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Chapter 6

I woke up in his arms. I looked up at him and realized he was sound asleep. I tried my best to get up without waking him. As i attempted to escape. I felt him reach out a pulled me from my waist closer to him.

" Morning.." he yawned.

"Good morning" I said smiling.

We both got up after a few minutes of laying down in silence. It felt so unreal.

Just a few weeks ago he was two bit Mathews my bestfriend, just another guy from the gang. And now he was here.

I had to sneak him out I couldn't risk my old man finding out twobit spent the night, let alone Steve. He would be so mad.

"Two bit you have to go."I whispered.

"I don't want to." He pouted like a little kid.

I smiled, "if Steve finds out I'm dead!"

He agreed and sat up. "Let's got to darrys."

"Okay." I said getting of the bed.

He went out the window and waited for me a few houses down. I hurried out my room and bumped into Steve.

"Why are you up so early?" He asked suspiciously.

"I'm going over to darrys. It's sandy's last day here I promised I'd be there early." I lied

He squinted his eyes at me and didn't say anything as he headed down stairs .

"You're going to work?" I asked.

"Yeah I'm headed over to evies first." He whispered.

"Why?" I asked.

"She wanted to talk" he said in quotations.

"Oh..." I said walking towards the door.

"See you tonight." He waved as he drove off in the opposite direction.

I walked down the street and met up with two bit down the block.

We got there to see sandy and soda having breakfast.

"We're here to help clean." I smiled.

They both turned to look at twobit and raised an eyebrow.

"Uh hey two.." he smiled

Two Bit couldn't stop grinning like an idiot. "Heyy I woke up early and walked over here."

"Right." Soda chuckled.

We began cleaning up. It was a big mess. Beer bottles everywhere. We fixed the place up as good as we could.

Soda headed to take a shower and twobit went home. Darry was still sleeping and ponyboy was probably too. Sandy and I sat in the living room.

"Tell me everything." Sandy giggled as they closed the door behind them.

"There's nothing to tell." I couldn't help my grin.

"Did y'all?...you know." She smiled.

"What?" I laughed.

"He did spend the night right?" She giggled.

"How'd you?" I said before she interrupted me.

"You guys were the first ones here and just happen to show up super early. And neither one of yall could stop smiling...so did yall?" She laughed

"Nooo, I'm not ready for anything like that. Jesus sandy!' I Laughed.

"Okay. Okay...so tell me dallas winston. How was that? "

"Ughhh..."i pinched the bridge of my nose."well..."

She listened attentively at my experience and smiled.

"It's all gonna work out rob. Trust me. " she said.

Later on that day the whole gang was at the curtin house., sandy had gone home and steve had gotten home from work. We all just sat around and relaxed. It had been a long weekend after all. Twobit was being weird around me, so i decided to head home a bit early. Steve and I drove home and I noticed something was bothering him.

"You okay?" I asked.

"Yeah." He said a bit defensive.

I looked out the window and decided to change the subject.

"So how's the car working? " I asked

"It's fine I think it needs a little work. I just hate walking everywhere." He rambled on about what was wrong with it and what he was going to do to it.

We got home and we rushed to our rooms. My old man was already going off about something but we decided we wouldn't deal with the that tonight.

Twobit had pretty much ignored me the rest of the day so I basically just tried to get my homework done, i took a shower and got ready to go to sleep.

"Tick tick" I heard a knock on my window.

"What?"i said opening the window.

"Uhh just wanted to say goodnight that's all." Two Bit smiled.

"You ignore me all day and come to say goodnight. Oh okay. "I said sarcastically.

He grinned. "Sorry rob, don't get mad will ya. I just don't know how to act around you..."

"Like you always do keith. It's not a big deal...ll see you tomorrow okay?" I said shutting the window.

"Alright" he whispered as he climbed of the tree.

The next day went by as usual. I ran into a few girls asking about kathy. I brushed them off and continued walking.

