It's been a few days since Hiro showed me that video. Now, I've lost all desire to do anything. My heart is at that point where its just done. I don't want to eat, I can't sleep, and I haven't been in school since. It hurts too much. I miss him more now than I ever have before. It hurt when he first died, but now it hurts again, just as much. I'm lost now. Lost in my thoughts and emotions. What am I going to do? Tadashi wouldn't want this, but then again, Tadashi is gone.. and he's not coming back... But I could go to him. Maybe I'd be better off dead anyway. No one really cares about me anyway, my feelings were always thrown to the side and-

"Rino?" a voice says, interupting my thoughts.

"What?" I kinda yell back, irritated.

"You okay? You haven't been in school... Everyone's worried about you."

"I'm fine Hiro."

"You don't look okay."

He was right, I didn't look okay. I was really pale, and my already skinny figure was even skinnier. My ribs were highly prominent in the tank top I was wearing. My hair was astray, and dried tears mixed with mascara caked my face. I haven't left my room at all. I've sat in my room, listening to the same song over and over. Kellin Quinn's voice echoes in my head and the same words haunt my mind every minute of the day. Maybe I'm better off dead. The pain of it all is crashing down on me like a storm out at sea.

"I'm fine Hiro, see?" I say, faking a smile.

"Rino, that is the fakest smile I have ever seen. You obviously aren't okay. I know it hurts, I've been through it. I almost killed a man because of it. Please, come back to school, eat something, anything. I can't lose you and Tadashi. I'd be too much for me."

"How did you do it Hiro? How did you fix this?" I ask, pleading for an answer to fix my broken being.

"I started Big Hero 6. It kinda took my mind of things. Then Baymax showed me that video, and I understood everything."

"I don't wanna watch another video. I don't want to hurt anymore than I already am."

Sorry this chapter is so depressing, I'm really depressed right now. I'm having problems with my boyfriend, which never ends well. :/