Some strong language and reference to tacos here. Enjoy!
FEW HOURS AGO
"Why do you still keep running away from me? Do you still not trust me?" Killian almost screamed. Another bloody argument. They fought sometimes but every time about the same things. Why did you risk your life for me? Why didn't you tell me the bad things you did? Why did you lock me up cause I wasn't safe?
"Killian for the millionth time I trust you but you don't listen to me!" Emma replied, trying to keep her composure. They were on the docks and even though no one was here now, anyone could pop out and witness the Savior and the Pirate fighting.
"Why the bloody hell would I sit idly while you go risk your life!" Killian shouted, annoyed and mostly hurt. He understands that Emma still has fears of losing him but he was not going to sit by himself in the sheriff's station or at Granny's while she was doing god knows what with the new villains. Especially now that one of them was Gold who would love nothing more than to kill the Savior.
"Gold asked me to come alone. I was not gonna bring you with me considering he almost killed you like a month ago!"
"I'm a survivor Swan. I can take care of myself" Killian replied, walking towards her till he was invading her personal space. But she didn't take a step back, like always.
"I'm done hearing this Hook! How many times do I have to hear this 'I'm a survivor' speech? Just listen to me next time! I'm the fucking sheriff and savior!" Emma screamed, stepping away from him.
Killian turned around. He ran his hand through his hair and clutched them painfully. Hook. She hadn't called him that since she kissed him outside of Granny's. Well love Hook is what you'll get now.
"I'm saying this the last time Emma, I'm not bloody well going to sit doing nothing while you risk your life. STOP BEING SO BLOODY STUBBORN!" Killian screamed, the vein in his head twitching. He had turned around since he didn't want her to see him in all his Captain Hook glory. The hot moody asshole who can instill fear into anyone who manages to anger him.
"WHY?" Emma screamed, her eyes flaring with rage. How dare he? He had just turned around from facing her! How dare he call her stubborn when he was more stubborn than her!
"BECAUSE I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU EMMA!" Killian turned around mid-confession. He was completely still with a vein in his head twitching. But underneath his kohl brimmed eyes, amidst the anger; she could see a glint - adoration - love in his blue eyes.
They both stared at each other for what felt like an eternity. Blue eyes meeting green. Their chests were heaving due to the thick sexual tension that always popped up whenever they fought (which eventually lead to some hot angry make-up sex on the kitchen counter or any surface, or once even in a dark alley near the Rabbit Hole).
Emma wasn't sure what to do. She knew he loved her – knew it the instant he told her about sacrificing his ship for merely the chance to see her again. And she knew that she loved him too. She had always known but just never admitted it to herself till the day she saw him on the ground, clutching his heart in his hand. She knew that he was waiting for her to say it first, not wanting to pressure her with his feelings as they could send her running. But she was Emma Swan – the little lost girl still present somewhere in there who refused to let all of her walls come down, who refused to be completely vulnerable in front of someone.
Emma had thought about this moment. Hell, she had even fantasized about it. She had come close to uttering the three magical words many times during the six blissfully peaceful weeks but for some reason never said them. She hoped that he knew, as after all she was an open book to him.
Emma didn't know whether she wanted to kiss him senseless right now or punch him in the face for saying those words mid-fight. She always thought they would say it in a gentle and happy moment. Just like everything they had done. Their first real kiss and first love making session was really gentle and tender – their first love confession should have followed the path. But everything with them was unpredictable.
Emma was about to profess her love by yelling the words back at him when he spoke first and said, "I don't even think you really care about me Emma. You've walked away way too many times from me and maybe you don't even trust me. Yes, you definitely don't trust me or else you would stop chasing after all these villains by yourself! Maybe you only ever truly loved Baelfire. Maybe I'm nothing more than just a pirate to you"
Emma felt like someone had punched her in her gut. All the anger and even the happiness that had come from his confession drained out of her and all that was left was hurt. Hurt that Killian could think this way about her. Hurt that he would not think that she loved him – hell, not even think that she trusted him or cared about him.
She wanted to yell at him. Scream at him that she had never felt this way before with anyone – not with Walsh (who fucking proposed to her), Graham, and not even Neal! What she felt for him had terrified her since the start, which was the actual reason she left him on that beanstalk. It wasn't for the 'betray us for Cora' bullshit that made her chain him, it was because he had read her like an open book - had challenged her to trust him when she wore a token from her ex-lover to remind herself to never trust anyone again. Look at me Emma, have I told you a lie? She knew that instant that he wasn't lying – he really wanted to help them get to Storybrooke, even then he had chosen her. But her walls wouldn't allow it. She couldn't bear the thought of having him follow her to Storybrooke. She just couldn't. It was bad enough that he was so hot that she wanted to jump his bones then and there and the fact that he could make Emma badass Swan challenge and question her walls.
Twitching her jaw and glancing at him one last time, Emma turned around and walked away from him. Tears were flowing freely down her face as she sat in her bug and left him at the docks.
Killian sat down on the bench and buried his face in his hands. He had regretted everything the instant the yellow vessel drove away. Bloody hell what did I do!
Present
With a last smile to Killian, Emma read the curse on the parchment. Suddenly the weather changed. Dark clouds loomed over Storybrooke as a thunderstorm striked.
Emma slowly opened her eyes and smirked at the three Queens of Darkness.
"Swan?" Killian said, running towards her but found himself thrown across a tree and when he looked up he was shocked and terrified to see that the one who hurt him like that was the woman he loved with a dangerous smirk on her face.
"Hook" Emma spoke icily, "Good thing you're here. Now listen to me carefully" Emma walked up to where the pirate was stuck on the tree, "Go and tell everyone that the Savior no longer works for them. They have done nothing but used me to get their own stupid and lame happy endings. Now, I'm going to take that all away from them and I'm gonna write myself MY happy ending"
"Emma" Killian started but stopped when Emma touched the scar on his cheek. She had done this many times but every time her expression was full of love or desire – never of hatred and disgust.
"Go now pretty boy and tell the so-called heroes to prepare for war. I would ask you to join us since you are a former villain but honestly you've always been a sorry excuse for a villain. I mean you're a villain cause you were a pirate who was obsessed to exact revenge on the man who killed a fucking wench. And took your hand. Big deal. And then all of a sudden gave up your revenge and even now when you posses the Dark One's dagger you refuse to kill him since that's not what heroes do" Emma mocked him, her fingers outlining his face.
"Now go away" Emma said and poofed her boyfriend away.
Killian fell on the concrete ground and groaned. We meet again floor! When he turned around the first thing that came into his view was David's face, his eyebrows twitched together in confusion. Emma had sent him to the Charmings loft. Great! So it wasn't a nightmare. Hook's heart broke, he was truly wishing that he would wake up any second now and find his blonde hair beauty snuggling up to him, drooling on his chest
("Well if I snore you drool Swan!"
"I DO NOT drool Killian!" Emma said before she threw herself onto Killian and they both found themselves on his bed – his hand and hook already cupping her breasts while her hands caressed his chest hair).
"Hook?" David said as he helped the pirate get up, "What are you doi- what is it?"
Killian let out a deep breath before he explained to the Charmings what he had just seen. Mary Margaret had tears flowing down her cheeks while David looked like he was about to throw up.
"Emma's done a lot for this town and for me. It's time now that we save the Savior" Killian said, and the Charmings nodded. The Heroes ready for battle – but their main priority being saving their loved Emma Swan and reminding her who she truly is.
TO BE CONTINUED
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