Who wants to have a little fun?
A Doccubus one shot was requested, so I figured it would be a good time to try out this idea I've had in my head. This one shot has pieces of lyrics from 14 pop/country songs. I have take a few liberties as far as tense and pronouns. I did, however, fail at the fluff I intended. It may be a bit emo at the beginning. I do promise a happy Doccubus ending though. So sit back, relax and see how many songs you can pick out. (Some may be used more than once).
*I own nothing. All characters property of Lost Girl and Prodigy pictures and all lyrics belong to the artists.
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How many times would it take me to learn my lesson? At least once more I guess. I'm sitting here all alone staring at the bottom of my glass, hoping one day I'd make a dream last. Ah, but dreams come slow and they go so fast. This one was no different. Lauren, you were my dream. The house, the dogs, the kids and the picket fence. A life away from this mess with you was all I wanted. All we wanted. Sometimes, though, it's not enough to just want.
A ragged breath passed through my tensed lips as I lifted the sifter of scotch once again. I'd messed up, hardly the first time, but I hoped the last. My blatant disregard for your feelings meant I'd gifted myself the bittersweet pleasure of watching you walk away, again. Bitter because it was all my fault, but sweet because you look so damn good in those jeans. So good you leave me with a smile. But none of that matters anymore.
So I got a little drunk last night. Well, every night since you told me we were through. I'd lost track of the time since you left. Heck, for all I knew it had been days, or weeks. I laughed and finished off my glass. My unsteady hand reached immediately for a refill only to find the bottle down to it's last few drops. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't drink you away. I tried Jack. I tried Jim. I tried all of their friends. Didn't they make a medicine for heart break? I bet you could if you wanted to Dr. Lewis. There was truly no more brilliant mind on the planet. But hey, after all I'd done to you, I couldn't blame you if you didn't share the cure.
I rolled the empty glass between my hands. A familiar feeling swept through my body. It was Lauren.
I didn't have to turn my head whenever you walked in. You're the only one to let these chills roll down my skin. My heart beat faster. You said my name. I spun in my seat and there you were leaning on my door frame.
"Something always brings me back to you. It never takes too long." Her voice was smooth and stoic in that unreadable manner she'd perfected over the years.
I hated it. She knew it. I hated it because I couldn't tell if her words were laced with indifference towards a pathetic example of the person I'd become, or sadness that we were through, or anger that she couldn't let me go. I knew the last one well. I couldn't let her go either. I was filled with regret for ever having tried. What if she was finally done trying, though?
All I could do was stare at her from my seat, my mouth half open in a drunken stupor as she stared back with those beautiful, warm hazel eyes. Her arms crossed in a casual but defensive hold. Blonde hair down fell over her shoulders and a white button down with the top two buttons were undone to tempt me with a slight view of her soft skin. The painted on blue jeans and brown boots cued me in that I was looking at after hours Lauren and not Dr. Lewis, so at least I had that going for me.
Just as every time before, she left me breathless, but this time it was more. Deeper. Something foreign to me. Why was I so emotional? It wasn't a good look. I had to gain some self control. Deep down I knew this never worked, but it was my last chance. I could feel it in my bones.
She pushed off the frame, taking a few steps closer then coming to a halt. She sighed and looked around the room before her eyes settled on me. They were glistening in the soft light of my bedroom. The hurt and pain I'd caused radiated from her being right down to her aura, though it would shimmer from time to time. She was fighting her feelings. I couldn't blame her. We were a mess. A beautiful mess. A sweet addiction we were caught up in and no matter how many times we'd failed, we couldn't stop the hunger for our love.
Lauren's head dropped down in defeat, her arms fell limp to her sides. "Through this world I've stumbled. So many times betrayed. I've lost everything and accepted what I'd become. A slave. Less than. Not worthy of happiness or desire or love." She raised her eyes to meet mine. "Until you."
I stood up, facing her fully. Words wouldn't come out, but tears began to roll down my cheeks. I no longer had pride, anything to hide and there was only one thing left to lose. Her.
"And then you made me feel again, Bo. Out of nowhere, when I'd lost all hope, there it was again. Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me free again. I had the dream of a house and kids and being loved. And for a while that was enough. But then..." she laughed, but the sound was one of sadness instead of joy. "I loved you too much and I dove too deep considering I could never really be enough for you. I'm just a fleeting moment in a millennia that will be your life. I was a fool to ever think I could be more and you took every opportunity to remind me."
"I never meant t-" I tried to move closer only to be stopped by her hand freezing me mid-step. Only a few feet between us now. I wanted to wrap her up in my arms, but the small distance between us seemed like an ocean.
"I know Bo, I know you didn't mean it, but I never wanted anything so much. You hold me without touch. You keep me without chains. My body aches to breathe your breath, but you keep cutting off the air. What you did...what you've done repeatedly, hurts worse than anything the Fae could ever do to me."
Her pain filled expression broke my heart even through the tiniest hint of a smile. The small gesture told me that even though we had caused one another pain, she never regretted loving me.
I reached for her hand, taking it gently in mine and breathing a sigh of relief when she didn't pull away. "There's no way for me to take back what I did or said, but know this Lauren, that no matter how far away, whatever words that I say, I will always love you."
