"Well I don't know…it would be kind of neat to see how sex feels as a human."
Andi stood shutting her bedroom door. She knew that Sam and Dean wouldn't walk in on them but it was the point. What if Cas decided to fly his ass home? That would be one hell of a way for him to find out that his brother was banging his friend….walk in while they were fucking each other. She winced at the thought alone.
"So, we are alone why are you closing the door? Aren't we alone?"
Gabriel asked as he started undoing in his shirt. He missed his grace more than ever right now. This undoing one button at a time was taking far too long. Andi turned looking at him.
"Well if Cas comes home quickly to check in on me like he does from time to time he will walk in on us. Do you want your brother finding out like that?"
Gabriel looked up with a frown.
"Yeah….no."
Andi nodded looking pleased that Gabriel was seeing her side.
"Exactly. We have an unspoken rule in this house. If the door is shut you don't just walk in."
Gabriel smirked again.
"Well isn't that cute. Ugh this no grace thing really sucks. I have to actually take my clothes off by hand."
Andi raised an eyebrow.
"Yeah, it sucks going to the bottom of the totem pole when you were a the top of the food chain before isn't it?"
Gabriel looked up clearly annoyed.
"You know I can leave and go somewhere else."
Andi rolled her eyes walking over to the man undoing his shirt the rest of the way.
"Don't get your panties in a wad love. I'm only joking. Sheesh Gabriel, what happened to your sense of humor?"
Gabriel sighed.
"Sorry its hard to be witty when everything that you know was taken from you."
Andi blinked a few times before taking his hands in hers.
"You look exhausted. Let's just do this later. We don't have to rush into something. Besides You probably should be with someone better anyway. Let's just get you rested up and we can figure out your next move."
Gabriel looked confused now.
"Someone better? What's that supposed to mean? You are beautiful."
Andi shook her head as she changed out of her sweater and into a tank top and yoga pants.
"It's nothing just get in bed."
Gabriel wanted to argue but he was too tired too. The thought of getting in Andi's comfy looking bed and passing out seemed to appealing to pass up. Gabriel looked back to Andi, whose good mood seemed completely ruined now. He shrugged no knowing what to do or how to handle this at the moment. That could be figured out in the morning. It wasn't like Andi was going to vanish in the night or anything.
"Well okay."
He replied before laying down. Andi joined him a moment later turning off the bedside lamp. Neither said anything as they lay in silence. Gabriel turned on his side so he was facing Andi's back. She looked small surrounded by the down blankets and her pillow. He couldn't help wondering what made her so suddenly upset.
Andi meanwhile, lay silently until she heard the even sounds of Gabriel's breathing. She knew the poor guy was probably all kinds of confused and in ways she was too. Andi didn't know why she was so suddenly upset. Was it the fact that she literally just about jumped into bed with a man who had clearly just ended his last relationship? Maybe it was that gut wrenching feeling that she wasn't good enough for him. He used to be an angel and and archangel at that. Why would he want someone like her? He could probably go charm some pretty girl into sleeping with him. Gabriel would get bored with her. She was a total nerd and for the most part just average. Every man got tired of the average girl.
The next morning Andi woke up before Gabriel. She still felt a little moody over the night before but had come to the mental agreement that she wanted to help Gabriel out as much as possible. He deserved that. She would just keep her crush under control and mute her feelings like she had done most of her life.
Andi slipped out of bed and walked into the kitchen turning on the coffee pot. She was so set on coffee that she didn't even notice Gabriel walk into the kitchen until she turned and walked right into his chest.
"Well good morning to you too."
He said with a smile as Andi blushed. She looked beautiful dressed in only those skimpy short and low tank top.
"I didn't even hear you come in. Are you sure there isn't any grace left in you? Your sneaking skills still seem beyond perfect."
Gabriel looked down.
"Yeah, I'm pretty human. It doesn't seem so bad. I think I am just being moody."
Andi turned taking the milk out of the refrigerator.
"You have every right to be. You know I was thinking maybe we can find a way to get you your grace back. Surely there is some angel out there that could help you. Maybe Lucifer?"
Gabriel laughed.
"Yeah, like I am going to ask any of my older brothers for help. Nah, I would rather sit here and be human. At least you are better company."
Andi smiled.
"Well thank you for that but I really think we should get you fixed."
Gabriel nodded before turning and walking out of the room but froze in the doorway.
"So are you going to tell me why you got so worked up lat night? Things were getting hot then you just froze up. You are going to have to help me out here. I can't figure shit out at the moment. Is this about your brothers finding out about us or something? Because if it is I can just kick them in the shins or kneecaps."
Andi looked up before rubbing her forearm.
"Its nothing."
Gabriel sighed.
"Its something."
Andi turned looking at Gabriel with a frown.
"Will you let it go already?"
Gabriel shook his head.
"Nah I don't do that. Is there some other guy or something!"
Andi's head snapped up from the now overflowing cup of coffee.
"Another guy? What? Gabriel, you have met my brothers right? They would flip if I brought any man home. I am destined to be some crazy old single woman who is tending to them for the rest of my life. Besides I am not that pretty or dandy anyway!"
Gabriel frowned and was silent for a few moments.
"Ah that's what the problem last night was."
Andi shook her head saying a pouting "no" as Gabriel walked over. He reached out cupping Andi's cheek.
"I meant it when I said that I thought you are beautiful. I thought you were beautiful before I just never said anything. I don't have anything to lose now."
Gabriel reached out pulling Andi into his arms.
