Matt's P.O.V

"Gabby!" I sort of shouted louder than I wanted. I got her attention though.

"Hey lieutenant….." she said quietly with pure sadness

"Can I talk to you for a minute Gabby I know I don't deserve it but—" she cut me off.

"No, you do not. You spent yesterday yelling at me for not being able to respect you; do you know that I had spent last night crying because you didn't come home and all I could think was that you were somewhere wrapped around a tree!" she was crying by this point. "you were right, this is too big for us, I think we need a break. I don't deserve you and I am a terrible person, you have made that perfectly clear sir."

Before I could say anything else the bells rang and we ran to the truck to our call.

At the call (Matt's pov still)

"Herrmann, Otis go vent the roof!"

"Dawson, Cruz you're with me! Let's go!"

"We got to be quick; smoke's turning' black people 10 minutes top Casey!" Boden bellowed through the radio.

We get up to the third floor and all there we saw was a big flash. When we came to I looked for my crew and all I saw was Cruz. No Dawson, I started panicking.

"CASEY! It's Dawson she has been trapped by a fallen beam! She needs help!" Cruz barked

"Oh my god, Gabby, baby open your eyes!" I felt a tear crawl down my face "Help me get this off her!"

We got the beam off her and ran back out. The medics took her Lakeshore where I came with them against their wishes but I didn't care either.

"Gabriela Dawson, age 27 years old, severe head trauma internal bleeding, possible broken ribs and collapsed lung. We need her in surgery now!" the nurse spat out.

I was so distraught I could barely breathe. The chief was there in minutes and guided me to the waiting room. There I felt like I sat there for hours. Which I did, then the doctor came out I stood up praying she'd be okay.

"Mr. Casey, she has suffered major injuries and there were some complications… we weren't able to save the baby, there was too much bleeding. She was also put in a medical induced coma, I'm terribly sorry."

Pregnant? I thought, no she couldn't be pregnant, we were so careful. She had to wake up I needed to tell her how sorry I am.

"Can I see her?" I asked

"Of course, she's in room 312 on the 3rd floor" she said rather boldly and forced a smile.

"Thank you" I spat out as I sprinted to her room.

I wasn't prepared to see what I did when I got there my heart shattered and I fell to the floor sobbing and gasping for air.