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The rest of this story will be based on my perception of the song 'Adrenalize' by the band 'In This Moment'. How long it ends up being will probably be determined by your response to it, because that's what inspires me to write more :)
Addiction
The kiss was deceptively soft.
In fact, everything about the Uchiha pressed against his captive was misleading in its seemingly relaxed demeanor. His hands only lightly touched the pair beneath them, as if they were casually reminding them to stay up. The muscles of his body were just as relaxed, giving an impression of ease to his slightly hunched posture.
However, the blonde haired, blue eyed captive could feel the threat swirling in the air around them, prickling the hairs on the back of his neck. The demanding aura emanated from the subtleties of every single meticulous action, and the unsaid message was heard loud and clear: Naruto was not allowed to move, and Sasuke would get his way.
The lips on Naruto's were slow, but they were deliberate. Although the pink tongue tracing the seam of his lips didn't force its way in, the gentle insistence of its movements made it clear that it was not asking permission.
The furious, consciously contained passion that danced in Sasuke's eyes was the only truth amidst his calm and relaxed face. A flash of recognition passed across Naruto's face in response. He's seen that look before. He'd seen a similar one on several of his enemies in the past. Always the ones who had some weird obsession that they thought was about to be sated. Only, Sasuke's look seemed to be slightly more sane.
He absently wondered what it would take to push Sasuke to that edge. The foes he had faced had always gotten to that point of insanity after he'd verbally rejected their ability to obtain what they thought they deserved. Would Sasuke lose control too if he rejected what the fiery teen claimed they both wanted?
Did he even want to refuse Sasuke?
He felt Sasuke's erection press more insistently against his own, pulling a subdued moan from his core. Naruto's lips parted slightly to let the sound out, and the skilled tongue swiftly moved in to chart its new territory, leisurely meeting and mingling with Naruto's own awaiting tongue.
No, this felt too good. Naruto moaned again into his best friend's mouth. His lids grew heavy with emotion, and he stopped resisting, handing his body over to instincts and pleasure.
Sasuke smirked at the victory his gentle coercion had won him. Naruto's eyes had drifted closed, but not before his sharingan was able to capture and memorize the beautiful look of submission they were drowning in.
The blonde wasn't his yet though. He could tell that there were still thoughts holding him back from completely letting go. Sasuke didn't just want sex, he wanted liberation, and, for that, he'd need his beautiful obsession to break.
"Sas-ke" Naruto murmured when his mouth was finally released for breath.
"Tell me Naruto." Sasuke purred. "What do you want?" He busied himself with slowly removing the dazed blonde's clothes as he waited for an answer. Naruto's hands dropped limply to his sides when released, and he only vaguely identified the sound of a zipper, accompanied by the soft friction of his jacket gliding off his arms.
"What…I want?" Naruto sincerely hadn't been expecting that question. Why did Sasuke even want to know? Didn't he just say he was here to get his sexual desires out of his system?
'Who ever cares about what I want anyway?' Naruto's face scrunched into a scowl with the thought, only to be de-railed from the growing frustration when his consciousness finally caught up from the its lust-induced lag to realize exactly what he wanted.
He wanted more.
His face shifted slightly, now scrunched simply in concentration. What was it that he wanted more of, and why? Did he just want more pleasure? He could get that from people who were willingly in his village. People who'd be willing to love him back.
'But they'd never know me like he does.' His subconscious supplied, slapping him with the sincere truth.
"Tell me Naruto." The breath of those words hit an exposed nipple before taking it into the mouth responsible. The blonde let out a startled noise, his hands flying automatically to grip the raven hair in front of him.
"More." He choked his answer out after his other nipple was pinched and twisted painfully to emphasize that the dark haired man was still waiting for a response.
"Not until you answer my question." The response came with more abuse to his hardened nipple.
"Gah! That is my answer you jerk! Stop pinching me!" Naruto flailed fruitlessly, his torso held firmly to the wall by a strong hand on his hip.
"So, you just want more." Sasuke asked incredulously. He stood back to his full height, sliding his clothed chest against the blonde's as he moved. Calmly, the darker teen removed all contact with the hot body he'd pinned, placing his arms on either side of Naruto's wide shoulders. Then he waited, simply staring at the slower shinobi until realization struck that he wasn't going to continue.
"Ugh! What do you want from me Sasuke?" Scowling lips screamed in frustration.
"More." The raven replied in sultry tone. There was an isolated quality to the sound that hinted at his amusement in managing to convey his displeasure of Naruto's response so concisely into one syllable.
