Things You Said That Made Me Feel Like Shit
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"Remind me, who dumped who again?"
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She should have seen it coming. He was right. She was the one that dumped him, but what did he expect her to do? This job is her life. This team is her family, and as much as she had grown to care for Sam, she wasn't ready to give up Team One for him. It's not like he was willing to give up the team for her either.
Doesn't mean she doesn't feel like shit every time he mentions the break up.
Doesn't mean it doesn't hurt that he's moved on.
Probably dating some tall blonde, that doesn't like to get her hands dirty. Probably gets those fake nails done every few weeks. Not that she has anything against girls who are into that. To each their own. Its just of course Sam would move on with someone the complete opposite of her.
Not that he'd ever tell her.
She hates it. Hates walking into work everyday and seeing him. It hurts that she can't have both Sam and the team. Seeing him move on hurts even more. More than she thought it would. Especially since she was in fact the one that broke things off.
She ended things so she can remain on the team. So they can remain on the same team.
She wishes she could move on. Move on and forget the time they spent together. The time he helped her heal after she got shot. All the time he spent with her in hospital, pushing her just the right amount to get her moving.
If she's wishing anything its that she never got shot.
Maybe, just maybe they'd still be together.
But even before that faithful day, she knew they were just on borrowed time.
Someone would have eventually found out, and they'd just be in this same place.
She doesn't want to be the jealous ex-girlfriend.
She has never been the jealous ex-girlfriend before.
But Sam is different.
That's why every time the break up gets mentioned she can't help feeling like shit once again.
Ya, this is a short one.
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