Finn

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It wasn't really self harm.

He didn't cut, and he most certainly never bled.

It barely even hurt. It was uncomfortable but not really painful.

Finn eyes the food resting on his plate

On Burt's

And his Mom's

And Kurt's

but while theirs was disappearing his stayed untouched

He wasn't in it for the weight loss

Though after what Santana said it was a bonus

The pain in his stomach every night was reward enough for a hard days work

He didn't need food

He needed the pain that eating could never give him

No amount of bruises, cuts or burns matched up to the pain in his stomach

Rumbling had become the soundtrack of his life

It wasn't really self harm.

He didn't cut, and he most certainly never bled.

It barely even hurt. It was uncomfortable but not really painful.