Naruto agreed that, yes, 'more' was an incredibly frustrating answer. However, now his body was physically begging for the man before him to return to it, and it didn't want to wait to find a better answer for that to happen. His hands wove their way back into dark locks, desperate to pull their source towards his arching chest. Sasuke held firm to his position, denying the other's lust-filled attempt to ignite a heated kiss.
'Fuck! What do I want?!' Naruto screamed in his own head, a disgruntled mewl of displeasure sounding for the outside world to hear. All he's ever wanted from his bastard of a friend was to be acknowledged.
Is that what he still wanted? Was giving into Sasuke's desires simply his mind's fucked up way of feeling acknowledged and wanted? Or maybe, he wouldn't feel satisfied with this encounter unless he felt acknowledged and wanted. Is that what he meant by more?
'Damn, I really would be fucked if that's the case.' He thought, rationalizing that there's no way the stuck up prick assaulting him would acknowledge him, let alone want him as anything more than a sexual release meant to be dumped afterward.
Naruto bit his lip in a vain attempt to bite back the tears now freely flowing from his clenched eyes.
"Damn you." He whispered. "Damn you Sasuke!" He repeated, this time in an emotion filled yell. "Will we ever be good enough for you?! You honestly can't believe that this stupid revenge is what will bring you happiness! Orochimaru only wants to use you! And, unlike you, I'm not ok with that!"
"It's a good thing I don't care," was Sasuke's cold and immediate response. "I don't expect you to ever be able to understand me."
The tears stopped, and familiar tension filled the room. Sasuke could sense the demonic chakra beginning to coil inside the blond, but he held firm to his position.
"I'm not ok—" Naruto repeated, this time in a calm, but determined voice. His eyes shot open, pinning the man before him with the look that always signaled that he meant business. "—with you using me like he's using you."
Sasuke simply stared, knowing that there was more to come.
"I'm not ok with you barging in, and using me for your fucked up need for release. I'm not ok, with your obsessive need, to always obsessively pursue your fucked up obsessions! It's like you're addicted to bringing yourself pain!" The blond was panting after his rage-filled speech. It was all the filled the long moment of silence before Sasuke finally responded.
"You love me." He realized, voicing it out loud in wonder, but as a fact all the same.
"Yes I fucking love you! Damn it Sasuke, we all love you—" Naruto's tirade was once again cut off by Sasuke's.
"Stop including them in this! Stop hiding your emotions by lying and belittling them to Sakura and Kakashi's level. Why do you really chase me?" He seethed, surprising even himself before remembering that the blonde's loud mouth always pulled such reactions from him.
Rather than giving an answer, Naruto lunged forward; at the same time, Sasuke moved in for a kiss. Teeth clanked as the teens tumbled to the floor. This kiss was far different from the last. Both men struggled for dominance, tongues and bodies wrestling for control.
Sasuke quickly found his way on top. Naruto had him in guard, but was unable to shake the skilled ninja. His jerking hips were muted in their attempts at throwing the man off with a hard bite to his chest, followed promptly by strong hands pinning his hips to the floor. Moans began to escape his lips with ease when Sasuke lined up their straining needs and roughly resumed grinding his hips into the writhing man below him.
His mouth attacked Naruto's chest and neck without mercy, not pausing until he had successfully worked the blond into a lust-filled frenzy of moans and barely distinguishable encouraging utterances. He took advantage of the blonde's lust induced haze to remove the rest of their clothing.
"Sasuke, please." Naruto begged blearily, only knowing that he desperately wanted the distant man's touch back.
He request was answered by getting flipped to his stomach, followed by the heavy press of Sasuke's body atop his. Two fingers shoved their way roughly into his mouth, and Sasuke smirked as Naruto gagged around them.
"Suck." He ordered.
Naruto's anger flared, but was put out instantly by the combined sensation of Sasuke's length sliding past his opening, and Sasuke's mouth licking, sucking and biting at his ear. His body relaxing was accompanied by a soft moan around the fingers still in his mouth.
"Suck." Sasuke repeated, softer this time. His command tickled the assaulted ear, sending a shiver through Naruto's tan, lithe body. This time he obeyed, exploring all the different ways his mouth could welcome the digits.
"Mnnn, yes Naruto, just like that. Damn you're good with your mouth." Sasuke purred, removing his fingers with a pop from a now pouting mouth. He shifted for them to both lay more on their sides, carful to enclosed Naruto between his supporting forearm and chest, while maintaining his position slightly above the man.
