Well this is the end of this fanfiction. I'm sorry if it sucked. Urgh, I feel like it did. Either way thank you so much for hanging on. I hope you enjoy! I really feel like I lost touch of this story. Urgh, oh well. Shit happens, right? Well either way enjoy! Thank you for reading this.

The next morning I woke up with Wade wrapped around me. After everything that happened last night I didn't know what to think this morning. I was still depressed but I didn't feel so alone in this ordeal. Wade started to shuffle in his sleep and I took this as my opportunity to wiggle free. However, things did not work out that way. It seemed like no matter what I did Wade just held on to me tighter each time.

"Morning baby, why are you resisting. You know by now it only makes things worse." I jumped a foot at the sound of his voice. I never realized he was awake.

"Jesus Christ Wade. You were awake this whole time weren't you, and stop with this constant joke, I mean can you be serious for one minute?" I almost snapped at him in annoyance.

"Now Spidey, what's the fun in that. I wanted to surprise you while you struggled. It was so adorable by the way."

"Whatever, look I have to leave for now." Wade gave me a pitiful look as I wiggled myself free for the first time that morning. I went into the bathroom to take my everyday shower. I took off my clothes and stood there in front of the mirror. I looked my body over hundreds of times. There was scars of my legs and fresh cuts on my arms. How did this happen? Yesterday I was so sure of myself, so why is it that today I don't know what to feeling. I know that cutting helps me ease the pain, so is it really so wrong?

"Of course it is." I jumped a foot a second time in this morning because of the same reason.

"Wade, why are you in the bathroom with me? Either way, what are you talking about?"

"I'm here because I want to be and you are sexy, as for what I am talking about you should know. You are easy to read Spidey, but hey that's what I love about you." He said as he put his arms around my waist. I turned my head to his face and looked at him. If he thought it was wrong then I guess it was. After all, where would I be without Wade? I took my shower with the ever so demanding Wade since he did not want to leave me alone, when in reality we all know he just wanted to see my butt. We laid back down after a while.

"So Wade, have you ever been that low? As low as I am, I mean." I asked out of sheer curiosity.

"Of course, look at me Peter, after this happened I tried to kill myself many times but I couldn't die so we know how that went down." He said. "Do you want to know how I overcame the sadness and feeling of worthlessness?" He asked and I nodded. "I realized that what I'm feeling now won't always last. That and I killed the man that did this to me, but you can't do that. So instead I want you to think about what matters, that is what will keep you alive."

"You sure are something Wade."

"Yeah, I know, I'm amazing. No need to say it babe." He shrugged it off. We laid there in bed for a few moments in slience. However, this was one of the most comforting silences I have ever been in. We sat there and enjoyed each other's company just with our breaths. It really puts things into perspective. I thought I would never find someone again after Gwen, but I did and he is sitting here with me on my bed. He is trying to keep me alive, and honestly what else can I ask for? This man made Spiderman do his job. He is making me go back out on the streets and be who I choose to be, he's not letting me quit my job as a savior. What can I say to that, I know he hasn't saved me yet. Things don't work that way, these things take time and I know that I will be working on quitting for a long time. I know that I have to fight through it all by it seems that I'm not so alone in this. I know that it's my fault Gwen died and there is no changing that. I guess I just need to find new ways out dealing with this. Before I knew it tears where falling down my checks. I've lost so many people along this path. Uncle Ben, Mary Jane, Gwen, and I'm about to lose Aunt May. I buried my face into Wade's back and just let the tears flow. Before I even realized it Wade had turned around and was holding me in his arms. We laid there is silence for a while as I sobbed into his chest. He rubbed circles into my back to try and calm me down.

"Hey everything is going to be alright Spidey." He said. "I'll be right here from now on and I won't ever leave." And for that moment in time I believe him when he said everything was going to be okay.