"I wasn't scared of your abnormally large brothers before and I'm not now. I should have told you how beautiful that you were before and made a move. I'm not saying we have to rush to jump into a relationship or whatever but I really am interested."
Andi smirked.
"Damn Gabriel you are so dreamy."
Gabriel smirked tilting his head to the side with a smirk.
"I try."
Gabriel didn't need anymore encouragement to kiss her at this point. He leaned forward pressing a soft kiss to her lips. Andi sighed happily against his mouth as Gabriel proceed to deepen the kiss. Gabriel reached down pulling her into his arms before carrying her back to her bedroom closing the door with his foot.
Dropping Andi back on the bed Gabriel crawled on top of her to go back to kissing when a photo stopped him dead in his tracks.
"Uh who's that?"
Andi looked up following Gabriel's eyes to Adam's photo on her bedside table.
"That's my twin Adam."
Gabriel winced.
"That's Adam like the Adam?"
Andi nodded as Gabriel got off of her letting her sit up.
"Yep…that's that Adam. You didn't know that did you? That Adam and I were twins?"
Gabriel shook his head.
"Not really. You gotta remember sugar I kind of avoid whatever Michael does with whatever I can. There was also the fact that I didn't go really prowling into your families business. Besides you use the name Winchester. How did that work out?"
Andi sighed, snuggling against Gabriel's side.
"Well I didn't meet my father until I was 12. Save you a long boring yawn worthy story I decided to go live with my dad and wanted to take his name. Adam never did. When I met Sam and Dean I wanted to be with them. Adam never really forgave me for it either. He and my mother died after being attacked by ghouls. I never really got a chance to make up with him either."
Andi focused her attention on Gabriel's hand that was resting on his stomach. She didn't want to move her eyes too much due to the fear that she would cry. Gabriel's free hand that was wrapped around her gently stroked through her dark blonde hair.
"Brothers are hard. I know that is a complete understatement. I'm sure deep down Adam understood."
Gabriel said tenderly. Andi nodded.
"I think mine are easier than yous are."
Gabriel laughed at that.
"I agree. My brothers were ridiculous! Again another understatement about brothers."
Andi smirked as she climbed on top of Gabriel. His golden eyes widened as he rocked his hips into Andi's body.
"Can we forget our crazy families and worry about what is going on downstairs? I don't think I have ever felt his turned on in my life. This erection that I have is killing me!"
Andi smirked.
"I did promise you a destressing session."
Gabriel gave her an eyebrow wiggle.
"So….after this…that whole being exclusive thing….I want in on that."
Andi smiled.
"You want to jump into another relationship already?"
Gabriel shrugged.
"I do have a fancy for a certain Winchester girl."
Andi bit her lip realizing that she would have to tell Sam and Dean all about this. She knew they would be livid but at the same time she didn't care. Andi could hear Dean right now.
"Damn it Andi you have this fascination with falling in love with things you start taking care of! He doesn't need you! He's just a horny mess."
So what if she had a tendency to want to take care of things and maybe she was falling for this once ex archangel a little too quickly? It was her choice wasn't it?
"We can see how it goes."
Gabriel looked pleased as he flipped her over cramming his body against hers for another kiss.
"I want you"
She whispered as his hands stroked her hair. Andi could see the lust clear as light in his golden eyes.
"Have you done this before?"
Andi shook her head. Gabriel looked down at her for a moment before eagerly starting to undress her.
"I've wanted this so long"
He said tenderly pulling his shirt over his head before getting his jeans off and getting into bed naked beside her. Andi snuck glances at him happy with what she saw. His body looked as amazing as she could have hoped.
"Sit up a moment baby"
He said tenderly before undoing her bra. Andi moaned as he quickly pulled her on his lap taking one of her breasts into his mouth. Laying her back he began to kiss her again letting one hand caress her bottom and the other arm holding her to him. Andi slowly pulled away from his kiss to attack his neck with kisses.
"Yes baby"
He moaned moving one hand down to gently finger her. Andi whimpered.
"It's all right. I need to stretch you. Just relax but will feel good quick."
Gabriel was right. Soon enough she was tightening around his finger crying his name. Andi whimpered becoming more obvious to Gabriel rocking his hips against her. He was rock hard and this had to be torture to him. A nice torture though.
"I'm ready now"
She whispered. His golden eyes rolled up to hers.
"Not yet"
He whispered before lying her on her back and spreading her legs. Their eyes met again before he lowered himself between her legs.
"What are you doing?"
Gabriel asked nervously.
"Relax."
His voice was sharp and commanding as he lowered his mouth to her and gave a tentative lick. Andi whimpered as he began his assault. She had never planned his but he knew exactly what to do with his tongue and lips.
"Gabriel please. I am really ready."
She whispered pleading as she gently tugged on his hair. His eyes rolled up to hers as he lifted up guiding himself to her opening. He didn't even bother worrying about protection. It didn't cross his mind until he was halfway in.
"So dumb question….uh are you taking birth control or anything? I don't think I really want any children.. I don't think I have been human enough for those urges yet."
Andi laughed.
"Yes I take birth control."
Gabriel looked pleased as he began to push back in. Her body automatically tensed at the intrusion.
"It's okay. Look at me. Relax baby"
He kept his voice clam although he wanted nothing more than to slam in and make love to her hard. When she quit tensing he pushed in fully. Andi cried out as the pain went through her. Gabriel leaned down kissing her.
"It's over baby. You did great. I'm going to make love to you now"