Naruto's body warmed considerably with the praise, relaxing into the new position, only to release a shocked sound at being roughly penetrated. His entire body tensed and recoiled against the foreign sensation. The lust in his mind cleared away enough for him to recognize that Sasuke had inserted his now slickened finger into his ass.
"Ssshhhh, relax Naruto. I promise it will feel good if you relax and open up." Not waiting for Naruto to open up on his own, Sasuke grabbed Naruto's upper leg and relieved it from its clenching response by pulling it to the man's chest. He handed the leg over to his waiting hand on the floor, securing him tightly at the knee. He inserted both slickened digits, thrusting in and out at different angles until he found what he was looking for.
"Ah! Sasuke!" Naruto screamed, throwing his head back and bucking into the intruding fingers in pleasure. "Fuck, what was that? Touch me there again!"
Sasuke chucked at the obvious perspective shift, but heeded his now willing captive's request with more force.
"Ah, I'm—ah! Sasuke! I'm going to cum!" It now took a significant amount of Sasuke's strength to both contain the tossing man in his arms and keep pleasuring him. He couldn't risk using his chakra and getting discovered, so he instead shifted back to pinning the writhing blond into the ground.
With a loud cry, Naruto released himself onto his floor and stomach. Before the stars in his eyes could even fade, the room was spinning. When it stopped, he found his back on his bed and a hard dick in his direct line of site.
Sasuke grabbed Naruto by the hair, pulling him up to crunched position and pressing his leaking member to the man's mouth.
"Suck." He commanded again, and, this time, Naruto knew where this was going.
He tossed to get free of the grasp, but found that his arms were pinned to his sides by Sasuke's legs. However, he was surprised to find that Sasuke didn't force himself into his mouth. He held himself firmly against the blonde's mouth, staring intently downward at him. Blue eyes finally lifted up to meet black, and widened at the emotions being so freely displayed from the usually stoic Uchiha.
He looked, freer, lighter, yet all he had done was please Naruto. Naruto wondered, if he put his all into pleasing Sasuke, could he reach a similar state of emotional release. Had this been what Sasuke really wanted? Was this what he meant by more?
Would Naruto get more praise if he did a good job?
You know what? Fuck it if he's simply being used. He could use Sasuke right back. He could enjoy this night, this connection, and he'd deal with the consequences later.
Tentatively, his tongue darted out to lick the beading drops of precum. Sasuke's eyes darkened with lust, grunting in encouragement. Naruto opened his mouth and leaned forward to take the swollen head into his mouth and sucked lightly.
"Mmmnnn, that's it Naruto. Show me what the big mouth of yours can do." Sasuke smirked at his backhanded compliment, always loving to get a rise out of the temperamental blond.
Naruto glared at the jibe, but, instead of fighting, he retaliated by suddenly taking Sasuke's entire length into his mouth and lightly biting the base. Sasuke threw his head back in ecstasy, moaning Naruto's name before wincing at the rough treatment.
"Mnn, good boy, but bite any harder and your dick is going to get worse in retaliation." The sincerity of his threat sparkled in his lust-filled eyes. A fearful look passed through blue eyes, but was quickly overcome by lust as Sasuke's grip tightened to once again take control. Naruto did his best to control his gag reflexes, moving aside to suck and lick the base each time the demanding thrusts became too intense to handle.
Sasuke quickly lost himself in the act of fucking Naruto's willing face, releasing an endless string of profanities and compliments all the way up to his building release. The dirty praises elicited equally unrestricted moans from the blonde responsible for causing them. Never in his life had he seen an Uchiha so uninhibited, and he had to admit that there was a definite high at knowing he was reason for the dismissal of the ever-present emotionless mask.
"Ok, Naruto, you have a choice." Sasuke purred, pulling out of the panting mouth below him before continuing. "Would you prefer that I release into that hot mouth of yours, onto your beautiful fucked face, or into that delicious tight heat of yours?"
"I…Had no…Idea…That you…were such a talker…Sasuke." Naruto goaded between pants.
"Mmmn, mouth it is." Sasuke responded, thrusting back in several times before shoving his length to the back of the man's throat, giving him no choice but to swallow.
Sasuke felt like a wondrous weight had been lifted from him, but he was far from done. He didn't want to just feel light, he wanted to soar, high from his drug-like addiction.
'Doesn't it feel so liberating to give in?'
Author's Note: Please R&R! I'm working on my writing, so I'd love any criticism or critiques you may have!