FEB. 1st

Madelyn Field got kicked off the team today. She was really good at the beam walk. She got kicked off because she's not small enough, because of her boobs. They got big and she tried to tape them down but it wasn't enough. Everyone else tapes down, even though a lot of us don't have them yet. Sometimes I think I'm getting them and then nothing really shows up. Our first competition is next week. Lets hope I don't grow boobs by then.

FEB. 3rd

Dad came and spoke to the school about success. He clearly had too much special coffee before hand. He even met Ms. Lucas. We didn't have homework tonight because of that. I asked if he felt okay because he didn't look okay. He told me he was fine, just had a bit of a hangover.

FEB. 14th

Dad came home today. He's been in Germany the last few days. Apparently he helped find some paintings that were worth millions of dollars and because he helped track them down he managed to enter into a partnership that's worth over a hundred million! He said the deal is so good that "even my great-grandchildren will never have to work" I didn't know what that meant. I think something's up with him.

FEB. 15th

Had another competition today. I placed first. I felt really good. Afterword's the team went to a pizza place down the way. Dad told me was he was really proud of me. I practiced a little bit after I got home because Coach said something about how we need to keep practicing even after a win because that's what the Russians do.

FEB. 20th

Dad took me out to practice driving again today. He's really insistent on teaching me how to drive; telling me it's his duty as my father to do it. I'm not sure why. I told him I didn't really have to learn till high school but Dad said he didn't know if I would still like him then or and that he didn't know if he would be around that long. I asked if that was about his arc. Why isn't there a surgery out there that could fix it? Dad said he thought there was but that he didn't think he could survive it. I started crying again and Dad had to stop the car because I was about to crash it.

FEB. 28th

Another day another practice. Dad picked me up; he's helping set up a gym in the house for us. He wants to learn combat as Iron Man that way he isn't totally reliant on technology.