I don't know why but I have just a weird urge to apologize for this story Dx. I think about it and it does seem really just bad in certain ways, I feel like I just have things flying around and out of order with this story but that's just how I'm feeling about this right now Dx. I know people like it a lot but I just feel like apologizing for how it's turning out but it's just some stupid doubts of mine! I'm sorry if this chapter is a bit short but for now I hope people enjoy this chapter! ^^
Yui sat there staring at herm other with wide eyes, that stared blankly and almost glassy then she stood up silently walking towards the door her hair floating off her shoulders softly. She opened the door barely hearing her mother speak as she walked out of the room and down the hall before she blinked gently to clear the foggy like state she was in. Carla Tsukinami. She knew that name, of course she could how could she not? She blew out a breath brushing her ear behind her ear softly her eyes shutting softly the image of a white haired man with a scarf resting against the lower part of his face with a rather dark uniform that looked like a school uniform, his hands had white gloves on them and his sharp gold eyes focused on hers as he looked at her.
She gasped quietly as a sharp pain rang through her head ans she pressed her hand against her temple hard her lashes fluttering lightly as she struggled to keep them open and she sunk down to the floor her head pounding. There was someone else there when she'd met Carla, the person had. . .had red hair. . . and his clothes were all disarrayed and messy looking like he didn't care what he wore and one pant leg was rolled up and he looked over his shoulder to look at her his green eyes glowing a bit with an irritated look and. . . she cried out loudly trembling hard with the pain pusling through her head and her body twitched as tears ran down her cheeks surprisingly and she blinked gasping in a breath like she was a dying fish.
She was swamped with a de ja vu kind of feelign when she thought of that person with red hair and that hat like she knew them somehow. . . Well obvioviously she had to if he was there when she met swiped at the tears running down her cheeks, feeling empty for some reason, like something had taken her heart and ripped it apart. She walked downstairs slowly her head still pounding softly as she made her way to the living room where Ruki, Yuma and Azusa sat in different chairs looked up at her entrance.
"Hello Yui, how you do feel about this?" Ruki asked, his usual book in his hand as he looked at her tilting his head to the side just a bit and she smiled softly.
"I'm dealing with it the best that I can I guess." Yui said smiling gently as she sat down in her own chair rubbing her eyes slightly and she sighed out softly leaning back in her chair. "I feel so overwhelmed though now."
"I understand that. It'll be okay though trust us, it does get easier to understand." Ruki said looking at Yui who looked back at him and forced a small little smile as he looked at the blonde.
"I guess it will." Yui said with a sigh then stood up looking at the clock. "I think I'll go outside and look around for Kou or wait for him to get back if he's gone."
"Alright. If he comes in here I'll let him know." Ruki said with a soft nod and he opened his book making Yui smile soft then turned walking out of the room, down the hall her feet padding against the floor softly as she walked through the kitchen to the door and she opened it walking out welcoming the cold breeze on her skin that had felt so flushed and hot. She left the door open a crack then walked outside fully into the little garden that was there. It was made up vegetables and flowers at the very far end that were poppies and some wisteria plants. She walked towards the end of the garden smiling gently as she looked at the flowers reaching out to touch one when a hand covered hers softly and she looked up meeting a pair of light blue eyes for a change instead of his usual red and blue eyes.
"Hey, Masochistic Kitten, what're you doing outside in a night gown?" Kou asked raising a slight brow using his nickname for her and she chuckled surprisingly as she looked at Kou standing up right her fingers lacing with his as she blushed lightly. What was it about Kou that made her just feel so desperate for contact from him?
"I needed some air is all." Yui murmured as Kou pulled her to him her cheeks flushing a bit more as her bdoy pressed against his. She looked up at his eyes again when he moved her hair away from her neck gently and without her saying anything he leaned down sinking his fangs into her neck and began to swallow the steady flow of her blood. Yui just stood there closing her eyes even as her heart fluttered quickly in her chest as she listened to the small slurping sounds from Kou as her stomach seemed to tighten for some reason and she blushed deeply pushing on Kou softly until his fangs slid out of her neck, small beads of blood welling and sliding down from the two puncture wounds.
"What?" Kou asked furrowing his brow as a small little line of blood made it's way from the corner of Kou's lips making Yui giggle gently and he blinked wiping it away quickly looking at her.
"It's nothing I just. . like being with you Kou, without the blood drinking." Yui said as she kept her body pressed to his, her hands grabbing and holding his shirt in her hands as she blushed, revealing her words that had laid in her mind for a while. She opened her mouth to say something else but she looked over Kou's shoulders and her heart thudded extremely hard against her chest, pulsating through her body jsut as hard making Kou look at her a bit frantically.
"What's wrong? Yui?" He asked looking at her his eyes wide as she stood there, her heart racing and her gaze looking far over his shoulder as her head began to ring and felt like lightening bolts were going through her head with ever pulse of her heart.
Her head was killing her, it was a normal headache, this was much like what happened in the hallway with her head pounding and nearly splitting with the lightening bolt pains and despite all else and where she was her head continued to throb and pound with sharp kniving pain. She was trying to remember,to remember who that red head boy was, why she felt she should remember him but she should. She felt tears gushing down her cheeks just barely as the pain continued and she nearly fainted her body swaying slightly and Kou held her tight and picked her up softly almost delicately as he looked at her worriedly his brows pulled together tightly.
"I'll take you inside for now." Kou said again softly as he walked to the kitchen door with Yui's tears lightly wetting his shirt much to his faint surprise. She clutched onto him tightly, the pain becoming a regular throb and blast in her head until the point Yui felt she would scream but she felt a deep urge to remember, to try to anyways and remember who the hell it was.
She let out a shaky quiet breath as Kou carried her through the house barely seeing the worried looks painted over Ruki, surprisingly Yuma, Azusa and her mother as Kou brought to her room. Once they reached her room she suddenly screeched in pain her head pounding fiercely and Kou once again looked at her with alarm as she screamed her body jerking in his arms her head burning hotly with pain and she trembled hard clutching onto Kou tight as one name, one name alone was went through her mind as her eyes squeezed shut. Ayato Sakamaki. How did she know tha name? She finally slumped in his arms panting quietly her head pounding still but it was dulling to a throb as she trembled and she curled into a ball as she and Kou finally laid on the bed.
He looked at her his eyes a touch wide as he stroked a piece of blonde hair away from her face and she shivered instantly and Kou pulled her blankets back from under her then pulled them up and over her. She rested her throbbing head against the pillow, the crisp coolness of it was a welcomg pleasure like feeling against her head and she shut her eyes her body trembling uncontrollably. She felt like someone was whispering to her in her mind, like she was to listen to the voice and she'd remember but she just didn't have the strength to right then, her head throbbing nad her body heavy along with her eyes. She couldn't do anything, not right now she was to tired to move so much as suck in a breath which fed a fire to the pain in her head, she didn't want to remember at least not without a finding a less painful way to remember.
But just remembering that name had filled her with a sort of dread in a strange way she felt was new to her but it felt almost familiar when it was associated with that name and as she laid there she wondered if remembering would shatter all this and if it'd just turn out to be nothing between her and Kou? Her and the Mukamis'? But more than anything one question in her mind formed and remained there, as stubborn as a weed in the ground or a cat refusing a bath. Did she even want to remember?