She nodded. Her expression and posture dripping with sadness. Sadness that I had caused. "I know and your words keep me alive, Bo. But is it enough? Enough for us to be together? You're Fae, I'm human. The life spans...will you even remember me? Your feeding, Fae politics, the next big bad, there's always something, Bo."
"Oh doctor," I shook my head with a gentle smile forming on my lips. "That's always been one of our problems. So many obstacles, but mostly ones of our own doing. You speak to me in riddles and you speak to me in rhymes. Always looking for logic or some damned old book to answer the questions until you find the answer. I'm tired of that. Yes, we have a unique situation, but it's time for us to take control. Just stay with me. You're all I need. You make me whole again."
"Now who's rhyming," she smiled as a tear escaped her emotional fortress.
The mood lightened just enough to give me hope. "Oh, I have a rhyme for you doctor."
"Do you?" She smiled wider and arched a brow.
I nodded and worked my sexiest smile. "I'll be the one to hold you down. Kiss you so hard. I'll take your breath away. I'll wipe away the tears. Just close your eyes dear," I whispered before my lips grazed hers with the lightest of touch. The edges of my mouth curling up when she moved forward with an audible gasp that hoped for more. I froze an inch from her face. Our noses nearly touched as I waited for her to open her eyes.
Without a thought our bodies had come together and her arms were wrapped around my waist. Her lids fluttered open revealing a questioning gaze. Questions not just about what she was doing with me yet again, but why I had stopped. Why did I keep pulling her back? Why couldn't she let me go?
"By now I thought you'd know that I hold onto the things I believe in. My faith. Your love. Our freedom. To the things I can count on to keep me going strong. I hold on to you, Lauren. I know I've screwed up repeatedly, but it's you I want. You I need. I always has been and always will be."
"Bo." It was barely a whisper. "No one else can break my heart like you."
Her lips parted as if more words wanted to follow in a breathless escape, but I was done talking. My mouth covered hers preventing their release. My fingers gripped through her clothing and into her flesh as I kissed her with a fierceness that left no mistaking my intention.
She whimpered as her slender fingers slipped up through my hair and held me in place. Our bodies crushed against one another as we struggled for breath amid the burning desire to feel skin on skin. Lauren ripped her swollen lips from mine, her eyes dark and emblazoned with a fire I'd never seen in them. "True love," she whispered.
"I'm yours, Lauren. Always. And I will remember you for centuries. However many of them that I have."
My breath was knocked clean from the force of my back hitting the wall. Buttons scattered, clothing flung without a care. In a matter of seconds we were right where we needed to be. The heat of her skin on mine, the echos passionate curses followed by our names carried through the room.
Her wet hot mouth on my breast made my knees buckle. That low chuckle of hers reverberated through my body. She could have her kicks now. Soon the tables would be turned and she would pay in a very delicious way. The back of my knees hit the mattress. I didn't even know we'd been moving. She shoved me down with force and stood over me with her lip between her teeth. Her eyes raked down my naked body and I couldn't help but get even more turned on. I let my legs fall open, inviting her to take what was hers. She licked her lips and smiled wickedly. She crawled up the length of my body, pressing her hips into my already throbbing core. She kissed me hard. Her tongue swirling with mine until my mouth dropped open in a silent gasp as her fingers slipped inside me, taking ownership of every cell in my body. She played my body like a classical pianist. Every note struck to perfection until the culmination of the concert was rewarded with a resounding "O."
My body fell limp against the bed, unable to give her the standing ovation she deserved. The very human doctor Lauren Lewis had turned the supposed very powerful future queen succubus to jelly without any science whatsoever. Though I'd admit there was plenty of chemistry.
"Epic." I smiled wide and held her sweat soaked body to mine while our breaths and beats synced as one. "I love you, Lauren."
"I love you too, Bo." She kissed my neck and draped a leg across my own.
"I have every intention of topping that performance just as soon as I catch my breath, human lover."
"I look forward to you trying succubus," she said, making no effort to hide the smugness in her voice.
It reignited my fire in a hurry as I rolled her over and pinned her arms above her head. Just like that we were back. Sometimes words failed us, but everything I ever needed to know was shining up at me in those soft, brown eyes that held adoration only for me. I would spend every minute from here on out making sure she felt it in return.
There's never a guarantee how much time you have with the ones you care about, human or Fae, but I knew one thing for sure, we're not done yet. I would never be done with my one true love, Lauren Lewis.
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So I hope you enjoyed this little idea that's been rattling around my brain for weeks. Please review and tell me what you thought.
-Below is the song list in no specific order:
Drunk Last Night- Eli Young Band
Drink You Away- Justin Timberlake
Possession- Sarah MacLachlan
It Comes Natural- George Strait
Gravity- Sara Barellis
I Hold On- Dierks Bentley
Wrapped- George Strait
Leave You With A Smile-George Strait
Beautiful Mess- Diamond Rio
Let Her Go- Passenger
Stay With Me- Sam Smith
Lovesong- The Cure
True Love- Pink
Centuries- Fall Out Boy