Don't own Digimon.
Matt has a concert later in the evening. Tai has got a backstage pass. Two hours before the concert begins, Tai and Matt are on a date. "I want to tell everyone." Tai said. He felt his boyfriend tense and he sighed. "Forget it. I don't even know why this is still such a big deal to you. It's not like you haven't accepted that we're dating, right?" Matt face showed absolute guilt. Tai paused. "You still think that what we have is wrong?" Tai asked indignantly.
Matt waved both of his hands. "No, Tai. I don't think it's wrong. I'm just scared. What are my parents going to say? Takeru, our friends, my fans?" Matt replied quickly. Tai grunted and let his grip on Matt's waist fall. "Tai…You know how important this is to me." Matt started.
"I get it Matt. What others think of you is more important to you that me. I suppose I'm just to live with that for the rest of my life." Tai replied angrily and walked away. Matt was quick to follow, wondering what he could say to make his boyfriend happy. He hated it when Tai got angry at him. It rarely happened but when it did, it meant that Tai was serious and he was really mad.
Matt reached out and held Tai's hand. Tai stopped walking. They were in an isolated area of the park so no one was going to see or hear them do anything. "I just need some more time to prepare myself. You matter a great deal to me Tai. I might even…" Matt trailed off. His pushed Tai up against the tree and kissed him deeply. "I love you, Tai."
Tai's eyes widened but then they filled with anger. "No, Yamato. I love you. I would do anything for you. Anything. You can't say that you love me. Do you think if you say that that you can get away with being closeted for so long? If I could come out, what's so hard? You don't love me Matt. Don't use that word so carelessly. Didn't you used to 'date' Sora at one point? Love is something that is apparently lost on you." Tai said and turned and ran in the direction of his house.
Matt was left standing in the park, alone. When Tai had finished, he realized how badly he was treated the person he had just admitted to 'loving'. Matt was sure that he loved Tai. He wanted Tai to be happy. He really did. But did he want Tai to be happy more than he wanted himself to be happy? Could Matt love 'unconditionally'? His phone rang and he was called to make last minute preparations for the concert.
Matt couldn't get what Tai said out of his mind for the next few hours. The concert has started and some other band was opening for the Teenage Wolves. "Hey guys, I need to talk to you about something."
Tai couldn't believe Matt. How dare he say that he was in love with him? Matt, his Yama. Why couldn't he just love Tai back? Tai sat in his room alone for half an hour. Matt's concert was going to start and he was contemplating on whether he wanted to go or not. "Tai? Nii-san? Aren't you coming for Matt's concert?" Kari's voice came. "Matt will get really sad if you don't come, you know." That's what he deserves to feel, Tai thought. Tai shook his head. He couldn't stand hurting his Yama. He started to get ready.
The opening band was terrible in Tai's opinion. They were quite lackluster compared to Matt. Matt came onto the stage and took the mike in his hand. "Welcome, everybody. I'm glad you could make it. Is everyone ready to have a blast?" The crowd cheered. Tai kept his eyes on Matt.
Matt scanned the crown for his best friend. If he hadn't come, Matt didn't know if he could even properly sing his songs, considering most of them were about the brown-haired boy. He caught sight of the familiar brown hair but was disappointed to see it was just Kari. The band had started to play music. He searched frantically for Tai. He started to sing. His notes were flat and lacked emotion. This was not going to end well, Matt thought. The crowd was still cheering their encouragement but one look at his band-mates told him that he needed to get it together, fast.
Tai watched as Matt crashed and burned on the stage. His eyes were moving all over the place. Almost as if…he was looking for someone. Tai stood up from the small chair he was sitting on. Since most of the crowd was on their feet, it wasn't hard to hide. Blue eyes instantly connected with him and Matt's worried expression disappeared. The happiness returned to his smile. His eyes sparkled and he started singing. His voice was pouring our emotion. Tai felt the eyes stare deep into his soul. Tai offered a small, half-hearted smile of his own. Matt sang the rest of the songs perfectly.
At the end, Matt didn't leave the stage when the rest of the band started packing up like he usually did. "Everybody, I have an announcement. I know this may come as a shock to many of my fans but I'm gay. And I'm in love." Silence washed over the crowd. Then there was a collective 'Aw'. Few people started to make their way onto the stage. Guys. Tai's eyes had a fire burning in them. He made his way into Matt's changing room.
Matt was standing with his back turned. Shirtless. Perfect for Tai. Tai softly locked the doors. He sneaked up behind the boys and covered the boy's eyes. "Tai-" he started.
"Shhhh" Tai said. "This is a thank you. I love you." He whispered in the boy's ear. He hooked his thumb into Matt's pants and pulled them down along with his boxers. Matt gasped. Tai took a piece of cloth and tied it around Matt's eyes. "Now, you relax." Tai ordered. The teen sat on the couch, still naked. Tai pinched the exposed nipples while he worked the lower body with his mouth.
Matt squirmed and moaned several times and when he was close he couldn't even warn Tai. "I'm so sorry Tai. I didn't mean to. Let me clean you up." He pulled off the blindfold and found that Tai was enthusiastically licking his lips.
"You have nothing to apologize for, Yama. I did this for you. Well, maybe a little bit for me." Tai grinned before kissing Matt again. At first Matt was slightly repulsed by the idea that he tasted his own cum but Tai was more that making up for it with passion. They soon broke apart for air.
"I love you, Tai. I'm sorry for how I was acting." Matt apologized.
"I love you too, Yama. I'm glad you mean it this time." Tai grinned. "Y'know Yama?" Matt raised an eyebrow. "You're hard again already." Matt went red all over. This time Tai could see it too, all of it.
I apologize for the break. But I give you an implied lemon. Rating went up, unfortunately. Review if you liked it.
