Previously:
Courtney told me something this morning that I think you should hear, it's about Josh"
"What?" I asked worriedly, so many thoughts coming to mind on what she might say next, I knew though that what she was about to say would not be good.
"Babes you know we are always here for you, but basically Courtney told us that a friend of hers was at this party on the weekend and she saw Josh there and well she sort of saw him hooking up with this girl and then go upstairs with her"
I just stood there in silence, shocked by what I had just heard, tears threatening to spill. We had literally just got back from holiday with each other the day before that weekend! I couldn't understand it, I thought everything between us was good, we had had so much fun in Connecticut; I thought we loved each other! And yet he'd gone and done that! Did the last year and a half mean nothing to him? Macey, Bex and Liz clearly saw how upset I was getting, so they came and gave me a big hug.
"I don't understand it guys, why would he do this to me, I don't get what I have done to deserve this, I love him so much!" I said between sobs
Before they could answer though, Zach suddenly appeared next to us, "what's up with Cammie?" He actually sounded like he was concerned I thought, why he would care how I was, it's not like we're friends.
"None of your business Goode" replied Bex defensively, I love Bex, and she's always had my back, and could clearly tell I didn't want to talk to anyone right now, especially Zach who I had just met today. I took that as my chance to slip away and went and got in my car.
When I arrived home I ran up to my room and curled up in my bed with my duvet and started to cry again. So many thoughts raced through my mind, like how he could do this to me, and why! I decided I had to talk to him, I picked up my phone and texted him asking him to meet me in an hour at the park. The girls had also texted me to check how I was. I replied to them all telling them how I was going to meet josh and confront him. Macey replied saying she would be over hear in a flash if I didn't feel like being alone. I told her I would be ok, and I would tell her how the talk with josh went in the morning at school.
An hour later I was at the park sitting on the bench waiting, I then saw Josh walking towards me, he sat down on the bench next to me and went to kiss me but I leant away.
"What's up babe? You seem annoyed at me"
"You know exactly what's up Josh, I know what you did" I could feel myself start to get upset again
"I don't know what you mean Cam" Josh said worryingly
"Don't act like you don't know what I'm talking about, you know exactly what I'm talking about, I heard about you and that girl at that party you went to on the weekend. I know you hooked up!" I replied angrily, now feeling more angry then upset
"That's absolute bullshit, babe you know I would never do that to you" he replied getting really defensive.
"That's what I thought, but I know it's true, there are witnesses who saw you do it! Don't lie to me Josh, don't I at least deserve the truth! You've already broken my heart, at least give me the truth!" I couldn't hold it in anymore and I broke down in tears.
"I don't deserve to be treated like this! I've given you everything, I love you. I deserve to be with someone who treats me right. As much as I want to be with you Josh, I can't be in a relationship with someone who treats me like this" my head was buried in my knees, I couldn't even look at him because I knew that if I look at him directly then I would take back everything I had just said because I did love Josh so much. But I knew that I had to do this because I didn't deserve to be treated like this.
"Whatever, this is fucking ridiculous" Josh replied as he got up and stormed off.
I sat for five minutes and then decided to walk down to the lake nearby and sit down there. I didn't want to go home just yet because I knew either my mum or dad would see me crying and want to know what had happened and I just didn't think I could deal with anyone right now. Though that didn't go to plan as a couple of minutes later I heard someone from behind me say,
"Cammie is that you?"
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