Betrayed My Heart

Written by: BloodySandGirl

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Chapter Two:

The past month had flown by in a blur of school, training, and a lot of planning as I decided my course in life. I was currently sitting in Tano's room spending the weekend with her for many reasons, my main one being she was now my closest friend, really my only friend.

"Sayuri-Chan, I think I've got it" I paused in my writing to look up at her only to get a face full of dark brown hair.

"Tano-Chan! Your hair, your hair!"

"Oops sorry Sayuri-Chan" I could hear her giggles before I was actually able to look into her face as her brown-orange eyes danced with merriment.

"Seash, one of these days that crap is gonna strangle me. You really should go on and brush it before you flip it off the side of your bed like that, especially when I'm down here. You know, on the floor below all that tangled stuff you call hair!" She laughed again snagging her brush before starting to brush the mess of tangles she called hair. I mean really, my hair almost hit my butt while hers was only to the small of her back but at least I took better care of mine.

"I said sorry!" She grumbled but I knew she was trying her best not to smile at me as I rolled my eyes at her.

"Yeah yeah" I teased before I smiled at her "So...what exactly do you think you have?" We had been disguising what we should aim for after school, meaning what kind of ninja we each should become.

"Well...you have that wicked good chakra control of yours, plus your really smart, and super good with sick people. So I was thinking maybe you become a medic-nin, I think that will suit you best and as your best friend I'll of course join you in that goal. We'll be the best team of medic nin, now shush" I had been about to say something but sighed gesturing her to continue. "Alright just listen! Now I know you also want to become a ninja that can make a impact, even if small, out on battle fields...so join the Anbu as a medic-nin and boom." I waited for several moments to be sure she was done as I also processed what she had told me all while watching her brush out her hair.

"A Anbu Black-Ops medic-nin..." I paused here as she just nodded. "That will be very dangerous...so the both of us will have to become much better ninja than we are now. I mean...we will have to train our butts off to even stand a chance of joining the Anbu alone, but the medic-nin part will be easy if your Kaa-San helps." Tano's mother was one of the best medic-nin in our village so that part of this 'goal' would not be as difficult. My father had been trained in the medical field as well so the idea really did appeal to me and what I wanted for myself. Everyone knew the Sanin Tsunade was the best in the whole world, but she wasnt here anymore and no one had any idea of her whereabouts.

"I think Kaa-San will be more than okay with the idea Sayuri-Chan, even more so because she freaking adores you." Tano was right on that as her mother and I had hit it off from the very start of our relationship. She'd took one look at me when Tano had brought me home that first time before informing me she expected to see me more often after this. Uramaru Kiyomi had then made food and practically force feed me, apparently I was much to thin for my age. I'd long ago stopped taking my own lunch as Uramaru-San always sent more than enough for both Tano and I to school with her daughter. I couldn't lie, I had gained some much needed weight, I had been almost unhealthy with my thin frame. I couldn't cook very well, this had led to Uramaru-San becoming like a mother to me as she took over many things I'd been forced to take on. It had taken a bit of time but finally I had admitted almost everything to Tano's mother, but some things only Tano knew. I stayed with Tano more than I did at home but neither my aunt or mother even noticed, while my mothers inattention bothered me it was my aunts that really hurt.

"So we make a pact, as best friends" Tano said as she stood up hands on her hips with a confidence she rarely showed outside of her home. "Both of us will become medical ninja and join the Anbu Black-Ops, no matter what we will fulfill this common goal we now share." She brushed her hair back from her face "We'll seal it in blood, now where are my kunai..." That confidence puttered out as she looked around. I couldn't help but laugh as I joined her in the search, her room was quite the mess even with me cleaning up after her. I loved Tano, dearly, but she was such a slob where as I was a 'neat freak', her words not mine. "Found one!" She slid out from under her bed her kunai pouch in hand with a triumphant smile as she patted the floor in front of her.

"Do I really have to?" I said eyeing her warily, I could handle the blood and even the pain but self-harm bothered me on a level I cant even fathom how to explain.

"Uh...duh...I'll do it for you if you want?" I rolled my eyes at her but held out my hand wiggling my fingers before she slapped the hilt into my hand.

"I'd rather do it myself..." Tano had horrible aim, and while I wasn't much better I felt safer doing it myself than taking a chance she'd bleed me to death.

