I know I haven't updated this story in forever….sorry! Please review because I don't really know where I'm going to take this story. The first part of the chapter is Luke's point of view!

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When Luke got to the lake he looked around and sighed. The place was empty and silent, with the exception of a few birds chirping. He walked around until he found it, the cabin. His father bought that cabin and gave it to him on his 18th birthday. He walked inside and put his stuff down.

He didn't know how long he would be staying there and that frightened him. He found the bedroom and he sat down on the bed. I wonder if Lorelai would like this place…..and there I go again, my thoughts always come back to Lorelai. Maybe this was for the best. Maybe me and Lorelai weren't meant to be. But in his heart he knew he was wrong and that he was the one that screwed it up. He realized his cell phone was on the floor, it was turned off. He pressed the power button to turn it on, he had always promised Jess he would. Jess called him about 3 times a month and the last time he had called Luke asked him his opinion on the engagement ring he was going to give to Lorelai.

Then he remembered, the ring. He looked in his pocket and sure enough there it was. The ring Lorelai gave back to him. He wanted to cry, but wouldn't allow himself to. Does this mean we're not together anymore? He prayed he was wrong but then again, even he couldn't figure out what was going on in Lorelai's mind.

He knew he had fucked up royally and needed to fix it. He wasn't the same man without Lorelai.

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Lorelai got out of the shower feeling just as crummy as before, but she hid her pain well. She needed to be strong and secure with herself, but all she wanted to do was wallow. She found Rory's post-it explaining that she was gonna get some food and she would be back shortly.

She went back upstairs and combed out her hair. She put on her usual makeup and found her jeans. She was all dressed and looked in the mirror. She looked the same except for her eyes, usually they were bright and blue, but they were dull and almost grey.

She wanted to talk to Luke and she wanted everything to go back to normal. She looked down at her left hand and realized her engagement ring was gone. She freaked out for a moment and then remembered she had given it back to Luke. I really want that ring back, and not just because it was full of diamonds and stunning, but because Luke gave it to me. Wait! I still love him—I really do love him.

She pulled out her cell and pressed #2 on her speedial. It rang twice before she hung up. She wasn't ready yet. She heard the door slam and went downstairs to greet Rory.

"hi mom! Okay so I got all the essential: magazines, coffee, peanut butter, taffy, tacos, and a couple of Hershey bars." That will make mom feel better!

"Aww thanls kid." Rory can't stay here with me. She needs to be back at Yale, she is already behind.

"Mom, what's up?"

"Okay….this might sound rude but you need to leave."

'What?"

"You need to be back at Yale."

"Mom, no, I want to be here for you!"

"Rory, sweets I'm so grateful that you're here, but you need to go back to school."

"Mom…"

"No , honestly Rory I'm fine here. You however need to be at school learning, someone has to teach me big words." She smiled when she said that.

Rory looked at her mom, it was the first time she smiled for the past two days, maybe she would be okay. "Are you sure."

"Oh yeah, I'm missing work at the inn anyway."

They hugged and Lorelai walked Rory to her car.

"Love you kid."

:Love you too mom, and remember jus call whenever. I don't care if I'm in class, call me a lot okay!"

"Don't worry I will."

They waved goodbye and Lorelai went inside the house. She looked around, it was oddly empty. The whole house was quiet. She grabbed the jar of peanut butter and the chocolate bars along with Instyle magazine. She realized she needed to go back to the inn. It would help her and she was already missing Sookie. She would do anything to take her mind off Luke.

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