugh. Of all the days she had to choose to do this, it had to be the one day where I had to get all this shit done. Buying groceries, quick job with the boys, haircut... maybe I can cut all the other shit out today. I should just go home before something embarrassing happens. I can do everything else later...
"Jinx? Hey, what's up? Somethin' wrong?"
Great. Just wonderful. Interruptions everywhere. "No, Wally, nothing's wrong."
"Well, you're walkin' kinda funny, so I just assumed-"
Shit. I didn't even notice. I guess it's 'cause of this fuckin' belt and this stupid ass vibrator, and-
"Ahh, hmmm, mmm-" keep it in, Jinx! If you moan now, it'll give it away! "Mmmfff..." Shit, he's looking at me weird. Shit, shit-
"Something's up, and you're gonna tell me what it is-"
"O-oh, i-it's nothing. Just... these groceries are kinda heavy, you know. Kinda out of shape."
"Really? That bad?"
"Hey! Don't make fun of me-"
"Haha, that's hilarious. Here, lemme help ya-"
"No, it's okay. It's only another couple blocks to my house-"
"No really, let me help-"
"I- ahh... hmm, hnn-"
Fuck, why isn't this thing stopping? Shit, if this keeps up...
"... there's something else. Something's bothering-"
"Ugh! I-if y-you got-t-ta know..." keep it together! Don't give in! God, stop stuttering! Deep breaths, Jinx. Deep breaths. Relax. I don't feel anything down there. It's fine. I don't feel anything. "I have girl problems..."
"Ewww! TMI! Didn't need to know that!"
Good thing he's still immature, so that shit keeps him from prying more. "Well, you asked, so shut it. Now, lemme go."
"Whatever you say, Lucky. Hope your, uh, problem resolves itself soon."
"Yeah, yeah..." I really hope it does too.
I - shit, I can't keep my balance. It feels so, ugh, it's too-
"Mmm, nnnn..." Keep it down or he'll hear you! Keep it- fuuuck. Fuck me, it's getting stronger. I can't- I can't, oh God, it feels so good. It's so good, but I can't-
Goddamnit.
Rae! Rae, can you hear me? Rae-
Loud and clear.
Turn this thing off! He's staring at me!
And?
If this keeps up, I'm gonna-
I know exactly how close you are, and how much it'll take.
Wait. So she is controlling it. And she... wait a sec-
You bitch! You're actually trying to humiliate me, aren't you?! You're trying to make me cum in the middle of the street with fucking Wally staring at me-
I'm not trying to. I'm going to.
Wait- Rae- waiiitt-
"Ahh, ahh, nnn, mmmmmm-"
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck-
Rae!
Oh no, I can't hold it back. It's coming- shit, it's coming-
...
...
"...Jinx?"
"I- *pant* - I-"
Oh my god. At least I managed to stay quiet, but I must be blushing like crazy. There's no way he doesn't know. There's no way- oh god, he's smirking at me. This fucking-
"Wally - *pant* - you... you *pant* saw nothing."
"Haha, good one Lucky. So should I assume you wet your pants then?"
I, what? I- fuck. It's dripping down my legs- fuck!
Raven!
"I-"
"Whatever gets you off, Lucky. I'm not judgin'. So that's what it was."
"Wally, if you tell anyone about this..."
"Chill. Sheesh, I just saved your ass there. If I hadn't held you up, you would've totally dropped everything and collapsed, then the whole world would've known what-"
"Fuck you."
"Cute. By the way, you're still blushing. And you stink. In a good way though-"
"Fuck off."
"But seriously, who's the lucky dude? You'd never do that to yourself, so someone else had to have-"
Oh no you don't, Wally. Rae's mine. None of you guys gets to know about her. She's mine.
"None of your business."
"Really-"
"Wally! Please. Please... can you just, like, let me go home and clean up? I'd love to stand here and talk, but..."
Actually no, I wouldn't, and I really don't particularly enjoy standing around with cum dripping down my legs.
"Fine, fine. See ya later, Lucky. And don't worry, I won't tell anyone! I promise!"
"Hmph."
"Raven! You- you! Ugh! I don't even know what to say! Answer me, Rae! Raven!"
As much as I enjoy hearing you scream my name - actually, never mine. Keep going.
"You..."
You have to admit, though, that was pretty hot.
"Um, no? That was just... ugh... I don't-"
Well, it's not my fault you're so messy.
"It's not my fault either! It's your fault for making me-"
Did it feel good?
"Mm, uhh, but- that's besides the point! I mean, yeah, it did, but-"
Then what's the problem?
"Besides the obvious... I'm not an exhibitionist, you know!"
Are you sure about that?
"Yeah. Well, maybe. Probably."
I don't know. You came faster than usual-
"That's 'cause I was... uhh, stressed! I was already tense from that, then your stupid vibrator went crazy, and-"
Haha, funny. But you know, it only took two minutes-
"Plus all the time from earlier that had already gotten me-"
Yeah, yeah. But I have to ask.
"Hmph. Ask away."
Was that enough for you? Or do you want more?
