Author's Note: Okay so I had a hard time writing this chapter out I must of edited and revised it like 6 times, seriously it was insane. Needless to say that's why you guys went so long without an update this time! Needless to say though I really like this chapter because of how much I feel the characters develop, as always read and review. You know I love your feed back, Never let your imagination die, CrazyMary01.
P.S- I'm sorry for any missed typos, I know I tend to have a lot of them, but I hope it's not so bad that it throws the story off. Anyways on to the story
Chapter 12- No Need To Be Sorry
The pair stood in front of a door marked with an incubus poster.
"My room" Kendall confirmed with a nod of his head. Logan pushed on the door slowly not sure what to expect. He walked in a few steps and then began to take in the layout. He noticed the bed first. It was pushed against the wall and the mattress held a navy blue sheet set. He squished his toes into the soft gray carpet, and then his attention turned to the wall. Memories hung in picture frames, and Logan felt himself wanting to ask the blonde about them all. Many were with James and Carlos but there were quit a few with people Logan had never seen Kendall with before in his life.
"Who are they?" Logan asks pointing to the said pictures.
"My brothers Kenneth and Kevin." Logan wanted to face palm. Of course they were his brothers. They were practically spitting images of the teacher next to him! "I see them maybe once a month." Kendall continued. "and of course for every holiday. My family is really close; growing up Kevin was probably my best friend. I know it sounds lame, but he was my idol, he still is in a way." Logan smiled at how cute his lover sounded.
"Older or younger?" he asks, wanting to know more.
"Well with that statement I thought it was pretty obvious I'm his baby brother" Kendall let out a chuckle. "I call Kevin once a week sometimes more if something exciting or serious happens. Like for example the day I finally decided to take a chance on you. "The new information made Logan let out a gasp.
"You mean your brother already knows about me!?"
"With his big mouth my whole family probably already knows about you." Logan swore he could die on the spot. Kendall took notice in the teens sudden mood change "What's wrong?"
"You mean you're family knows that we're that we- and they don't have a problem with it?"
"Well my mom did give me a call the other day. She told me she wasn't too crazy about the age difference but that it wasn't something she couldn't get passed. As far as Kevin goes he can't wait to meet you. Said he needed to make sure I wasn't dating a douche wad, and Kenneth he's kind of a tough cookie, but he wouldn't hurt a fly. Unless they hurt me, but that's beside the point"
Logan gives a half laugh and his eyes look down at the floor. He loved the way the blonde talked about his family. He could only wish him, and his own could be that close. His mind travels to his little sister, and he thinks about the man that ripped her from his grasps. He knows his mother has done everything she can to keep him happy, but he still wished every day that he had his dear little sister to come home too.
"You okay?" Kendall asks, taking the smaller hands into his own.
"I just miss my little sister." Logan answers honestly
"I don't think you ever told me her name." Logan rethinks the brief conversations they've had about her, and he realizes that indeed he hasn't told Kendall his sister's name.
"It's Presley. I don't remember much about her, except up until my dad took her away she was the light of my life. My mom begged him not to take her saying that it would crush me. Saying that it would make this whole experience ten times harder if either of them left. "Logan felt the stinging in his eyes as he continued. "But the asshole didn't care. He just packed up their shit and they were gone, on a flight going god knows where hours later."
"All that happened when you were eleven." Kendall leads a tear-faced Logan to the bed and they sit next to each other, fingers still intertwined.
"Yes, they had a homosexual sex ED. class when I was in the sixth grade. For me at the time it was appealing. My dad was furious when he found out I took the course. Then I said "you should know that I'm gay, and you may think it's a waist of time but it's helpful for me."The teen let out a shaky breath before continuing. "He slapped me across the face and said no man in his family will ever be gay."
"My mom threatened to leave him if he ever touched me again, but a week later it didn't even matter. He was gone. That whole week he tried to say I was delusional. That I just thought I was gay because no girl wanted me. And I stood my ground, said there were plenty of girls that were into me I just couldn't see myself next to any of them." Logan then turned to look at Kendall, tears still in his eyes. The look on the teen's face just about broke the blonde's heart. "Sorry didn't mean to slap you with a full life story"
"Its okay I asked for it. Besides I like hearing about your life Logie." Kendall scooted close enough to the boy so that their thighs were touching. His hand came up to wipe away the tears still trailing down his lover's face.
"I'm sorry. I didn't realize I was crying. "Logan says quickly looking up at the teacher. He quickly regretted the decision as the stunning green eyes he met erased every coherent thought his brain managed to store. He looked away as a blush spread across his cheeks.
"Stop apologizing." Kendall grabs the speechless boy by the chin. Forcing him to once again meet his gaze, "you have nothing to be sorry for." and then the teacher is matching their lips together. It's the softest kiss the couple has ever shared. And Logan loves every second of it. They pull back, but only so that they can pull each other closer. Kendall places a small kiss on the others forehead and then, like magnets, their lips are clasped back together again. The kisses are slow, open mouthed, and very, very sexy. Kendall can already feel the strain against his pants, and he knows it should take more than this to get him up. But his body can't help it. Logan is just so irresistible.
