The Outcast
I turn my head away to hide these tears
You push me away when I try to comfort you
You know how I hate being the outcast
Don't you understand what it's like to be alone?
The pain of being pushed away
The pain of walking the path alone
The pain of being an outcast
This is not what I am
I am tired of being The Outcast
I don't want to be the outcast
Don't you get what I am saying?
I am tired of being pushed away
Why do you always treat me like one?
This world will be scream out
They will know my pain
They will know I am tired of being The Outcast
Luna sighs as she thought of the author that wrote that poem. Right now that is how Luna felt. She felt like an outcast in her Avatar body. She didn't know what to do. She was healed up in her human body, but right now she felt like she couldn't look into Tsu'tey's eyes. She didn't feel right as she watches him teaching the younger generation.
She felt like she is a fool. She blinks when she sees something unlike anything. It was a golden ikran with red bands around its wings. She looks at it as it snorts. It flies away as she runs after it. She ducks and jumps over trees as she follows the strange ikran. She has never seen an ikran, they were usually green or blue with different markers to tell them apart, beside the personality. She is loosing ground, when Thunder rushes past her to have her leap upon him.
Thunder gallop across the forest floor as the ikran ducks itself under a cave. Luna follows only to have the world go black on her as her screams are swallow up into the darkness.
Tsu'tey is in better condition as he teaches the younger generation. He feels a pull as he looks toward Jake sully, "Where is Luna?"
Jake looks at him, "I thought she was with you."
Then they heard a thundering roar as they saw Thunder galloping back with Luna on his back with her bleeding.
Tsu'tey ran over to Thunder as Luna fell off his back into Tsu'tey arms. Luna's eyes were open, but they were glazed over. Mo 'at looks over Luna as she waves her hands over Luna's chest. Mo 'at looks up at the three Na'vi, "Luna's mind is trap inside, and her soul is in a battle."
Jake falls against the tree, "I got to see how she is holding up in her human body."
Tsu'tey growls as he kneels down beside her. She has an empty expression, "Will she be alright?"
Mo 'at sighs, "I do not know. All we can do is pray to Ewya."
Luna is running after the golden ikran as she leaps over a boulder. She misses the golden ikran as she looks around to see that she is no longer in the cave. Hello, is anyone there. Luna grips her throat she has a voice. She has a voice for the first time in her life. She sees a white light as the she feels warm. As she feels like she is being liften up as she is connect to something. "You are one of my children, Luna now Silver Feather. I give you back a gift that you should have been born with."
Luna feels the many cheers with a thousand voices. As she begans to blink her eyes.
Luna starts coughing as she shakily inhales as she looks up at the glowing branches as she hears soft footsteps. She turns her head to see Neyiri walking down the branches as Luna smiles, "Neyiri…"
Neyiri jerks her head up as she gasps, dropping a bowl of stew. Luna tries to lift her body up as she groans as she falls back to the ground, "Sister! You have awake."
Luna moans as she falls back into her bed as the tree grows its vines on her. She inhales as she smiles, "I think I meet Ewya."
Neyiri gasp in shock, "You speak."
Luna groans as she looks at Neyiri, "How long have I been out?"
Neyiri looks up to see Jake had been running as he slides to a stop, "Neyiri, you alright? I heard you shout."
Neyiri moves out of the way to show Jake that Luna is awake. Jake shouts with gleam as he holds his hands out, "Let me go get Mo 'at and Tsu'tey."
Neyiri shakes her head, "We have worry for you."
Luna groans, "Tsu'tey couldn't possibly worry about me. I mean I am human."
Neyiri shakes her head, "Ewya made you Na'vi. You have been asleep for a long time."
Luna groans as she hears soft running steps as Mo 'at comes to her side, "You have heal good. You are awake, any feeling not right."
Luna smiles, "I got a voice."
Mo 'at blinks in surprise, as Jake slides down on his butt as Tsu'tey laughs at him. Luna groans as she pulls herself up, "Ewya gave me a voice."
Tsu'tey looks at Luna, as Luna looks up at him, "I see you, Tsu'tey."
Tsu'tey smiles back at her as he chuckles, "I see you too, Luna."
Luna groans as she holds her ribs, "Well, what happen?"
Jake sighs, "You now have an ikran, this is ikran is known as Ewya's personal ikran. Thunder has been guarding you for three weeks."
Luna nods, "That's why my body feels so sore. What attack me?"
Thunder snorts as he paws his feet into the ground as Luna knew who had done it. The yellow Na'vi. She groans what could she do, she had to speak with Ewya. She sighs, "Thunder tells me it is the yellow Na'vi."
Tsu'tey hisses as he is about to jump up when Luna stands up, falling to the ground pulling Tsu'tey down. Luna gasp in pain as she looks up at Tsu'tey, "Revenge will not get anything done. Angry does not solve problems. Please I don't want to lose you."
Tsu'tey holds onto Luna as everything crashes onto her. The change, the lost, everything that has happen to her on Pandora. Everything had built up onto her body, mind and soul. She felt at peace with Tsu'tey's arm around her.
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