"I-"
Shit, I forgot. She can read my mind. She knows how I feel. She knows-
Still hot and flustered? One not good enough?
"I'm... I'm not a slut-"
I didn't say you were. But if it's not enough, then it's not enough.
"But I..." Ugh. She knows what I want! I don't even have to say it, and yet... whatever! Might as well say it anyway... "Raven, you know what I want. What I need. It's not gonna be enough, 'cause you're just usin' all of your stupid toys, and just... you know what I need..."
As impatient as ever, aren't we? Unfortunately, I have a little bit of business left to do here. It's not an easy trip back and forth, so I'll need to settle things over here first before heading over. So in the meantime, you're stuck with what you've got.
"What business..."
I'll tell you soon.
"Soon, soon, always soon. How about now!"
Does it really matter?
"It does! I need to know what's keeping you from me..."
You'll find out. For now, just enjoy.
"But Rae, I - hah, ungh- you- nnn - bi-tch - cutting - mmm - me - ahhn - off- "
Already incoherent?
"Ahh, ahh, ahh, uhnn..."
Fuck, why does it feel- fuck, I'm gonna cum again, I'm gonna, I'm gonna-
...
"Nooo... why? Rae, I was so close- I- nngh! Raven, fuck, fuck-"
...
"You... *pant* *pant*"
Fuck, so that's what she's trying to do. She's gonna bring me to the brink a whole bunch of times, but not let me go over. Well fuck that. I can finish things myself-
Ah, nope. Keep your hands away from your dirty parts, you naughty little girl. Why do you think I made you wear that chastity belt.
"So you could torture me! And really, cuffs too?"
Yes really. Naughty little girls shouldn't be allowed to touch themselves. You'll only get to cum when I decide you can. No sooner than that. Oh, don't give me that face, kitten. You know it's good for you.
"It's not! What'd be good for me would be if you showed up! Instead of using all of your tentacles, and all that shit, and- and besides, if you can do all of this, then why can't you just come here?!"
Because moving a physical body through space and dimensions is far more difficult than a projection of magical energy. Especially considering I specifically made a psychic link with you to help with my powers.
"But, but-"
Kitten, relax. Just let it feel good.
"Let it feel good? You've gotta be kiddin' me..."
Does it not-
"Shit, Rae, it feels better than anything I could do to myself, but it's just not enough! It's- ahhhnnn, mmmmm- oh, oh, oh, oh-"
...
Not again!
"Please, Rae... just let me- just..."
Beg.
"What does it sound like I'm doing?!"
Not good enough.
"I-"
God. I know what she wants. I know- oh, what the hell. Why not? She's already in control anyway, and the shittiest thing about it is it feels right. It feels right with her in control like this...
"Ugh. Raven... Rae- mistress... please, mistress. Please let me- let me-"
Let you what?
I-I can't say it. I can't-
Say it, kitten. Beg. Beg, or I'll keep you like this for the rest of the day.
"I'll go insane!"
All the better.
Fuck me. "Please, mistress." Well, since we're role playing already, whatever. Whatever she wants. I just need... "Let your dirty whore cum. Please, mistress. Let your filthy slave- let me-"
Haha, I'm not trying to humiliate you, kitten. It's just-
"I don't care! I need it! I need it so badly-"
Your wish is my command.
"Ooh, oh, oh, ahh, ahh, mmm, mmmm!"
...
"Ah... hnn..."
No! No, no, no! Ugh!
What's wrong?
"It's... ah, it's still there! It still burns! Ugh, Rae, it's just not good enough! It's just not good enough... not without you here."
You know what I need, Rae! Hell, you probably know it better than I do! It's just not good enough without you...
Oh, don't look so desperate.
"I'm... okay, fine, I am. But that doesn't help it! You can fuck with me all you want, you can make me cum until I go crazy and pass out, but it won't be good enough until-"
I'll take you up on that offer.
Shit. "That was hypothetical! I was just sayin'-"
Can't take back what you said. I fully intend to make you go insane. And probably pass out. It's the last I can do for not being there-
"But, but- oh, fine. Fuck it. You do whatever you like anyway, whether I struggle or not."
But the struggle is so much more fun to watch...
"You... I thought you told me to not resist!"
Struggling and resisting are different. Sort of. Oh, please, Jinx. You know what I mean. You know how I think, and how I feel, without even having to be an empath. And likewise, I don't need my empathy to know how you feel. You know, so please.
...
She feels bad, doesn't she? She really does. I guess my first instincts were right. She does care about me. She does- but she loves fucking with me for the fun of it too. Can't deny that. No way she can deny that.
Oh, I can deny it. It just might not be true.
"Heh. I see how it is- ow, hey!"
No talking back, or I'll have to spank you again.
"Let me guess. It's a huge turn on for you anyway, so- ow!"
And for you too, I might add.
"Fuck you. You're the one who got me used to all this BDSM stuff-"
Used to it already? Good. Then you're in for a treat.
... do I even want to know?
Ah, well, not really. Just gonna shut everything else out and let her do whatever she wants with me. Mmmm. Great. Here we go...