Hello everyone. I'm back. Talk about longest cliffhanger ever, i think we are hanging just around a year from my last update, I thought Marlene was only capable of that kind of evil behaviour.

Lost my passion and then regained it when I had no wifi so hopefully it sticks. Updates won't be regular probably, I will do my best.

This chapter had been written and edited so many times in the last week I finally gave in and am posting as is, also totally different from how I original wrote it on wattpad because looking back, that was beyond terrible.

anyways enjoy

As Spencer and Hanna walked into the bathroom, the 4 pregnancy tests sitting on the counter were more than clear, Hanna knew what they said before she even really looked at them, she truthfully didn't even need those tests to know, if anything was stoping her from the truth, it was her denial, because if she had let herself be honest, she knew her body and she knew there was a product of both her and Caleb growing inside her.

Those four plus signs just confirmed it for her.

She was pregnant, she was actually pregnant, there was no do-over or take backs, this was happening and to say the least, Hanna was shitting her pants.

Moments past and Spencer and Hanna stood in the bathroom staring at the pregnancy tests, both speechless, that was until a small noise escapade Hanna's lips, and then another, before Spencer found herself holding her friend in her arms on the bathroom floor, for the third time that day in tears, but she couldn't really blame her, she could only imagine herself in the same type of state if the situation was reversed.

Over an hour passed before Spencer could calm Hanna enough from her state of hyperventilation, she was worried that if she continued any longer she would make herself sick, Spencer didn't know what to do with her friend, if she should call Caleb or just let her process on her own, this was out of her area of expertise and she was growing concerned. As Hanna took another shaky breath, Spencer took this as an opportunity to speak up, hoping she would be ready to talk.

"Han, whatever you need, I'm here, you know that right" Spencer assured her friend

"Spence, what am I going to do? I can't have a baby. I'm 18" she spluttered

"Well you have options" Spencer suggested

Hanna shot her head up, looking at Spencer "Caleb would never let me abored our baby. He's going to want to keep it"

Spencer sighed, not totally sure what the right thing to say was "Talk to him, I'm sure you guys can figure this out"

Another tear escaped Hannas eye "I don't even know what I want to do"

Spencer wrapped her arms back around Hanna "you have time, don't stress about it right now. You will know, just give it a bit to sink in"

Hanna didn't respond, only letting out another shaky breath, trying her best to control her emotions.

XX

A few hours later Hanna had finally pulled herself together enough to go home, she hugged her friend goodbye, thanking her for her support before leaving.

As she entered her house, she silently prayed that Caleb had gotten the message and let himself out that morning after she had slammed the door in his face.

But she was surprised to find him sitting in the kitchen waiting.

Hanna slowly approached the kitchen, not fully prepared for whatever conversation was about to happen, she wasn't completely sure she would even be telling Caleb right now.

"Your still here" Hanna questioned

Caleb stood, taking a step towards Hanna, the look of concern appearing on his face "I left,

but I came back, your mom said I could wait for you. Are you alright?"

Hanna looked down, knowing her eyes were completely swollen from all the crying she had been doing and she probably looked like a mess. As she looked back up at Caleb, she put on the best fake smile she could muster up after the events of the day "I'm fine"

"You don't look fine, what's wrong?" Caleb questioned

"Nothing" Hanna tried again "I think you should go, I'm tired, I just wanna go to bed"

"Well I can stay" Caleb suggested

Hanna sighed, knowing Caleb didn't give in easy "no it's fine, I'm just going to pas out anyway, go home tonight, I will see you later" Hanna assured him before walking over, lightly pecking him on the lips and bidding him goodnight before turning around and walking up the stairs to her room.

She was an emotional wreck and as much as all Hanna wanted right now is for Caleb to hold her, she knew he would grow more suspicious with her behaviour if he stayed.

XX

3 days later Caleb sat in the Marin kitchen discussing Hanna's current state with Ashley. After leaving her house, as per Hanna's request Thursday evening, Caleb had given her space and decided to wait until morning to send her a text. To his surprise, he never heard back, and by 10pm Friday night, after 3 missed calls 5 unread text messages and 2 failed FaceTime requests, Caleb was beginning to wonder if his girlfriend was alright, she rarely went all day without a text at the least. Saturday morning had explained a lot. He decided he wasn't going to waste another day hoping Hanna would respond and chose to go over to her house, but as the door opened, he didn't find Hanna greeting him, instead he was greeted by Ashley who explained to him that Hanna had barely left her room the previous day, something about her coming down with the flu. Considering the recent events between the two, he had a hard time believing that. Caleb spent all Saturday with Hanna, trying to get her to talk, but nothing, he was surprised she hadn't kicked him out by nightfall, but instead asked him to stay and wrapped herself around him. He was determined that tomorrow he would figure out what was tearing apart his girlfriend.