"She's gon get you. You know." A girl yelled as I walked off.

I smiled and nodded my head. "Whenever she's ready."

Two Bit had walked me to a few of my classes and it was a bit awkward to be honest. We weren't going to be in a relationship or anything. It was just the fact we knew we liked each other.

I wonder what the gang would think. So far only soda really knew how I felt and of course sandy. What really worried me was steve. I had no idea how he would react.

Ponyboy. I hoped he didn't think anything of what he almost saw on saturday. He was a good kid he wouldn't make a big deal out of it.

Couldn't help but think that Nothing was going to happen. I wouldn't let myself get caught up with my feelings and I'm sure two bit wouldn't either. We were best friends and well things were gonna get ugly.

The next few days went by okay. There had been rumors about kathy and i. Twobit had been avoiding me for a while and well steve and soda were going on double dates with each other. DArrel was clustered with work and pony had too much homework. Johnny and i had hanged out a few days but it was kind of boring. Dallas had disappeared a few days I'm guessing he was caught up with his rodeo life.

A week had passed when I heard a knock on my door.

"hey robin."

"Dallas?...uh hey what's up?" i asked

"you know it's friday night, you wanna go catch a bite to eat?"

was he asking me ou? like on a date?

"uhh, yeah,...just you and me?" i asked.

"yeah why?" he raised an eyebrow

"just asking, but umm yeah sure." i answered. i was hungry.

I went to my room and changed quickly while he waited patiently in the living room.

"where we going?" i asked as we got in the car.

"Where ever you want." he smiled.

He wasn't being his normal self. He was being kind of sweet actually. I couldn't stop thinking about two bit. i wondered what he was up to. He hadn't spoke to me in few days and well he didn't even come over to darry's this whole week.

We arrived at Charlie's, a rough hang out spot where there was always a fight happening. I smiled. This wasn't our usual hangout spot but it was cool. Wasn't really a club but wasn't a bar either.

Okay so it's not a date. Good.

Johnny Boy was sitting on a table inside waiting for us. We sat down and dallas ordered us a few beers. There were girls all over the place dancing around in revealing clothes. I sat there in silence letting the beer take my mind of some things. I just wanted to have fun. Dallas asked me to dance with him and we did a couple of songs or so. He was very entertaining when he wasn't trying to be the bad boy like he wanted everyone to think he was.

A few hours passed and a few beers later i noticed a blonde walking past us it almost looked like Kathy. I looked away and went back to my conversation with johnny and dallas. Tim sheppard was sitting with us too.

" When you gon let me take you out for a movie sugarcake." he whispered to my ear. His breath of liquor was intoxicating me. I looked at him with a glare.

"Keep Dreaming Tim." i joked

He laughed and put his arm around my waist. By then dallas was already grabbing him by his collar.

"it's okay, i can handle ol Tim by myself." i looked at him with please don't hurt him eyes.

Tim laughed nervously and apologized to me.

I smiled at them. "It's okay tim."

He raised an eyebrow and walked of into the crowd.

"I really hate the guy. " Dallas said glaring at him as he walked of.

We continued hanging out when johnny asked me to dance with him. I was having such a blast. Tipsy johnny was so much fun. He wasn't as serious. I was really enjoying myself.

We went back to our table and I went to the bar to get us a few beers, maybe some shots I was in the mood for getting drunk. On my way there I bumped into a guy.

"My bad." I said looking up. Twobit?

"It's okay." He looked down at me and looked surprised.

A raised an eyebrow and I started putting pieces together. He was here with kathy.

"Wh..what are you doing here?"

"Came with dall." I said trying to make him jealous.

"Ohh..well.." he tried to come up with his own explanation when kathy came and hung on to his neck and gave me a dirty look.

"Yup."I said glaring at both of them.

I couldn't help but feel horrible but i insisted that they shouldn't bother me. I walked of to the bar and got the beers and shots.

"Robin." Twobit yelled after me.

