Special Agent Gibbs was not a man of many words nor did he sleep all that much, instead he could be found down in his basement working on his boat while drinking bourbon from an old coffee cup.
Gibbs was a man who knows how to run a team, and on his team Gibbs only had the best of the best. Gibbs demanded that his team trust him with all they had but in truth Gibbs had the biggest secret that he was keeping from his team. It wasn't that he didn't trust them because he did with everything he had but because he thought that if they knew they would lose all respect and trust they had for him.
His secret was that he was Bi, yeah to most of the world being Bi was nothing but to someone that had to be in control all the times and didn't like being told what to do or who to be, well Gibbs didn't want anyone to know.
Another secret of Gibbs's was that when he did sleep he had many fantasies about McGee and only McGee not that he didn't like Tony but Gibbs knew that not in a million years would Tony be gay or even bi, but because McGee had that certain way about him he was shy and always eager to please the people around him, he didn't talk back to Gibbs and he was always there if you needed a friend. But Gibbs knew how he was treated by his colleagues; he was the constant victim of Tony's pranks, nicknames and bullying. Abby who just plain uses McGee for her every beck and call; she uses the love he has for her to get that she wants. Whenever she does something she's not supposed to do and she gets caught, who does she blame ... McGee. Ziva is still pretty new to the team and to her Tim was her first real friend she made other than former director Shepard. McGee was there to help her learn to speak better english and the best routes to get to work with, but whenever Tony would pull a prank on McGee instead of being by Tim's side she would be laughing right besides Tony.
Gibbs knew that he should do something about the pranks and blaming that is pulled on McGee each day, but in reality Gibbs could tell them to knock it off they would continue to do it behind his back. The reason for all this thinking that Gibbs was doing is because he doesn't go a second without thinking about McGee and the things they could do if he had enough courage to tell him.
"Who am I kidding, even if he was into guys which I know he's not he'd never go for a guy as old as me" Gibbs said in the silence of his basement.
Looking at the clock he see that it's about time to start getting ready for work. Heading upstairs to get a shower Gibbs pushes all the thoughts about McGee.
If only he knew about the dreams that McGee was having.