And that was what Caleb was now doing. Hanna was still asleep so he took it as the perfect opportunity to speak with Ashley.

"She's not sick" Caleb confirmed

"Are you sure? Hanna doesn't typically stay held up in her room like this unless she's come down with something"

"No, I thought she was too, she's been throwing up for about a week but she refuses to go to the doctor" Caleb sighed, becoming frustrated

Ashley shook her head "Hanna's just stubborn like that, she doesn't like doctors"

Caleb looked Ashley straight in the eyes "I think her bulimia is back" he stated

"Why do you think that?" Ashley asked, shocked. How had she been so blind

"She has been acting strange for days and like I said refuses to go to the doctor. I asked her, she denied it" caleb explained

"Ok let's not jump to any conclusions" Ashley decided "she was with Spencer Thursday, why don't we call her and see if she knows anything" Ashley suggested

Caleb nodded "I'll give her a call" agreeing with Ashley

XX

To both Ashley and Calebs surprise Spencer was knocking on the Marin door 20 minutes after speaking with Caleb on the phone. They thought Spencer might know something, but they didn't expect her to march right on over at 8 in the morning. Maybe something else was really going on.

As Ashley welcomed Spencer into the house, she requested that she spoke with Hanna alone before any further explanation was given. Both Ashley and Caleb agreed, hoping that at the least maybe she would open up to Spencer.

Spencer walked up the stairs to Hanna's room before walking in and shutting the door behind her, assuring no one would be ease dropping on the topic of conversation she was about to have. She sat on Hanns bed, shaking her lightly awake.

Hanna stirred for a moment before opening her eyes, surprise written on her face as Spencer came into view.

"Spence? What are you doing here" Hanna question, her voice still groggy

"Caleb called me. Your mom and him are getting worried" Spencer informed her friend

Hanna didn't respond, just rolling her eyes

"They said you haven't left your room since you came home Thursday" Spencer said softly

Hanna agin didn't respond, avoiding eye contact

"Han" Spencer tried "you haven't told Caleb?" She questioned

Hanna finally looked up at her friend "I can't" she felt herself getting emotional once again "I don't know what to say. I'm scared for what he's going to say"

Spencer smiled softly "this is Caleb we are talking about. He's going to support you no matter what"

"You don't know that, this is a baby" Hanna whimpered

"I know it's hard, but you have to trust him" Spencer tried again

Foe the uncountable time that week, a tear escaped Hanna's eye "what if he leaves me?" She asked, sounding terrified

Spencer rubbed her friends arm reassuringly "he is not going to leave you , and if he does I will kick his ass and demand he come back" she concluded

Hanna let out a small laugh, wiping her tears away "thanks Spence"

"No problem. That's what I'm here for" She assured her friend

There was silence for a short moment before Spencer spoke again"so are you ready to tell him? Or do you need some more encouragement?"

"I think I'm ready" Hanna decided

"Good" Spencer responded, relived "now I'm going to go, I will send Caleb up and if you need anything just call" she informed her friend "oh and I will be checking up to make sure you haven't went all MIA again" she added before walking out

Hanna once again rolled her eyes "I promise I won't. Thanks again" she agreed, hugging her friend before Spencer was out the door.

As Spencer made her way back downstairs, she found Caleb sitting in the living room alone.

"Where's Ashley" she questions, catching Calebs attention

Caleb got up, meeting up with Spencer in the foyer "she went to the store, figured she should give us all some space, hoping you could talk some sense into Han" he explained

"We'll I did" Spencer informed him "she's ready to talk to you"

"Thank you, so much. For coming over here and for everything else, whatever is going on with her, I'm glad she has you" Caleb thanked her

Spencer smiled once again "anytime" as Caleb headed for the stairs and Spencer opened the door, she stopped "oh and Caleb" Caleb stopped in his tracks as well "yeah?" He questioned "whatever you do, don't freak out, remember you love Hanna and you guys have made it through a lot worse" Spencer simply stated before closing the door behind her.

Caleb stood on the stairs confused for a moment, and truthfully a bit scared for whatever Hanna had to tell him but eventually made his way up.

He reached Hanna's room and walked him "Han"

And that's all. Hw mean am I for leaving on another cliffhanger? Don't worry it won't be a ear again,I have the next chapter written already. Let's all keep in mind spaleb will and has never happened! I used to love their relationship and how Spencer felt about haleb before spaleb happened so Im trying to find my way back to that cause spanna is also one of my most favourite relationships, despite spaleb.

Soooo was it terrible? Or Worth the wait?

review please