I didn't turn around to look at him. I walked of to the table. And the guys noticed something wrong. Of course I told them it was nothing and we began taking our shots and chugging our beers.

I had to stop myself from feeling this way. Slowly the buzz made me forget I'd ever seen twobit.

"Fight! Fight! Fight!" We heard the crowd cheering. We obvious ran in the direction of the fight trying to see what was going on.

Some greaser was fighting some guy on tim's gang. The fight was pretty good until one of. them pulled the blade out. Dallas protectively put his arm around my waist and pulled me behind him. We knew as soon as someone pulled a blade it got serious. People began jumping in and it became a rumble. We hurried out the door. And stood in the sidewalk.

Dally hated missing out on getting a good hit at someone. But he'd taken care of johnny and I. Like he always did. I smiled to myself.

"Let's get outta here before the fuzz shows." He said seriously.

We drove up and dropped johnny of. We pulled up to my driveway and he smiled at me.

"I had a good time rob, we need to kick it more kid." He said cooly

" oh yeah sounds good Dallas." I smiled.

"Hey and uhh sorry for the other night. I shouldn't have kissed you."he almost whispered.

"Dallas..." I began

He put his head down.

"Don't sweat it." I giggled as I got of the car." I had a great time, see ya tomorrow. "

I stumbled inside the house and up to my room. I laid down on my bed and passed out.

I woke up with a mean hangover. I walked over to the kitchen and drank some water. Last night began setting in slowly and I could feel my head wanting to explode. I looked at the time 2pm. I had slept most of the day.

I walked over to the Curtis house and saw soda was working on darry's truck outside.

"What's wrong with it?" I asked.

"Just changing the oil. Darry doesn't have time and I love doing it." He grinned enthusiastically.

I smiled at him and walked inside. Ponyboy was eating cake and reading a book, while Steve walked past me with a couple of beers heading outside.

"Hello to you too!" I said sarcastically.

He laughed. "Hi "

Drunkies I thought. Johnny was sleeping on the couch so I went straight to the kitchen to wash the dishes. If darry got home to a dirty house he would flip on the boys.

I didn't like darry mad. He was always so serious. It was a bit scary. I hurried up and Got the kitchen cleaned, as Ponyboy started picking up in the living room.

"Thanks robin" he smiled.

We finished closed to 6pm. Soda and Steve took of to pick up darry at work, when twobit showed up. I didn't even look up at him. I headed towards darrys room to fold the laundry on his bed.

"Rob, hold on a minute."

I didn't say anything. He then rushed towards me and pulled me from my arm.

"What's wrong doll?" He asked.

"two..just leave me alone." I managed to get out.

"What?..why?..rob listen..." he began

I cut him off. " It's ok too...i gotta go."

I walked towards the door. And as I attempted to close it behind me he put his arm blocking the door.

"Leave." I glared at him.

"Robin. Wait. Let me explain." He begged.

"You have nothing to explain twobit. Now leave before I make you leave." I said irritated.

"No." Was all he said as he let himself in.

I turned around and huffed. "Fine stay." I walked out with basket and rushed to pony's room and shut the door. He went after me.

"Listen to me dammit." He yelled over the door.

"What are you doing here. Just leave two bit." I yelled back. We were fighting for no reason. I shouldn't be upset and he shouldn't feel the need to explain anything to me. I felt hurt but those feelings needed to be buried deep inside me.

I opened the door.

"Twobit. Just stop. Okay. We. This is NEVER gonna happen. It's NEVER gonna work. It's very clear to me. Go with kathy...forget everything. We are JUST FRIENDS. Okay. " I looked at him deeply.

" you sure about that." He questioned.

"Never been more clear." I replied harshly.

He looked down at the floor. And sighed.

I walked back towards pony's bed and started separating the laundry. I could feel my eyes filling up with tears. Is for the best I told myself. If I feel like this right now, what if things had gotten further. We're better of friends, I convinced myself.