"Okay!" She pulled out a second kunai slicing her own palm without a qualm and I sighed softly as I followed suit. 'I love Tano but she's crazy sometimes...' I couldn't help but smile despite the pain, even if it was only short lived I hated pain of all kinds. She grabbed my palm nearly impaling her hand on the kunai I held in her usual bubbly manner "Alright, now repeat after me! But...use your own name Saiyuri-Chan! I Uramaru Tano vow here before my best friend Fujimoto Saiyuri to become a medical Anbu Black-Ops Ninja after I graduate the academy."

"I Fujimoto Saiyuri vow...here before my best friend Uramaru Tano to become a...medical Anbu- Black-Ops Ninja after I graduate the academy." I felt stupid, so I was hesitant but Tano didn't make a single comment as she continued.

"That will be my goal and dream, I will do so beside my best friend or without in her honor."

"That will be my goal and dream...I...I" I couldn't help but grip her hand tighter in unease. "I will do so beside my best friend...whether in body or spirit in honor of her...and my Oto-san." I made my own vow, changes to Tano's that fit me better and somehow it felt...right.

"Well...that was different from mine but still you Saiyuri-Chan!" Typical of Tano she tackled me to the ground laughing while she hugged me already off on some other thought process. "We need to go talk to Kaa-san! I'm sure she'll have stuff for us to study, and the sooner we start the better!" She pulled me to my feet before dragging me out of her room and down the stairs into the kitchen where Uramaru-San was cooking.

"Tano...Saiyuri...are you two alright?" Of course, she instantly homed in on our cut hands that were still slightly bleeding.

"Huh? Oh yeah! Me and Saiyuri-Chan made a vow to one another..." I zoned out as Tano explained, only paying attention to her mother's reactions and such. Her mother did not seem surprised, however she did seem pleased as she smiled at both of us before she spoke.

"Well...I can help there...Tano...watch supper while I go get a few things for you girls to study." Tano practically shoved her mother away from the stove as she settled in stirring whatever was cooking. I sniffed 'Stew...vegetable? Smells like it' I thought as I sniffed again before smiling. 'Yeah...has to be...' when my stomach growled I blushed making Tano grin at me.

"Hungry?"

"Yeah, just a bit...we did skip lunch to go train..." She nodded as she filled the spoon giving me the look that always meant trouble. I knew she was about to take a bite, and that her mother would have a fit if she caught her but I knew Tano would not listen.

"Uramaru Tano!" Even I winced as her mothers voice suddenly cut through the kitchen, Tano only dropped the spoon with a guilty smile. I couldn't help a small smile of my own, Tano always got caught sneaking a bite but it never stopped her.

"Yes Kaa-San?" All innocent but we both knew her mother would not be fooled. 'Yup...' I thought as Uramaru-San scowled at her daughter dropping two small stacks onto the kitchen table.

"Don't give me that 'I'm innocent' look young lady. You two each take a stack and go study, I'll test you on the contents whenever your ready...supper will be done soon and you can wait until then." I scurried to the table snagging one of the stacks before racing back to Tano's room, I knew Tano would be on my heels. When I heard her close the bedroom door behind her I couldn't help but bust out laughing as I held the books and loose papers to my chest.

"Oh hush!"

"But it is always so funny..." I said in a brief pause between my laughter and Tano tried scowling at me but soon enough she too was laughing. We laughed for several minutes before we both calmed down, and we each sat opposite each other setting the stacks down.

"I swear my mom is crazy perceptive! She always catches me!"

"I know! I was just thinking that you were going to be caught and boom, there she was." I laughed again shaking my head as I sorted the stack I had into two piles, one for papers and the other books.

"Go figure Miss Goody Two-shoes." She teased before laughing herself "Really Saiyuri-Chan?"

"Hum?" I glanced up from my organizing to give her my attention but when she glanced down at my stacks I blushed "I can't help it Tano-Chan...you know that..." I shifted around uneasy as I ducked my head.

"Oh Saiyuri-Chan, I'm just teasing you...its okay that your such a neat freak because you balance me out." Her hand on my shoulder made me dare a look up at her through my hair, I hated when my shyness took hold of me like this. "Come on, it'll be okay..."