He pushes his tongue forward, and tightens his hold around the teen's waist. Logan's out wet appendage pushes back following Kendall's lead. The brunette decides to experiment, and softly bites down on the teacher's lower lip. He pulls back and releases allowing it to spring back into place. He's rewarded with moan of approval and a seat in Kendall's lap. Logan can practically feel a pulse coming from Kendall's erection as his ass made contact with the others thighs. It makes him groan in pleasure.
"You feel that?" Kendall leans forward and sucks on the teen's neck. He punctuates his question with a roll of hips. Logan gives a pitiful whine in return. "It's all for you baby." He thrusts up again, and Logan's head falls back in pleasure as their cocks continue to glide together. Kendall curses because the friction from his jeans has become almost painful.
He rolls them over so that the smaller is trapped beneath him. He takes in Logan's appearance, and he more than enjoys the sight. His hair is disheveled, and lips are pink, plump, and swollen. He took in the way Logan's chest moved up and down, as he tried to control his breathing. (Which was close to impossible with the way Kendall was staring down at him.) It looked as if the teacher was ready to devour him. And with the way he just licked his lips Logan was sure he wanted to.
The teen pulled at the taller's shirt, hoping Kendall wouldn't ask just discard of the ratchet thing. He got his wish. The shirt was lifted and the toned chest came into view. Logan couldn't believe this was happening to him. It seemed just yesterday he was lying in his bed wondering why on earth nobody had ever even kissed him. And yet here he was beneath, what had to be the sexiest guy alive, getting a private little show of what lied beneath the flannel shirts and band tees the blonde seemed to be so obsessed with. He ran his hands along Kendall's toned stomach, and his hips went up.
"Baby fuck let me see you." Kendall moans out, and before Logan can register what's happening the teachers ripping the shirt up and over his body. Kendall's eyes drink the teen in, and he lets out a heavy breath. Logan was just so damn beautiful and before brain begins to process his action, he leans down and swirls his tongue around Logan's nipple. The groan Logan released was almost inhuman. Kendall could only wonder what other sounds he gets out of the boy. His fingers dance along the waistband of Logan's jeans. He moved to the neglected nub and circled it before sucking it into his mouth.
"Is this okay?" he didn't want to push the boy too much. It was foreign territory for the teen and he was already trembling. Whether it was from fear or excitement Kendall didn't wasn't sure, but he hoped it was the later. Logan let out a shaky breath and then nodded his head. He popped the metal circle with ease and then guided the zipper down slowly. He hooked his fingers around the waist band and began to pull down. The boys plaid red briefs came into view and Kendall could have cum on the spot
Logan on the other hand was looking away. Embarrassed because honestly what was special about him? Kendall had been with hot sex god college students before him. He wasn't as well developed or as buff as those men were. He took his bottom lip between his teeth, as insecurity took over his body.
"That lip bite better be because you're horny." It was as if Kendall had read his mind. "Not because you're insecure." Did he really already know him that well?
"And if I said I was." Logan countered
"I'd say you're fucking beautiful. I just wanna see every inch of you." Logan shoved the thoughts from his mind as Kendall leaned down to kiss him again. So what if he wasn't well developed? Kendall obviously saw something right? The erection in the blonde's jeans was hard enough to confirm that. With that thought in mind his fingers fumbled for Kendall's belt working if off as quickly as his inexperienced fingers could manage. Kendall pulled back and gave the teen a sexy smirk as loop; by loop he removed the strap of leather. Logan was going insane. Kendall was being a little shit-face tease. And though it was pleasurable and stimulating, Logan found he wanted the jeans gone, and on the floor now.
But Kendall continued his slow movements, snapping the button on his pants and lowering the zipper. The brunette licked his lips as the teacher's boxers came into view. Kendall maneuvers him self so that he's on his knees Logan can his hands being lifted to the blonde's narrow hips.
"take them off Logie." He takes Logan's earlobe into his mouth, and the boy looses it. He gently coaxed the material down Kendall's legs. His mouth begins to water as more and more of the teacher's creamy skin came into view. Kendall let out a sigh, his aching member relieved from the tight confinements of his skinny jeans. He seized his object of his affection, and towers over the small frame once again. He brings his love in for a kiss stars to roll his hips. Logan's moans skyrocketed. This whole dry humping thing (as Kendall had called it) was definitely better without the pants. The teen quickly found himself thrusting down to meet Kendall's thrusts.
There hips start to work faster against each other. Logan silently prayed to whatever god it was, that this feeling would never end. He was so close to the edge. Kendall's thrusts only increased in speed as time went on. They were climbing higher and higher, and the bed frame was starting to slam against the wall as Kendall's hips worked harder.
And then seconds later the two erupted. Kendall's hips stilled as he soiled his boxers with his seed, and Logan clung his arms around the teacher's neck as he himself released. They sat there for a few minutes panting. Wrapped in each others arms. No words are said as they came down from the euphoric high of there orgasms. There's only soft neck and lips kisses that are exchanged. Kendall's the first to break the silence.
"Sorry, I got a little crazy there." he laughed. Logan shook his head to be smiling.
"You have nothing to be sorry for." He brought the blonde into a kiss, and he felt that signature smirk as there lips moved together. Logan broke apart the wet feeling at his crotch ruining the mood. "Maybe you get could get us two fresh pairs of underwear though."