Ok, writing another chapter today (just finished and uploaded one, now starting this one)... Its 17 degrees C at 23:00 in the uk and tomorrow is set to be 31 degrees C by early after noon... YAY!

Anyways because I probably wont sleep I'm going to start this chapter and hopefully have it uploaded later to make up for my months of absence

Ellie xx

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Pipers POV

I feel a warm hand in mine, I know its Phoebes because her hands are so small, but I can't squeeze it.

I'm drifting away I can feel it.

I see someone in front of me, I don't know where I am, they're stepping closer

As the person steps closer I know who it is...

It's Prue

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Phoebe's POV

Piper looks so peaceful... I just want this to be over for her

This reminds me of when she had Aroya Fever (S2E12 for anyone interested)

She nearly died on us then, I know she'll pull through this time

"Piper, it's Phoebe. You probably cant't hear me but I'm gonna talk anyway. I just want you to know that I love you and I'm always here for you. Don't leave me Piper not now... Your only 33 years old you have a lot to live for. You have to fight Piper if not for you then for your beautiful kids. Wyatt needs his mommy, Chris is confused and needs you to help him, and Melinda is just a day old Piper she can't lose her mommy before she gets to know her. You can fight this Piper, I know you can."

Piper doesn't move, magic can't help...

I look behind me and I see my dad standing in the door way so I run up and hug him to which he embraces and hugs me tighter

"She'll be fine Phoebe. She's Piper she won't give up without a fight" He told me

"But she's so vulnerable. She was being beaten and I couldn't tell. I could've lost her if it wasn't for Wyatt... What if I do lose her?"

"Phoebe, we won't lose her. She's a fighter and Leo... Oh he'll pay for this. Darryl and Henry will make sure he won't get away with it"

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Paige's POV

I'm sitting in NICU bed 14 with Melinda to see how she's doing

So far so good.

She has some breathing issues, because her lungs were not mature enough, she's got an infection but shes fighting it and she is severely premature and small...

When she was born she was just 3 pounds...

"You know Melinda. Mommy is gonna get through this and so are you. OK. Halliwells stay strong"

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Piper's POV

"Prue? Is that you?" I asked

"Yes sweetie it's me. Mom and Grams are here too" Prue replied, it's really her!

"Why am I here?"

"You nearly died Piper. But your in a coma" Mom tells me, What happened to me?

"The baby! Is Melinda OK?"

"Melinda is fine Piper. You will be too. But your here because you lost a lot of blood hunny" Grams said. Like Chris all over again?

"I don't remember anything. I just remember Phoebe and Paige's pleads." I say

"Phoebe can't lose me. She's been through so much. I have to get back to her! I need to get back to her!" I demand

"Piper calm down honey. You'll go back soon. But first you need to release your emotions, you need to get closure for everything that happened in your life. You never got over me, your grams or Prue. You just bottled up and acted like your fine. But we know your not honey, you need to talk to us." Mom says

"But I don't want to. I can't" I say

I don't want to relive those moments. I cant.

"Honey you have too. To be able to go back to your life." Grams said hugging me

"You can't die young like us Piper. You need to live" Mom says

"ok..." I say

Looks like I have to go there...

"Ok lets start with me..." Mom says

"I was 4, I didn't really understand. I was so confused. You didn't come pick me up from school and Prue, Grams and Phoebe were all upset. I didn't know how to react. My teacher used to console me. But I insisted I was fine..." I'm crying... so are the others "I didn't need consoling, I just needed my mommy. I wouldn't say that to anyone. Prue just kept herself to herself, barely spoke to anyone other than Grams. I never got over losing my mom so young and I became the one stopping the fights and arguments between Prue and Phoebe fighting over MY bunny teddy" I'm sobbing

"I technically became a mother at 4 years old and I couldn't show I was too sad because then I would've been called a baby"

Mom hugged me

"Oh Piper, I had no idea" Grams said

"And then when Grams died I was 24, I just thought back to what happened with mom. I almost felt responsible for what happened too, I felt like I could've stopped it from happening. If I could've stopped Phoebe from being so rebelious and Prue from being so obnoxious Grams would have lived longer... I never got passed it because I was still hearbroken over mom, dad wasn't around and I took on the role of 3 people... I held back so much so I ended up becoming less and less like myself and more and more like you guys... I felt like a fraud."

Letting go of all these emotions really is helping... I feel calm

"Then Prue died just over 3 years later... I felt like I survived because Leo was my husband and he didn't want me to die... I felt like Prue dying was my fault" I can't go through this one... not again, it's only been 5 years

"I took on the big sister role, I became the oldest and I'd never lived without Prue. When she died I hated her for leaving, I couldn't process that she was really gone" Prue is sobbing hard, so am I "I told myself, 'be more Prue', but I was acting as a mother, father and grandmother to Phoebe, I couldn't act like Prue aswell. When Paige came along. I was angry about being lied too for 24 years. I became angry and took it out on Paige because she was the easiest to target."

I stopped

Mom, Grams and Prue are silent

they look shocked

I've finally let go

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Phoebes POV
Dad and I are talking when Paige walks in.

She says Melinda is doing fine, which I sigh with relief.

Now we're just waiting on Piper

"Phoebe she'll be just fine. You know she will" Paige says

"But what if she's not"

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I have to end it there...

Sorry

I'll be back with more

Ellie xx