"I...I know...its...just...I..." I felt the panic hit me then and started shaking, I hated my panic attacks but I couldn't control them.

"Your having one of your moments, its okay...I understand...just breathe and quit the panic." Tano's voice soothed me and before I realized it she was beside me rubbing my back. "It's over with...and your not there...so breathe through it..." Tano knew my biggest fear, my secret to why I had panic attacks. As I struggled to breathe she kept soothing me in only the way Tano or her mother could, and I would forever be thankful.

~A Few Day's Later~

School had been the usual, but now Tano sat beside me in all our classes and I couldn't be happier that we shared every class. The other girls shunned me and Tano because we did not share their crush on Itachi, but we were both okay with that. Tano had a crush on someone else, although she wouldn't say who or even that she did have a crush on him I knew better. If I didn't know her so well I would think it was Itachi himself, but I did and had figured out she liked his cousin who he spent a lot of time with outside of classes. Not that I stalked him or anything, we just ran into each other a lot outside of class because we used the same training grounds after school.

Today was different than usual though, Tano was not with me as she'd gotten sick and so I was alone training for the first time in a long time. Today was also the day I would ask him about the other dark haired boy, who was also absent today but did not always join Itachi for training. I trained on my own, throwing kunai which honestly I sucked at rather badly, as I thought of a way to approach the Uchiha without problems. I knew the story of why Tano liked the boy but I'd had to figure out the boy myself, and that had been a hassle because Tano still wouldn't admit it.

"Your throwing wrong..." The voice suddenly behind me caused me to scream in fright as I whirled my fist connecting with whoever it was. I blinked at non other than Itachi himself as he rubbed his cheek with a rather confused look on his face.

"I...I'm so so-sorry!" I knew I was probably red as could be as I clutched the kunai to my chest, I couldn't seem to let it go but thankfully Itachi wasn't bleeding. I had after all hit him with the very hand clutching the kunai rather tightly but he had scared the crap out of me!

"No...I am sorry. You were very focused and I startled you...but..." Here he paused making me back up as he stared at me. "You looked like you could use some help Fujimoto-San...if...you want help that is."

"You know my name?!" Of course the first thing that popped out of my mouth was stupid, but I really didn't know what to say to him.

He laughed "Yes...Fujimoto, Saiyuri...correct. I am Uchi-"

"Uchiha, Itachi...I know who you are..." He raised a eyebrow as I interrupted him "Ah! I'm sorry! I didn't mean to interrupt you...but ah..."

"Your...nervous and I make you uneasy?" He seemed upset and I couldn't understand why but he smiled "I'll leave you alone then." As he turned away I couldn't help but reach out and grasp his shirt making him stop to look back at me questioningly.

"I...Uchiha-San...that boy you sometimes train with...can you tell me his name?" I blushed again letting his shirt go as he turned to face me obviously confused, but it probably seemed like I liked that boy. "My friend...he...was really nice to her a while ago...some other girls were being mean...and she's always wanted to tell him thank you but she's too scared. She never got his name...and I'm not sure...she wont admit it...but I think...your friend is that boy..." I knew I was babbling but I was so embarrassed and yes uneasy.

"Uchiha, Shisui..." He turned away again but I grabbed his shirt again blushing furiously.

"I...I could use the help actually..." I let go as he sighed "You offered!" I snapped making him laugh before I glared "Look, I hate admitting I need help but I am hopeless at this. Honestly I really would rather have anyone else help me as I don't need more flack with those stupid girls but...I need the help okay..." I had started strong almost angry, well actually angry. However his growing smile made me falter and start blushing furiously which only made me angry all over again.

"You don't like me" his words were said with that same stupid grin and I glared.

"No I don't Uchiha-San, but your the top in our class and I'm not stupid I suck at this...know what though. I refuse your offer if your going to be such a...such a ass!" I clapped a hand to my mouth but the word was already said, while Tano would be proud of me I was very embarrassed. He only laughed and I whirled around to storm off only to be tugged backwards to slam into something warm yet hard. I whirled around to shoot Itachi one of my patented glares to which he only held his hands up still with a smile.

"I'll help...and try not to be a ass..." He chuckled, he actually chuckled "again." Before I had time to formulate a single word he was guiding me into position to throw my kunai. Which I belatedly realized I still held in a death grip...